It's not the same.
Tuesday, July 01, 2008
Second chances. Regrets. Memories. Comeback. Back into my life.
I MISS YOU BADLY.
After almost 2years, It's just now that I'm so desperate again.. I don't want to think about this because I know I'll always be the one hurt in the end. But I can't help myself but to expect things because I want and need them badly.
- - -
Who am I anyway?
I can't be proud of myself. For me, all the things I do, all the things I say, are wrong.
Kulang lahat, kulang. Kayang gawin ng iba. Mas magaling sila. Mas kaya nila kasi mahina ako. Mahina ako kaya sila lang yung may talent na ganun. Wala akong magawang tama. Lahat naman binibigay ko yung best ko pag gingawa ko. Kulang pa rin e. Di pa rin napapansin. Lahat na lang ng efforts ko, nasasayang. Ano nga ba yung maipagmamalaki ko sa sarili ko? Wala naman dba?
Gusto ko lang, sumaya.
Ice cream.
--> Happy Birthday Earl Poderoso
I MISS YOU BADLY.
After almost 2years, It's just now that I'm so desperate again.. I don't want to think about this because I know I'll always be the one hurt in the end. But I can't help myself but to expect things because I want and need them badly.
- - -
Who am I anyway?
I can't be proud of myself. For me, all the things I do, all the things I say, are wrong.
Kulang lahat, kulang. Kayang gawin ng iba. Mas magaling sila. Mas kaya nila kasi mahina ako. Mahina ako kaya sila lang yung may talent na ganun. Wala akong magawang tama. Lahat naman binibigay ko yung best ko pag gingawa ko. Kulang pa rin e. Di pa rin napapansin. Lahat na lang ng efforts ko, nasasayang. Ano nga ba yung maipagmamalaki ko sa sarili ko? Wala naman dba?
Gusto ko lang, sumaya.
Ice cream.
--> Happy Birthday Earl Poderoso
Labels: frustrations, malas, sad day
