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And you're in my Verona

Welcome to my blog. :) It's nice to hear from you. Hope you enjoy. If not, We'll have to find Romeo and kill him. Not with a poison but with a goodnight kiss.



[Modern Day Juliet]

And when I shall die, take him and cut him up in little stars, and he will make the face of heaven so fine that all the world will fall in love with night and pay no worship to the garish sun.






Acute Fallacies
Saturday, February 06, 2010


Shit. I never thought I'd cry again like a child. But conversely, this is what happening right now. I've been crying for an hour already. The moment I stepped into our home (around 830 am) and the moment I am typing (9:34 am). My eyes are still bursting tears. I thought that after being heartbroken by Gerome and Gio's death. But then again, I realized that somehow, I still need to cry to release the pain when no one else can understand, not even yourself.

There are two things which I basically NEED right now (yes, it's not a want, it's needed). First is to repeat the good memories of the past. I know right? I can't bring them back anymore so why not repeat it and do the same thing? Sounds easy and happy to do, but in reality it's hard to achieve.

Second thing is that I need to be a better person in the future. I strongly believe that everything takes time. I am not really the kind of person who wants to rush things in an instant. If you really know me, you would know that I am willing to wait if it is worth the wait. I need to be better, I am not the best of who I am as of now. I am striving to dream more and achieve more for the next days of my life. I still might miss the past but I know that I can be strong enough no matter how much I reminisce the good old days.


Why the hell I am talking about changes? Simply for the reason that I really don't like to be in the situation I am in right now. Moreover, I don't like to be left in the situation that really frustrates me a lot, and when I say I'm frustrated, I'm really am. I don't want to be here anymore, to be in the same place, the same situation and has no solution for it. I hate the fact that I'm trying to save myself from this shit yet people are pushing down. And when you're trying to reach out for them, they are nowhere from your sight. I kept asking myself why am I supposed to feel sad whenever I'm being disappointed by the people around me? And I kept asking for the reasons why in the world was I always left behind by the people I love the most?






I'm asking for the answers, they might set me free.

Good day, friend.

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