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And you're in my Verona

Welcome to my blog. :) It's nice to hear from you. Hope you enjoy. If not, We'll have to find Romeo and kill him. Not with a poison but with a goodnight kiss.



[Modern Day Juliet]

And when I shall die, take him and cut him up in little stars, and he will make the face of heaven so fine that all the world will fall in love with night and pay no worship to the garish sun.






Lure you.
Saturday, June 27, 2009


Friday

After 2 days, may pasok na ulit. Medyo namiss ko lang pumasok. Ayun,quiz sa Filipino na hindi naman ako mataas. Haha! Walang masyadong ginawa. Mga ilang subjects na naman yung tinulug,an ko e. Haha. Or nakipagkwentuhan and did nothing rather. Haha. :p Wala na akong lagnat ngayong araw, ubo na lang. =)

Tambay lang sa school nung hapon. Trip trip. Kwentuhan. Tas dumaan ako kina jan2 saglit para sa crispy pata at nagluto nung gabi. Marami rin akong kadete na nakausap, excited na silang lahat. Haha. :p

Saturday

First day ng CAT. 3hrs sleep. Kailangan magluto. Haha! Ayun, 6 na pero wala pa sa kalahati mga kadete. Lupet lang. Haha. :p Ayun, saya rin ng first day. Nakakapagod. Nakakatuwa hawakan yung Bravo kasi mas marami sila kesa nung panahon namin. Haha! Ayun, tas ang dami na rin kasing naturo agad. Yahoo! :)

Tambay sa CMG after. Tas nabadtrip ako, medyo. Hoho. Nakipagbonding kina Ate Joy. Haha. Tas nag emo talk kami ng Alain para mawala yung badtrip. Haha. Past 12, I decided.

Ayun, tas watched Transformers 2: Revenge of the Fallen today with Gerome. Una. Daming tao sa mall! Pero okay lang, sobrang hinintay ko rin kasi talaga yung araw na to. Haha. Maganda yung movie, malupit yung effects than the first one i think. May scenes pa na napa tearjerky ako. Haha! The movie was really unexcpected for me. Tas yun, ate at BK. Tas we parted for certain reasons. :p Sumama na lang ako pauwi kina Jacke, Annel at Mark. :)

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AYOOOOOOOKO NA.
Hindi ko talaga maintindihan.

(June 26)
--> Happy Birthday Arielle Reyes

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Always and forever.
Thursday, June 25, 2009

I was sick since yesterday and today. Nasa bahay lang ako. Di ako nakapag regada. Pero okay lang, health comes first syempre. And So I was resting the whole day yesterday. Ayun, ngayong umaga lang ako nagdecide na magpunta sa Doktor. Seriously, after 6 years, dun talaga nawala yung passion ko maging doktor, since my Pedia died. Ngayon lang ulit ako nagkalakas loob na pumunta sa ibang doktor. Wow pare.
Ayun, grabe lang yung pagkuha ng dugo sakin. Pakiramdam ko, vampire yung nakagat sakin kasi ilang bes ako kinunan. Walang dugo nalabas. Weird. Di naman ako h1n1 positive, di rin ako nagpositive sa Dengue. Ang findings lang, UTI saka may something abnormal raw sa blood? Weird.

Tas yun. Bumisita lang kina Sette ngayon. I'm starting to get tired drinking medicines. But I'm glad there's one thing that makes me happy and makes me strive to get well soon: Saturday. I hate spoliers. NOOOO. Saturday.. Ilang oras na lang. See you, Optimus Prime. :">


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You're contagious.
Tuesday, June 23, 2009


Sunday

Ayun, dapat talaga magpupunta muna kami ng SM nina Jimbo at Sette kaso biglang di pinayagan si Sette. Ayun, nagpunta na lang kami ni jimbo deretso kina Sonny, inintay lang namin si Balde. Haha! Tas yun, food trip kina Sonny, syempre.. maraming kaagaw sa leche flan. Haha! Inuman rin ng konti. Tas puro kalaughtripan na. Si balde, kanta ng kanta. :p

Mga 7, nasa Cavite na kami ni Jimbo. Dinalaw namin si Sette. Ayun, bonding. Haha. Kwentuhan.. Medyo late na rin kami nakauwi. Mga 9:45 na yata. Weird. Haha. :p


Monday

Mixed emotions nung umaga, naiwan ko kasi si Gerome kaya di kami nagkasabay. Nalaman ko pa na may mangyayari sa sabado. Haha! Anyway, wala namang masyadong ginawa ngayong araw. Haha. Puro discuss lang. Tas yung ibang sucjects, tinulugan ko na naman. Yung CL, may activity, reflection ng sarili namin after 10 years. Cool. Naalala ko lang, yung TLE, bago ako matulog, nagbubunutan ng partner sa exam. Haha. :p
Nanood lang ako ng practice ng varsity nung hapon. Hanep, nakakawhoa lang yung mga pinapagawa sa kanila ni Coach Jay. Haha! Ayun, tamang tambay lang. Tas binisita ulit namin ni Jimbo si Sette. Nagaway at nagproposal lang silang dalawa sa harap ko. Ayos. Haha. :p

Mga 9, nakauwi na rin ako. At since sobrang nahirapan ako huminga, natulog ako ng maaga.

Tuesday

Late na naman yung sundo ko. :p Haha. Anyway, emcee ako pero walang script. Halos on the spot lang kami gumawa ni Tomo. Haha! Ayun, may morning assembly tas mass. Galing kumanta ni Yeye kahit acapella. :p

*picture from Ms. Di*



Anyway, inuubo ako maghapon. Yun lang. As usual, tulog na naman ako sa ibang klase. Umuulan rin nung hapon. Nakakatamad. Hirap ako huminga, sabi ko kay Gerome maghahalf day ako pero di na ako tumuloy. Nung hapon, bumisita yung ibang 4th yr. Ayos. Miss na miss ko na sila. :)

Nung gabi, nagpahinga lang ako. Natulog na rin ako ng maaga than the usual kahit walang pasok kinabukasan. Sana gumaling na ako. :)


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Gusto ko na magsabado. Gusto ko na manood ng Trnasformers. Kinakabahan naman ako because of a particular person. Haha. Gusto ko na talaga gumaling. :p



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Misunderstood


I'm blinded with the way things should be, you said that you're finding it hard to go on when all we really want to do is stay this way forever. I may run out of reasons to fight for what I feel, but seriously, I'm telling you now, I made up my mind..

If I gave you my heart and gave up on me again, I'll let you go.

- - -

Hirap na naman ako huminga pare. Saka na yung ibang updates. Ewan ko kung bakit nagkakasabay ang ubo at hirap ko sa paghinga ngayon. At maaming may saki ngayon, pagaling tayo lahat. =)


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Here we go again.
Saturday, June 20, 2009

Ewan ko kung bakit ako hindi nakapagblog for a couple of days. Random na lang. :p Haha.


School Blues


Senior na ako. 4th year. Academics? Subjects? Ayos pa naman, hindi pa naman ako nahihirapan sa lessons so far. Medyo may nahalata ako sa sarili ko lately, medyo sinisipag na yata ako magsagot ng mga seatworks ngayon, yun nga lang, tamad pa rin ako maglecture. Ohh, anyway. Medyo in good terms na kami ni Sir Marvin. :P

Armed Forces

CAT meeting nung friday, sinabayan nung badtrip ko. Badtrip ako nung friday afternoon for no reason at all. Napasigaw pa ako. Haha. And the feedbacks? Nakakatakot raw ako. Whoa. Anyway, ayun. Hello, Bravo Company. Yiheee. :p


University Hopping


Magpunta na raw kaming Manila kasi wala ng time. Kaso di pa rin ako nakakuha dun sa pageexaman ko talaga. Wala pa sa DLSU at UST. Nexttime na ako kukuha sa Ateneo if I had the chance. Bus#2=love. Super bonding moments. Super laughtrip. Super adventure. Daming kamalasan e. at may nakaaway nga pala akong pulis sa Lawton. Akala ko ipapakulong na nya ako. :p Hahaha. Nag-boys hunting rin pala "sila". Ako? Asa pa. :p





Ate at Rob Ermita. University Hopping ulit tas MOA. Gumala lang tas Starbucks. Dept Store with Bus#1. Ayun, tas nagalit si JT at JS samin. Pero masaya pa rin nung pag-uwi. :)


UPCAT

Me and my mom had an argue last wednesday night na umabot na ng 2am nung thursday dahil lang sa reason na ayaw nyang pirmahan yung form ko. Her reason? Don't know. Ayun, napasa ko na yung Form ko. BA BroadComm. :)


First PE of Last year

*picture courtesy of Laine Arias*

8am na ako pumasok nung thursday. Late! Di naman ako natardy ni Ms. Vidal though nakita nya ako. Haha. Ayun, saya nung PE. Running nila na napanood ko kahit late ako. Tas nagbasketball kami nung girls. Bait ni coach. =)

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It's the fact that what keeps us together, makes us apart. I really want to save this again. But I cannot understand your point and what is reason for not staying. I cannot understand what you're trying to say. I hate the fact I cannot open myself to you. I hate the fact I cannot explain to you that you mean a hundred times more than any rank in this world.

And it sucks to know that we really know what is right yet we find it hard to go on. We both know what to do yet we are frightfully scared to show the world the world that they are wrong. And it hurts me bad that I cannot fight for what I feel.

I apologize for making you cry.


(June 16)
--> Happy Birthday Ann Janairo

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One more time.
Wednesday, June 17, 2009

If you fall, we'll fall together.
If you fail, we'll fail together.
If you're hurt, we're hurt together.

Remember that we're one.


And I hope, this time. This is really real.
Wrapped in your arms agaiiiiin. :)

"Tanga tanga ko kasi noh?"

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I don't wanna know.
Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Medyo marami akong ginagawa ngayon, puro klase lang naman ngayong araw e. Lahat ng subjects, nagsimula na magklase. Except TLE kasi next week na raw. Ayos Sir Vincent. Dami ring group activity ngayon. Ayun, hmm. Anyway, I can't control myself for blogging about the teacher I love hate the most. This is what happened today, attendance:

"Mangalindan?" , "Present."
"Nicolas?" , "Present."
"Patacsil?" , "Present."
"Ronquillo", "Present."
"Salangsang?" , "Present."
"Sosa?" , "Present"
"Ogalisco?" , "Present."


Obviously, my surname wasn't called. My classmates were staring me at that moment. I want to get out of the room, seriously. What the.. heck. Is it because of what happened yesterday? So dahilan nya na yun para hindi ako tawagin na estudyante at invisible na ako sa klase nya? Fine. Whaaat. Pero sana kasi, hindi na sya nagpaparinig kung hindi ko na sya inaano dba? Urgh. And one thing, other year levels are starting to share me their complaints about him. Oh. :p

My mood was sort of spoiled. It was 6pm yet I still have to go my to SM Bacoor to buy for what my older brother needs in school.


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Time to let..
Monday, June 15, 2009

Sunday (June 14)

Last day of my Vacation. Err.

Anyway, pumunta lang ako ngayong araw sa New Members Orientation ng JCI-JJC Kalero Noveleta. Ayun, nainspire rin naman ako sumali kasi alam ko naman na may mabebenefit rin ako mula rin dito. Ayos, masaya! Ayun, sobrang naenlightened ako. Di ko malilimutan yung sinabi ng speaker na, "oras lang ang hindi kayang ibalik ng tao." Hay, regrets. Anyway, ayun. Nagenjoy ako. Official Kalero na ata kami ni Ate Abbey at Ate Bett? Pero, love ko na silang lahat, sobrang friendly! Gusto ko na lahat ng new friends ko. =)

*photo courtesy of Ate Tina Viniegra*

Ayun, mass nung gabi. Late na ako humiga, around 11. Mga past 2am na ako nakatulog.

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Monday (June 15)

First Dayyyy. 5am palang, gising na ako. Okay, blaaah. Tas nanghina pa ako sa mga tinext ni Jacke sakin. Nako. Anyway, lalo pa ako nawala sa mood nung sobrang tagal pa ni Gerome. Tsk. Ayun, nung nasa school na ako, sa sobrang di ako makaget over na Quartzite ako, di ko na namalayan na ang daming tao, at may pasa na yung kamay ko. I miss my close friends in Obsidian, nakakamiss na talaga agad boi.. Pero, hello Ms. Grace. :)



Ayun, so usual first day routine, nag-election na kami ng Officers. I got Vice Pres for two consecutive years. Nung 2nd year lang pala ako naging Pres ng HS Life, laging Vice. Anyway, highlight? I got a quite serious argument with a new Chritian Living teacher. This was the same scenario with Sir Rondel last year, but this one was worse, Imagine him, sitting. And I was telling him about my "expectations" about his subject and all of sudden, he stood up, and the argument started. Whoa, terrific.

Tas, yun. Hmm. Umiyak rin ako twice. About sectioning and stuffs. Tumambay nung uwian, bonding with Sette, Jacke and Annel. Nagpunta rin kami ni Ja sa Pandayan para bumili ng mga kailangan. Tas busy mode na ulit paguwi, sobrang naiirita pa ako about something unknown.

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Now I think about all the times we shared together.
All of the good and bad.
No, I told you , I'm sorry
But I can't keep blaming myself, cause every part of me is feeling this.
I can't escape my loneliness.
But I've got to find the strength to say it's okay.
I know this pain will go away.

GENOROSITY, give.

(June 14)
--> Happy Birthday Jacklyn Pineda
(June 15)
--> Happy Birthday Kuya Chino David


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Lie until you left.
Sunday, June 14, 2009

School starts tomorrow.

Nakakatamad matulog eh, noh?

Ayun, school starts tomorrow. Next time na ako magkkwento tungkol sa mga stuffs. I'll just reminisce what happened this summer. Not my best summer I think (?). Pero one of the happiest. Super daming bonding moments e.

UPCAT Reviews || Tambay || Bisitang Bahay

Super mamimiss ko to. Hello? Wala nang tambay sa Atheneum at sa CMG maghapon. Wala si rin sigurong biglaang lakad next summer. Kung meron, di ganun kadalas. Hay. Nakakaemo. :p Nakakamiss kasi yung ganito eh. Yung mga bonding moments, mga tawanan.

Fiesta


One of the best Fiesta ever in Noveleta. Best Karakol. :)

Swimming || Sunset

Mga memories ng Mt. Sea, di man natuloy ang mga out of town ng batch at ng tropa, ayos lang. Sobrang iba yung feeling ng mga swimming namin ngayon kahit dyan sa Mt. Sea, sobra na kasi yung bonding. Sana marami pang ganito sa next summer.

Romeo || Juliet

I guess, this is the highlight of my summer, the summer love I had. It was one of the most romantic tragedies that changed my life. The first time I felt 'something' for someone who is younger than me. Nung una, akala ko, wala lang talaga. Akala ko, sobrang close lang talaga namin. Pero yun, siguro nga, ours is not really forever. It's just one of a hell summer love affair. But still, this gave me one of the happiest summer. Thank you for being my diary, Gerome. :)



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Dentist ride.
Saturday, June 13, 2009

Back to school on Monday. Di ako makapaniwala na ito na ang huli kong Summer bilang isang high school student. I mean, summer na, ang next school year eh high school. Nakakapanibago. Di ako makapaniwala na 'Last' first day ko na sa Atheneum sa Lunes, weird nung feeling. Haha! Medyo excited na ako pumasok sa monday, though bitin parin sakin ang bakasyon. Pero hindi, kailangan magsipag. :p

Anyway, ngayong araw, napagawa ko na yung phone ko. Hooray, back to 6120! Tas home alone, nanood lang ako ng Miss No Good maghapon, natapos ko na sya! Yey. Ilang beses rin ako napaiyak ng sobra. Haha. Lalo na yung sa last episode, sobrang natouch ako e. Nakakarelate kasi. :p

Tas pumunta si Jacklyn dito samin. Nangtrip pa si Jacklyn, pinagmukha na nagaaway kami. Haha. Lokaret e! Ayun, laughtrip at binisita nya ako. Mga 5:45, umuwi na sya.

Youtube-ing ngayong gabi. Tas natawa ako dito. :p



Love you still, Lee Min Ho. :p

So, sige. Hanggang dito na lang muli, paalam.

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Penguin - mate.
Friday, June 12, 2009


Kahapon (June 11)

Nagpunta kami ng Atheneum. Late sila! Sobra. 11 na sila dumating. Ayun, naglagay si Coise ng gamit sa locker. Kwentuhan with Ms. Grace tas nagenroll si Bronx. Haha. Nag adventure kami at nagpunta ng Mcdo Noveleta. Nagsundae lang tas tamang tambay. Haha! Welcome Bronx from Korea! Kwentuhan. :p

Ayun Countryside, bahay nina Coi tas kubo. Foodtrip. Kwentuhan. Baraha. Truth or dare. Pinoy Henyo. Puro katripan na naman. Saya, nagbonding kami nina Coi, Ciarra, JT, Bronx at Regine. Woo! Tas syempre, bago umuwi. Picture of the day:


Kilig!

Ayun, may mga kaklase na naman ng kuya ko na nagsleepover. Tas nanood lang ako ng Miss No Good mula ng umuwi ako. Hephep hooray, cute rin ng story ng Miss No Good. Parang kakaiba pa sya sa lahat. Nadamay kasi yung sense of style sa story e. Kaya cute. Nakaka freaky lang talaga yung boses ni Rainie Yang. :p

It's your birthday today, Dwardo. I might not be as active as I am before. Nagbago na talaga ang mga landas natin, but I'll never forget the memories with you and with the rest of the band. I really miss you my older brothers! Happy Birthday Kean! Miss you, Callalily.

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Ngayon (June 12)

111th Philippine Independence Day

Annel and I had this thing called surprise. Nagpunta kami ng SM Bac to fulfill the surprise. Kasama pa namin si A____ para tumulong mamili ng bibilhin at tinulungan rin namin sya. Tas biglang.. blah. Naudlot. Pero good thing, in the end, sumama pa rin samin si A____. At nagtagumpay ang plano. So around 4:50, (na usapan 4pm). Kami tatlo nina Annel at A____ pumasok ng samala and I was holding the cake with the candle, nakanta kami ng Happy Birthday. And so, the rest of the people there, ty4, at syempre si Jacklyn, nagulat. Surprise! =)

Nagulat talaga sya. :p

Ayun, so kumain kami sa Samala. Kwentuhan. Ayos! Successful talaga ang surprise namin ni Annel kay Jacklyn, ayos. Katuwang rin namin si Ciarra sa gulat na ito. Haha. Panalo! Pumunta kami kina Coi after. Pinoy Henyo as usual. Kwentuhan tas puro katripan. We'll miss this times. Hiwalay kami. :(


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Pag ikaw, nagloko ulit. Babalian nakita ng leeg.
I always give second chances.
But I hope, this time, this is for the hell real. Rawr.


(June 11)
--> Happy Birthday Kean Cipriano
(June 12)
--> Happy Birthday Ate Kyra Castro



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Kapitan Sino
Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Warning: May contain spoilers.

4am and I'm still up, binabasa ko yung last 40 pages ng Kapitan Sino. Sobrang unexpected nung nangyari.. Pagkatapos ko basahin, nagising ako sa realidad ng buhay. Hindi ko alam yung feeling. Gusto ko magalit sa mga mamamayan ng Palaez. At seryoso, umiyak ako. Ito ang unang libro na nagpaiyak sakin. Nagbabago na tuloy ang pananaw ko ngayon. At naka stock pa rin sa utak ko yung line na, "Hindi ako naging bayani sa taong minahal ko."

Narealize ko bigla na.. nakakarelate ako kay Rogelio, may mga bagay kasi na hindi ko matalikuran, may mga tao na hindi ko matanggihan pero in the end, sa sobrang pagmamahal ko sa kanila, ako pa rin yung nawawalan. Tama nga ang tatay ni Rogelio, "Hindi na babalik ang dati. Walang gamot na makakapagbalik ng dati. At wala tayong duktor."

Kapitan Sino. One of the Best books ever. Love you, Bob Ong. :)

- - -

Since grade 5, Iris by Goo Goo Dolls was my most favorite song, pero ngayon lang nag sink in sakin yung kantang to. It changed. 2nd na yung Iris, eto na yung favorite ko. =)




You know what you want, but how long can you wait?
Every moment last forever.
When you feel you've lost your way.
What if my chances were already gone?
I started believing that I could be wrong.
But you give me one good reason.
To fight and never walk away.

With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes To get to that one thing.

Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can There are no boundaries.

What if today is as good as it gets?
Don't know where the future's heading
But nothing's gonna bring me down.

Break every rule 'cause there's nothing between you and your dreams.

- - -

I wish I never regret this kind of feeling.

Sobrang nanghihinayang talaga ako.

- - -

It's been a month since we, "broke up".


--> Happy Birthday Lance Gutierrez
--> Happy Birthday Ate Joan Constantino

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Matibay pa sa orig.
Monday, June 08, 2009


Last monday of my summer vacation, I spent the day with my mom.

Ayun, first. Mapua Intramuros. Ieenroll kasi kuya ko. Ewan ko kung bakit nanay ko nagenroll ngayon. Anyway, may weird na nangyari. We were walking there tas passed by a group of boys, composed of 6 to 8? Forgot. Tas habang nadaan ako sa kanila, biglang nagreact sila ng.. "Yihee." tas paglagpas namin ng nanay ko, sabi nung isang guy, "Miss, hi raw. Si jerome po Justify Fullsya." WHOA. What a name.. Tas nagreact mommy ko.
Mama: Kilala mo ba yun?
Joy: Bakit? Dito ba ako nagaaral? (natawa)
Mama: Siguro, sa college, daming manliligaw sayo.
Rarrr. Haha. So anyway, yun. After enrollment, UN Ave para dumaan sa Manila Doctors saglit tas SB. After nun, Robinsons Midtown. Sobrang gutom! Haha. Ayun, ikot lang. Ate at Steak Escape sa food court. My mom saw a lot of people, pati mayor ng Gen Trias. Cool! Magkakilala sila ng mommy ko? Haha! Tas went to powerbooks. My shining moment. Pumunta ako agad sa Philippine Publications, and what I saw on the shelf was "a last lucky piece" of Kapitan Sino between Mac Arthur and Libro ni Hudas. Yes, success. Feeling ko, meant talaga sakin yon. :D


Ayun, department store. Rustans. Starbucks and went home. Round trip. Nakatulog ako sa byahe. Sobrang traffic. Ayun, baka mamaya.. Di muna ako manood ng mga asian dramas. Baka di ko na matiis at magbasa na ako. :p


--> Happy Birthday Lolo Mariano Reyes Sr.
--> Happy Birthday Ms. Anne Mallari


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What more is it that you need?
Sunday, June 07, 2009

Anyway, ngayong araw?

Since Saturday, di na ako nakatulog. I mean.. Saturday night tas online pa ako nung madaling araw, tinapos ko yung Nodame Cantabile. Naiyak ako. Haha! Tas around 4:30, naisip kong matulog na, kaso di ako makatulog. Ayun, hindi na ako natulog. Nagluto ako ng breakfast para sa kuya ko at sa mga kaklase nya na nagovernight samin. Go pa rin ako hanggang 8am.Ayun, Mass. Pagkauwi, buhay na buhay parin ako. At inantok ako around 10:45 am, grinab ko yung chance, natulog na ako. :p Nagising ako.. 4pm!

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After so long..

Naisipan kong magpalit ng layout, template or what so ever. Haha. Ayun, 1 hour ko rin to inedit and stuffs. Nakakalito rin. Haha! Buti naman at hindi ako ganun ka-slow pagdating dito sa mga CSS ng blogger. Well, anyway. Feel na feel ko naman yung template ko ngayon. Haha. Kaso, may isang.. hindi ko maayos. At hindi ko pa makita kung paano. Problema ito.

Yung archives ko, nawawala. Ohwell. Sige, aayusin ko na lang to bukas. (June 8 ng madaling araw ko talaga to tinype). Nasa Manila ako bukas. Yes, adventure. :p



SANA KASI BUKAS NA LANG PASUKAN E.


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Love was here.
Saturday, June 06, 2009

It was still a rainy day all along..



I'm done watching Worlds Within. I cried. Imagine you're a director for so how many years and you had a sickness corcerning about your eyes? Nakakaiyak. Haha. Pero sweet nung ending. Haha. Taob! Crush ko na ulit si Hyun Bin. Haha. Anyway, I started watching Nodame Cantabile. Ep 6 na ako as I'm typing this. Naiinspired ako ngayon makinig ng Classical Music. Haha! Oh well. Next time na ako magkkwento.

June 15: Start of Classes.

And oh.. Until now, I'm feeling THIS way.

You say you're leaving as you look away
I know there's really nothing left to say
Just know I'm here whenever you need me, I will wait for you

Minulat ko ang aking mga mata, nagising ako mula sa isang mapait na panaginip. Kasama ka roon, tayo ay nasa paraiso. Akala ko, totoo ang lahat. Wari ba'y nagsasabi na walang hangganan ang kaligayahan na ating nadarama. Akala ko nilulunod na tayo sa alapaap, hanggang tenga ang ngiti natin noon. Pero, ikaw.. Binigyan mo ako ng dahilan upang basain ang aking mga pisngi. Hinalikan mo ang labi ko noong gabing iyon, at sinabi mo ang isang mapait na paalam. Umuulan ang langit ng araw na iyon, waring nakikidalamhati sa akin.


You say you got to go and find yourself
You say that you're becoming someone else

Inintindi ko, sabi mo kasi, hahanapin mo ang sarili mong nawawala. Inintindi ko, hinayaan kita. Alam ko naman kasi na kaya mong abutin ang mga kamay ko ulit at sabay na nating haharapin ang mundo. Sabi mo, wala akong kasalanan sa nangyari. Sabi mo, hanapin ko rin ang kaligayahan ko sa iba kung mawawala ka. Hinanap ko, pero ikaw? Hinanap mo rin ba ang sarili mo sa piling ng iba?


Take your time, I won't go anywhere
I'll keep your things right where you left them
I'll be here for you

Hindi rin pala ganun kadali nung nagpaalam tayo sa isa't isa. Akala ko madali lang. Pero nasaan na tayo ngayon? Hindi ba't andito pa rin tayo, bilang magkaibigan? Kung saan nga ba kasi tayo nagsimula, dun rin tayo babagsak sa huli. Hindi naman ako yung nagbago e, ikaw. Hindi naman ako nagexpect ng malaki e. Nadisappoint lang ako sa irony ng buhay. Kung bakit nga ba ang taong kaya kang buuin, sila rin ang makakasira sa buong pagkatao mo. Hindi ako lumayo sayo, ikaw ang lumayo sa akin.



So I'll let you go, I'll set you free
And when you see what you need to see
When you find you,
Come back to me

Akala ko, lahat ng yoyo, pag tinapon mo, babalik. Bumalik e. Pero nalimutan ko, hindi ka nga pala yoyo. Trumpo ka nga pala. Na nung pinakawalan ko, umikot lang ng umikot at tumigil na rin. Hindi ka nga pala nabalik. Nalimutan ko, pero alam mo yung nakakagago dun? Hawak hawak ko parin yung mahabang tali ng pag-asa. Malabo talaga ang mundo.


And I hope you find everything that you need
I'll be right here, waiting to see
You find you,
Come back to me


Siguro, tao nga talaga tayo, hindi tayo "matter" na nageevolve from one phase to another. Parehas tayo solid dati e. Tipong "only one thing can occupy the same place at the same time" kaso, dumaan ka sa melting point ng puso mo at natunaw. Naging liquid ka, "nagoocuppy ka lang ng shape ng container mo". Eh may magagawa pa ba ako? Wala na dba? Pero kahit naman manlamig ulit yung puso mo, freezing point na abot nyan. Yelo. Walang patutunguhan. Nahanap mo na nga kaya ang sarili mo? O baka naman nung naging liquid ka.. nag evaporate ka na? Mahirap magsublime. Mahirap.




Blahblah. Bye. :)

--> Happy Birthday anelom Adriatico

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Listen
Friday, June 05, 2009

Gusto ko lang magpost. Boredom sa bagal ng net. I'm stucked at Episode 12 of Worlds Within. Di ako makapag buffer ng ayos. Eh ayoko nun, I tried finding some episodes in YT pero mabagal talaga ang net, pag dun lang ah! Tas biglang nadaanan ko na naman tong video na to kakatingin sa kung anu-ano. And it gave me that "chills" again.



I want to meet her someday :)

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Anyway, I forgot to tell this in my recent post.

2 students of My "future/dream school" was already infected by the AH1N1 virus. And so, Classes were suspended since yesterday (June 4) until June 14. Everyone was ranting how "lucky" DLSU Manila for not having classes for so many days. Many people are ranting stuffs like, "buti pa ang DLSU", "sana kami rin may ah1n1 sa school namin para wala pang pasok sa monday", "ang saya naman ng mga estudyante ng DLSU, bakasyon sila". Sheesh. What the heck people? Lucky? Fortunate? Duh. What in the world would a deadly virus be a luck and fortune? Do you think DLSU students are enjoying the vacation their having? How apathetic.

And one thing, those who wishes stuffs like, "sana bumagyo para laging walang pasok" or "sana umulan pa para laging suspended ang classes". Think about it clearly.. Kayo lang ba nahihirapan pag may bagyo? Naisip niyo ba yung mga binabaha? Hindi rin ba kayo yung nahihirapan sa pag catch up ng lessons? How apathetic. Selfish.. Tsss. Di ko nga pala to ginegeneralize. At hindi ako galit. Haha. :p

Blablah. Makatulog na nga.


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When you find you.
Thursday, June 04, 2009

Araw-araw ako wala sa bahay, so yeah. Though lagi akong late matulog, hindi pa rin ako makakapagpost. Haha! :)



Monday (June 1)
* Pasukan na ng Public Schools. Maulan naman.
* Wacthed Terminator Salvation with Sette and Jimbo.
* Saw Noemi and Micha. Ate at BK. Bought Skittles. :p
* Sette's crib. Kwentuhan.
* Wacthed a Tear jerker episode of MMK in YT then slept.

Tuesday (June 2)
* 12:30 na ako nagising? Yun. Late! :p
* Went to SM Bacoor with Jacklyn. May binili siya and stuffs. Haha.
* Went to Annel's Crib. Nakatulog ako. Kwentuhan, foodtrip. Nood TV.
* Went home around 7, naulanan kami. :p

*photo courtesy of Annel Angosta*

Wednesday (June 3)
* Went to Atheneum, akala kasi namin hindi na uulan kasi umaraw nung tanghali pero we're so disappointed. Buhos! Taob nga yung puno sa CMG e!
* Ciarra's Crib. Naligo kami nina Ciarra, Jacklyn at ako sa ulan. Haha! Bonding. Nagbasketball rin kami. Haha.
* Foodtrip ng popcorn, dumating sina Mark, JN at Joshe. Blah.
* Started watching Worlds Within. Tas mga 11pm, nakatulog na ako. Milagro. :p


Thursday (June 4)
* Aga ko nagising, 5:30 am! Haha.
* Nagbbrownout, putol putol. Err.
* Nanood lang ako maghapon ng Worlds Within. Kinikilig ako. Sorry na! Lalo ko tuloy gusto mag CommArts dahil dito, love story kasi ng 2 directors e. Haha! Ohyeah! :p
* Rainy days= FOOD TRIP. Masiba mode.

Yun lang. So much for now.

(June 3)
--> Happy Birthday Sarah Espiritu
(June 4)
--> Happy Birthday Jonathan Fiesta


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The morning will come.
Monday, June 01, 2009


If you're a twilight lover, or should I say one of the girls obsessed with Robert Pattinson, well you can leave my blog now.

I just heard the news that Twilight , the movie, won so many awards during the MTV 2009 Movie Awards. Best Movie, Best Female Performance, Breakthrought performance (male), Best Kiss, Best Fight. Anyare sa mundo? Errrr.

It's just getting into my nerves.

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"Everyone deserves a second chance."

Second chances? I DO give second chances, yes.. Even third, if they deserve it. But now? I'll keep you in my sight first. Remember what I've said before.. "I've put my faith in you, so much faith, but then you, you threw it away." And I wish, time machines really do exist. Saan ako nagkulang? Saan? Kailan? Sayang pare. Sayang. Walang humpay na paghintay sa hindi dumarating na pagkakataon.

--> Happy Birthday Isay Acosta

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