I'm bedridden. I'm sick for almost.. 24 hours. I'm on the state of solitude and sadness. I feel alone, seriously. I'll be a certified college freshman in less than 48 hours. I miss my friends, I miss a lot of people. I wish I was happier. I wish I was contented. And I wish someone is here right now hugging me despite he/she might get the same sickness that I have.

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Looking forward for my four years in College, I am reminiscing the good times I've had as a highschool student. I mean, there will be a lot of changes that will come on my way starting on monday. New faces, new culture, new community, new teachers, new administration, new classmates, new schoolmates and a lot more. Everything will be a brad new start. If we're really close, you should already knew that I hate leaving things which I am already used to. I'm not really saying that I hate the fact I'm entering college.. what I hate is missing the past and how happy I am before.

I miss you, Atheneum. I miss you my high school batchmates,. I miss you my oh so close friends which are also my sisters. I miss the old times.

But I have to wake up now.

The excited mood I have right now is killing me so hard. haha. LPEP tomorrow! I'm really excited to make new friends. I mean I want to meet new friends. Yeah. Hahaha.

Wish me luck. =)

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Ian and I went to MOA today. 10 hourse together. Did a lot. Shop a lot. Ate a lot. Hahaha! We bought our first couple ballers. Hahaha. Thanks for this day. I love you. =)

Within 38 hours I guess, I'll be attending my Frosh Orientation (DLSU LPEP 2k10). I was not really nervous at all even though almost everyone knows that fact that it's my first time to transfer school since nursery. I've never been in this situation od what you called "meeting new schoolmates" eversince.

All I feel was just sadness. Since the day we graduated from higschool, my batchmates and I still doesn't have a reunion or something. I've only seen 40% of my batch this summer. It seems that reality is really punching me to hard, I lose my old friends and then new friends will came. But still, I still want to preserve the friendship and bond that I used to have with my highschool friend most especially to the ones I'm really closed to. For I know that even though I may go out with the rich kids and easy go lucky students that I will me, I would still long for the lazy and oh so loud buddies I've had for years.

And so, I miss my batchmates. I miss my friends.

Talking about the excitement part, indeed I am excited for Monday and Tuesday! (May 24 & 25) I already knew 5 girls from my block if I'm not mistaken. Hahaha. I think they are friendly though. I can't wait to meet my block 4117. :D

THREE WORDS: I MISS BLOGGING!

I'm back. Haha. Lol. Sorry for my inconsiderate absence for about.. 6 months? Haha. Well, anyway.. Back to tagalog. ahgdvewjfksdcdjewhbv. Namiss ko magblog, sobra! Sobrang daming nangyari, a lot of things had happened. Pero baka makaligtaan ko na yung iba. Haha. Yung mga naaalala ko na lang, marami na naman akong time ngayon to blog, to blog, to blog. (Well anyway, depede pa rin yan sa gala ko. Haha.) But I assume that I'll see to see it write again. I lost one of my bestfriends the moment I stopped blogging and I missed my blog ever since I became busy (or got addicted with some sites in a way). Haha. :))

I love De La Salle Green Archers since Grade 4. Oh, what I really mean was the UAAP Team. DLSU wasn't my dream school at all. It was Ateneo, or what you may call as the rival. But unfortunately, I didn't passed ACET. I remembered vividly the time I woke up around 2am just to check the Ateneo site and didn't find my name on the list. I can still remember how I burst in tears, and even I can't explain the disappointment I felt.

Well anyway, so much for that.. I decided to study in DLSU-M. Yeahhh, my super duper loved UAAP Team of all time. I might confirm my enrollment at the 5th of April. Woot. Animo! :)

It would be a cliche to write something like.. "parang kahapon lang.. " or something like "ang bilis talaga ng panahon, gagraduate na agad kami." . As of now, hindi pa ako naiyak tungkol sa pag-graduate namin, unlike some of my classmates na napapaiyak na when they thought about graduation. Pero syempre, I do get sad sometimes when I think of us being separated by this thing called 'graduation'. Pero kung iisiping mabuti, it would really be worth it. I'm not saying that I will not miss Atheneum, my batchmates, my friends from other levels, my teachers, or the highschool life instead, I'll miss all of them. It's just that I've realized that whatever happens, it would be worth it in the end. Gagraduate naman kami hindi para lang maghiwalay or masira ang friendship, to be better na rin.

And most of all, the friendship that I made with these people, is in my heart, forever. =)

Intrams ba kamo? Wala, masaya! Haha. Ayun, Nakakapagod pero worth it? Batch namin? Haha. 2time back to back to back Champions ng Overall at ng cheering. Kami rin "daw" yung first batch na two straight wins. Apir! =)

It took me so many shits to choose, yet only one deserves to be the one..

Congrats C/Capt. Fernandez, Janna Ysabella V. :)

I'll surely miss Bravo Company, I'll surely miss Alpha Company.

It's how unexpected things turned to be.. and the under these expectations of mine, it was all debolished by one tough guy who was the first one to asked me personally "pwede bang manligaw?"

Hindi ko alam kung bakit nga ba lahat ng so-called "standards" ko pagdating sa mga lalaki e, nawala. Porma pala ng pag-ibig no? Haha. Hindi ko maexplain kung bakit nga ba naging kami sa huli e.. parang dati lang e, naging crush ko na yata sya for 2days? Haha! At hindi parin nagsisink-in sakin ngayon na hindi na ako isang NBSB. It was March 6, 2010. 8:44 am. CAT 2010 Last command and I can still remember when Ian approached me and as I told him the words: "sinasagot na kita". Sir Emboy eventually shouted "last 6 minutes.."

From then on, this is the new Joy. =)

I had a major haircut last... monday. And I miss my old long hair. Gaaaahd. I wish I didn't followed what my mom had told me. Bye long hair!

I left my blog alone for 10 days. And like a tragedy, I don't know how to get back to the normal way it used to be. I'll update with the most simple way I can. And like a flashflood, a lot had happened in a blink of an eye.


Bagyong Ondoy

Never did I expect that I will experience such wild flood again after my Milenyo experience back when I was a freshman. And all I can do is to try to save our valuables against the flowing flood, pray for my mom and my cousin and all the people who got stranded in Manila. Pray for the safety of the Philippines and all the people who are experiencing the horrifying catastrophe. I just prayed and texted friends and relatives to check if they're safe.


I am thanking God above all. Still, I am one of the lucky people who are still alive despite I was near death last night (electric shock). And I'm still glad that most of the people I know are still safe and are safe right now. Hope that everyone will be okay soon.


DSPC


3 days. 3 days of adventurs in Tanza. It's worth it though I wasn't able to make it to RSPC. I'm still happy that I won 10th place in Photojournalism (Filipino) out of 77. Yeay. :)

But still, it's freaking frustrating why my co-delegates weren't chosen to be awarded when they should be. :(


Annel and Jara's Birthday


Though I had a busy sunday last Sept 20 because of my ninang who went home from Singapore, I still went to Annel's birthday in Sta. Rosa and gave her the best gift that I could gave her. ♥



Watercamp with third year students. Yeay. Though I regret the fact I ignore your presence. Bonding with cadets and cadettes. :)


Family Day



Red day. We had so much fun especially when the Division 3 teachers danced. Super laughtrip moment especially when Sir Emboy danced. Cutie! Haha.

Bonding with Seniors in the afternoon. We played like little kids. Bonding time with my guy friends again. I mssed them. Went to jan2's crib. Beerlove with rugby.



Trip to Trece and Tanza


Stroll around. Fun day :) Yihee. :p



Cat Evaluation

Oh, what a shitty day. Shitty.


Rivalry Exam



Took ACET last Saturday (Sept 19). It made my stomach hungry as ever. A rainy traffic night in Katipunan is a big no no. PS: mainit magexam sa ADMU. Damn.

Baby Jayvee



My first SLR = love.


On bended Knees

Can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong?
Happy 2nd month dear. Miss you to the top of her lungs.
You made me cried again. Stupid.


--> Happy Birthday sa lahat ng nagbirthday. :p

* 88 days before Christmas

Saturday

Went to DLSU Taft with Annel to pass our Application Forms. Tas CSB na rin, kumuha kasi sya dun. Hindi ko na tinuloy ang dating balak ko na kumuha ng MMA at Digital Filmmaking sa CSB. Anyway, yun. Adventure to the max and bonding. Haha. We ate extreme lunch at KFC. Haha. :p


Deretso ako Atheneum after nun, DSPC training kahit di na ako nagpasa ng output. Kwentuhan at kantahan lang. Umalis kami ng school around 4pm, tas nagdota kami ni JM at JT. Taob ako. Haha. Tambay sa mcdo with some Kalero nung gabi. =)



Sunday

Mass in the morning as usual, tas nagpunta kina Ciarra around lunch tas umuwi agad, may mga bisita kasi si kuya. Kaso, my mood was spoiled. NAKATULOG AKO! Hindi ako nakanood ng ayos ng UAAP Cheerdance, sobrang badtrip (thanks to youtube at nakanood ako haha). Hindi ko alam yung exact time, basta nagising ako ng 3:45, at FEU na lang. Tas yun, change of winners. Congrats to FEU and UP. Aww Salinggawi. :( Ayy, congrats blue babble! :P



Tas pumunta kina Ate Donna para magnisnis ng mga red ribbons. Nantrip ako. Haha. Sobrang hyperness, skittles! Tas nagtakutan lang kami, nagkwentuhan. Tas medyo nawala ako sa mood. Haha. :p Before we went home, we ate at Tita Annie's. :)


Monday and Tuesday


Pinagisang araw ko na lang. Both review Days. Steady lang naman, late ako nauwi lately,laging tulog na ang araw. Sobrang hyper ng Quartzite to the point na ang ingay na. Haha. Ang random ng mga tao. TLE Exam na nakakapanghinyang kasi malapit na..

at ang isang munting katangahan ko na buti na lang naayos ko. Hindi ko alam kung bakit ako nalito nung time na yun. Nagdalawang isip ako kasi ayoko magmukhang mali, pero bahala na.. Eto rin naman ang gusto kong gawin. Nagtataka lang ako, bakit kaya?

Wednesday


First day ng exams. Blahh. Nasa library lahat ng DSPC delegates. Medyo sinipag kami ni JM magsulat ng outputs namin. Haha. Bati na kami nina Ms. Fe, yahoo! Tas yun, trip lang. Kumain sa tapsihan. Haha. At pagbalik ng school, sumaya ako. Bonding with Sir Rondel. Gumawa ng DSPC letter na hassle at pumunta na rin kina Gia.


Nagturuan sila. Busy lang ako maging vain at magbasa ng Kapitan Sino. Uhh-oh. :p Ayun, mga 7 na ako nakauwi. Baka magmovie marathon pa ako ngayong gabi pag nakatapos ako ng isang output. Yihee! Sana tuloy bukas sa Tanza. :p

100 days before Christmas = 100 days to save money. HAHA

(Sepetmber 12)
--> Happy Birthday Joelo Almeda
--> Happy Birthday Jara Bautista
(September 15)
--> Happy Birthday Ate Niña Uy
(September 16)
--> Happy Birhday Ate Charley Mendoza
--> Happy Birthday Edlyn Padua

* 100 days before Christmas