So, ayon sa aming, haha. Sabay kami pumasok ni Eubs.

As expected, late kami. Akala namin andyan na yung teacher namin sa.. anyway. So late nga kami, si Ms. Vidal ang sub teacher kaya walang kawala! Hahaha. Ayun, ayos naman. Tas Math, tas break. SS class, steady lang. Nung Trigo, lalala. Basta, yun na yun. A classmate of mine told me something na medyo nagsink-in na naman sa utak ko. Haha. Anyway. CL class, nasa upuan ni Cinn. Kinikilig ako sa Addendum. Haha. :p

Physicks class. It sucks. Tas, chem. Ayun. Lunch, wala naman masyadong nangyari. Umuulan nung lunch, ang sarap magpaulan. Haha.

PE Class, halos walang ginawa. Tinapos lang yung activity pero dinaya namin yun kasi tinatamad kami at naulan ng malakas. Haha. And someone, spoiled my mood. As in, sirang sira talaga. Umabot yun hanggang Logic at English. Tipong, halatang halata na raw ng teacher especiall my Logic teacher na iba yung mood ko. Yun.

Okay na ako nung uwian. Tamang tambay lang. =)



So, una. Kwentuhan kami ni Noemi. Kinikilig sya. Grabe. Haha. Tinakbo namin yung whole court sa sobrang kakiligan nya. Haha. Tas yun. Sa stage, kwentuhan lang kami. Haha. Ang dami kong kwinento kay jayjay. Ayun, bonding lang. =) Tas lakad pauwi. Mga 6 na nun, pumunta kina Jacklyn pagkatapos.

Naglaro lang kami ng baraha sa kubo. Naghulaan. Nagkwentuhan sa kanila. Ang vain ni Dionne, promise. Ang cute nya. Ang bata bata pa lang pero napalapit na sya sakin. Namiss raw nya ako pag wala ako dun. Ang cute. Haha! Mga 8, umuwi na rin ako.

Inaatake ako ng matinding katamaran pumasok. As in katamaran. Haha. Walang gagawin bukas, for the first time, wala kaming quiz. Ang galing. Medyo nakakaamaze yun. Haha. Okay, yun lang. Haha.

UST vs Nu earlier, Congrats UST won.
ADMU vs FEU earlier, Congrats FEU won. (aww)

Goodnight. =)


--> Happy Birthday Ate Joy Polistico

Surprised. =)

July 29.

So, tuesday. Ayun, SS Class, steady lang. Kahit nung Filipino. Nung break, something confusing happened. Nung english, may activity kami. Yes, ayun. Enjoy. Nung Math, discussion lang tas free time na? Nung Chem, tamang discussion lang rin. Kaso, inatake ako ng migraine. Ayun, dadalhin na yata ako sa clinis kaso umayaw ako. Kaya ko naman e. Naiiyak lang talaga ako. Damn colds. Hahaha.

Nung lunch, medyo nahihilo pa ako. Nung Trigo, medyo okay na ako. Nabastos ako sa isa kong classmate, masakit yung pagkakasabi nya ng isang bagay against me. Nung TLE naman, discussion lang. Puro gawa ng programs. Haha. Nung physics, seatwork lang with Ms. Vidal. Our teacher is absent.

Nung uwian, tamang tambay lang. Shutter shades! Haha. Andun lang kami ni Jacklyn sa may tennis court. Siya kasi e. Nahihiya. Lakas trip lang. Mga kalokohan ni Alain at Joshe. Haha. And I hope to God he was worth it. =)

Ayun, lakad tas pumunta sa Countryside. Dun ako nagaral. Tatamarin ako pag sa bahay ako nag-aral e. Ayun, kwentuhan lang with Jacke, Coi at Ann. Nakita ko si Regine! I miss you mare. Secret natin ah? ;) Ayun, umuwi ako around 8 something.

Slept almost 12. Lalala. :-"

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July 30.

So, day started good. With a hanging question.

Joy: Nay, ang weird. Late na ako natulog kagabi e. Mga 12 na, tas ang ko nagising, 5. Di niyo pa naman ako ginigising nun.
Lola: May nagpapatibok.

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Oh, anyway. Ayun, ayos. Physics first subject. Haha. Kinikilig ako nung pinahiram ako ng teacher ko ng calcu. Haha. :p Filipino? Did nothing. Walang teacher e. Quiz in Trigo. Ang bilis ko makatapos kaya nakatulog ako. Nung break, kakwentuhan ko lang si jayjay. Haha. Loko sya, dami nyang kwinento sakin na tumaas lahat ng balahibo ko. Haha. Ayun, nung Math, seatwork lang naman. Dali, ang hirap talaga ng Math.

Nung lunch, kalokohan. Haha! Usap usap. And Ms. Carla told me something that simply made my day, hanggang ngayon, kahit anong irita ko, simply hindi nawawala yung smile on my face. And a proof that actions speak louder and louder than words. ;)

SS Class, steady lang naman. Quiz in English. Haha. Okay lang rin, may +5 ako e. Haha. Ayun, haha. Ang sarap magdrawing, grabe. Nung Chem naman, check lang ng homework. Tas discussion saglit. Nung logic naman, may activity lang tas discussin lang rin. Steady lang.

Uwian tas tambay lang sa court. Ang ingay ni Annel, kinikilig. Yihee! Grabe, nasspeechless ako nun e. Okay, so nagkwekwentuhan lang kami dun. Gumawa kami ni Jacke ng homework sa Physics tas nagkwetuhan lang kami ni Eubs the whole time.


And someone asked me, if still have the same feelings as before. As much as I wanted no to answer the question, I answered. Though things have changed. I am still the person who loved you before. Don't ever think you will not be special, cause you're always.

Lakad pauwi tas yun, uwi na. And oh. What a surprise!




Bagahe from Singapore. Here you come! Anong saya nga naman ng buhay, may bago akong cam at hoodie! Yun e. Yun yon. :>

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He was worth it?

Right time. Naniniwala ako sa right time. Pero, ang dami palang nangyari nung monday na wala akong kaalam alam. One of the sweetest confessions? Silang lahat o. Silang lahat, okay na. Kulang na lang talaga. Pero sige, I'll be patient. :)

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Sasali ako sa MTAP training, haha. Ako'y sinisipag mag-aral.

And oh, it's just that.. annoying. Sort of. Sobrang nakakapanibago na yung changes na nangyayari. Ayoko na ng ganito. Feeling ko ang bastos na. Hindi dapat ganito. Parang all efforts are wasted. Wala na. :(

"Nagaalala ako para sa kababayan ko na mahihirap.. sa mga estudyante na.. sa mga manggagawa na.. sa mga padre de pamilya na.. sa mga bata na.. "
"Ang pera ng bayan ay para sa mahihirap."
"Ngayon, tayo ay umuulad na."
"Sa aking administrasyon, bumaba ang presyo ng bigas."

Makes sense?

It's President Gloria Macapagal Arroyo's 8th State of the Nation Address today. And for what I see, walang pinagbago. Ganun pa rin. Madalas pa rin nyang i-point out yung di umano positive sides ng administration niya. Oo, I agree na kahit papaano naunland nga naman talaga ang Pilipinas.

Pero yung progress na yun, ino nga ba yung nakakadama? 10% ng mga Pilipino? No, make that 5%. Yun lang. The rest, nafifeel ba nila yung true meaning ng progress? I don't think so. Naiintindihan ko yung point nya na kung walang VAT, walang pondo pero saan nga ba napupunta ang VAT? Sa masa or sa bulsa?

Hmm.

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Anyway, wala kaming pasok ngayon. Boring. This sucks.

I'm stucked at home. Nothing to do. May quizzes kami bukas e. May assignment rin. Wala akong uwi miski isa. Isang patunay na tamad rin talaga ako sa puso. Just made a draft of my report in Filipino. Di ko pa nacoconsult yung partner ko about our report. Nevertheless, kung magrereport naman kami bukas. Ready naman ako. :)

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Ikaw na lang, ang kulang. Lahat na lang talaga sila, payag na. Ikaw na lang. Pero sige, di ako nagmamadali a. Take your time. Di naman sa may doubt ako sayo. Gusto ko lang maging sure. =)

Woke up so early. Watched Alone, the Thai horror film. Ayos naman. Thumbs up!



Nothing much this day, it's just that I missed them so much that eventhough it rained badly around noon this day, I still went to SM Bacoor with Ate Klai to watch their gig and special participation in the Kawasaki Event.

Ayun, as usual. Ngayon ko lang nabawi lahat ng utang kong kwento kay Ate Klai, yun. Masaya. Tumambay lang kami sa foodcourt. Kwentuhan. Haha. Monport! Yun, wala masyadong nanangyari sa higpit ng security. Pero masaya naman yung gig, sadyang nakakamiss lang talaga. Saw Mina, ate at Tokyo Tokyo. Ayun, ikot ikot. Went home around quarter to 8. Nakasabay pa namin si Doc at Ate Kristel sa bus. And oh, I bought my own colored shutter shades! =)



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SONA bukas. May bagyo. Wala kaming pasok. Badtrip. May quiz kami bukas sa Physics at Trigo kung hindi ako nagkakamali. Or English yata. Badtrip.

NU vs AdMU earlier, Congrats Ateneo won.
UST vs AdU earlier, Congrats UST won.

Goodnight.

--> Happy Birthday Caren Barrera

Late post.


Friday.

So, wala naman masyado. Steady lang, quiz sa SS. Discussion lang nung Filipino, ganun rin nung English. Pero something happened nun e, aroung English time. Nung nasa faculty ako, okay. Wag na ielaborate. Hahaha. Nung Math, seatwork lang. Nung Chem, tamang quiz lang naman.

Lunch? Ayun, yun na yun. May nalaman ako na nakakagulat. Sinabi yun sakin ni Maam Alvizo. So is there really a chance for us? Yes, there is. I guess so. Sana oo. Sana meron.

Trigo is love. Haha. Sobra, wala lang natutuwa talaga ako pag trigo e. Favorite subject! Haha. Basics ng fractions pala ah. Haha. Hands-on nung TLE. Enjoy ang programming. First time kasi namin sa Pascal e. Haha. Anyway, enjoy nung Physics. Huli! :p Ayun, tas tamang meeting lang para sa August 4.


Ayun, ako raw Atheneum Credo. :)

Tambay sa court. Argh. Selos factor? Haha. Joshe kasi e. Haha. Joke, anyway. Ayun, nanood lang as usual sa mga nagprapractice. Tamang bonding ng batch. Yun naman yun e! Kaso, nawala ako sa mood bigla. Okay, bye. Nawala ako sa mood bigla. Kbye.

Highlight of the night? Wala naman. Yun, badtrip. I misplaced my favorite pin. Eatshit. :(




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Saturday.

Exam in CAT. K. Nakaya ko naman. Haha. Medyo marami rin kaming na-execute ngayon. Woo. Nanginginig na naman ako magisa kanina. Hahaha. Thanks for tying my shoelaces. :) Haha. Nagenjoy naman ako habang nageexam. Saya ng feeling. Haha! :p

Mcdo after. Tamang kain ng mga gutom, ayun. Haha. Puro kwentuhan lang ginawa namin, haha. Tawanan at kung anu-ano. Hahaha. Okay, yun na yon. Haha. Pagkauwi ko, saklap. Gaaaahd. Okay, nakakainis.



Around 12, went to SM Bacoor with my grandmom. Ikot saglit. Bumili ng skinny na bago tas kumain lang sa Chowking. Ayun, tamang gala magisa. May gusto akong rubber shoes ngayon. As in for sure, sa birthday ko, rubber shoes ang regalo ko sa sarili ko. Haha. Nike. Chucks. :( Haha! Naghahanap rin ako ng earphones kanina. Ayun. =)

Left the mall around 4, punta kina Ciarra sa Remelville. Haha. Grabe, inaabutan na ako nun ng ambon e. Saklap. Ayun, tas umalis na rin kami ni Jacklyn, went to Countryside. Ayun, nagpalit sya ng damit tas we went to Atheneum.


FS Night.

Chocolate Fountain! :( Kadayaan talaga e. Haha! Ayun, sorry epal kami at nanood kami. Pwede naman pala e. Ayun, ayos lahat ng talent portions. Hahaha. Showcase of talents talaga kahit teachers e. Haha. Kwentuha lang with teachers. Whoops. Sobrang nagkasundo kami ni Sir R___ ngayong araw. Haha. At special mention si Andaleon dahil kinuha nya kami ng chocolate fountain! Salamat :)

Went home around quarter to nine.

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Ikaw na lang ang hinde payag. Maghintay raw ako. :p


UP vs DLSU earlier, Congrats La salle won.
UE vs FEU earlier, Congrats FEU won.



Goodnight. =)

500th post. =)

Okay, Thursday comes. PE day, new schedule again. Wala akong seatmate today. Wala si Annel. Malupit. 5 subjects na sunod-sunod na sa umaga. Patawarin naman sana. Haha. Ayun, ayos naman nung umaga. Masaya kasi sabay yung break. Nakakapanibago na naman ang bagong schedule. Haha. Nung CL, may quiz activity kami. Halos partner ko na si jayjay sa pag-gawa e. Haha. :p Ayun, tamang discussion lang sa ibang subjects. Seatwork sa Chem.

Lunch time, ayun. Hyper mode. Hello eubs! Haha. Okay, napaamin mo ako dun. Haha. Ewan ko ba, may inner indluge sakin na naguudyok na magopen sa iba. Haha. :p

PE Class, yun e!

Combined na! Haha. Masaya naman, though halatang hirap na hirap na si Sir Ben na patahimikin kaming lahat. Haha. Binilisan namin mag-gawa ng actitivity upang makanood agad ng laban ng boys sa bastketball. Neon vs Argon, ayun. Neon won. Tambak raw e. Haha. Ayun, bonding time lang. Something happened na medyo sumira na ng mood ko. Pero sige, magsaya pa rin.

Nung Logic, medyo nawawala na ako sa mood ng sobra, but a line from my teacher was appreciated by me. Yes, I can't help myself to quote such a wonderful line from his story..

"Alam mo kung ayokong maging butterfly? Kasi, kahit ako'y isang catterpillar, magiging butterfly ako kailanman kong gustuhin. Eh ang mga paru-paro. Hinding hindi na sila ulit maging catterpillar kahit anong gawin nila."

Simple to hear but means a lot. Medyo napagaan nito yung loob ko, tama nga naman. May mga bagay na pag nasabi na, wala ng bawian. Yes, past is past. Nung English, ayun. Tuluyan na talagang nawala ang aking mood. Kaya umuwi na ako agad. Period.

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Went to More, tas Cavite with my lola. Bumili ng conbat shoes. Saw some people, nakauwi ako, mga 6 na rin. Di rin ako nakaaral agad. Ewan ko, di ko mafeel. Inaatake ako ng matinding katamaran. Haha. Steady lang, dalawang quiz bukas.

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Lastly, the person you're dying to meet will suddenly be right in front of you. You need to grab this opportunity. In life, you have to run through any door that is opened to you. Worry about what you'll do on the other side of it later.

Damn.


DLSU vs. AdU earlier, Congrats La salle won.
UE vs. UP earlier, Congrats UE won.


Goodnight. :)

(June 24 ko na talaga to napublish.)

Let's admit it.

Yes, 23rd of the month. Hindi ko na nga halos naalala e. Hahaha. Okay.

New schedule again. And I way love it. First subject na ulit ang Physics. Tamang discussion lang, funny. Haha. As usual, I didn't talk in one of the morning subjects. Haha. Tas, Trigo, ang bobo ko magsubtract! Nadali ako dun. Math before lunch. Ayun, walang ginagawa.

Nung lunch, yun e! Haha. Dahil sa isang pamaypay, oh well. Haha. SS Class, masaya kami. Though maingay kaming lahat. Hahaha. Wala kaming free time ngayon e. Tas, English. Medyo na-down ako nun. Ewan ko bakit. Nawala ako sa mood. Kasama na Chem dun. Haha. Though sabihin na natin na nagsasalita ako, wala pa rin ako sa mood.

Bumalik lang yung magandang mood ko nung Logic na, napatawa ako ng teacher ng sobra. Haha! Si Jirah pa din, lalong nandagdag sa pagiging hyper namin. Hahaha. Ayun, saya. :)

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Tambay lang sa court. Tamang bonding ng Juniors. Oha! Lala. Nanood lang ng mga nagprapraktis magsayaw. Magpeperform kasi sila sa August 4 e. Haha. Napansin ko lang na masyadong prepared ang mga Freshmen at Sophomores para sa kanilang FS night ngayon. Napansin ko lang kanina, lahat sila may choreo e.

Ayun, so kwentuhan lang. Soundtrip. Tawanan, Rubik's. Haha. Kung anu-anong katripan ang ginagawa namin sa pagasasayaw. Hahaha. Ayun, naglakad pauwi. Medyo paulan na nun e. Walang masakyan na buas agad. Nagtext si Jacklyn na pumunta raw ako sa kanila, (oo, sorry na bing, annel at diane) Naiwan ko sila bigla. Haha.

Ayun, andun kina Jacklyn. Phone. Laptop, aral saglit. Haha. Tas dun na rin ako kumain. Nagkwentuhan rin pala kami nina Ann. Ayaw pa ako pauwiin e. Loko si Dionne, pangit raw ako. Saklap. :( Haha! Ayun, hinatid nila ako. Nakauwi ako mga 7:30 na rin.

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Confe lang nung gabi, kalokohan e. Ayun. Wala naman masyadong school works ngayon kaya pa-easy easy lang ako. Wala ba talaga or di ko lang mafeel kasi tamad ako? Haha. :p

Aylaykyu. =)

Ayun, masayang bungad ng umaga. Yes, since it's the 22nd of the month at 23rd na bukas. Yes, I've come to realized the fact that.. wala na rin talaga. Tanggap ko na kung anong meron ako ngayon, friends na naman kami, ayos na yun. So, earlier. Steady lang sa school, didn't talk in one of those morning subjects. Sign ng pagkainis namin. Hahaha, oh well. My mom went to school today ay cried (?).

Lunch, magulong 3rd year! Haha, ewan ko ba, lumabas na naman yung hyper side ko kanina. Weird thing. Hahaha. Bigla lang lumabas. Ang hyper namin lahat kanina. Lahat kami LSS sa kantang When you say nothing at all. Nakakahawa raw ako. Haha. Yan kasi. :p

Trigo Class, nagsurvey si Jayjay kung sino raw mas mabait between the two of us. Akalain mo na talo nya ako! Haha. Kalokohan! Haha. Joke lang. Ayun, steady lang naman nung Trigo. May quiz kami dun bukas. Haha. TLE, hands on lang. Partner ko si Poleng.

Deretso na agad sa AVR para sa mock debate. Baho, swear. :p Ayun, ayos naman lahat ng speakers. Eversince, anti-death penalty talaga ako e. So, ayun. Dun parin ako kampi hanggang sa ngayon. Mainit sa AVR, swear. Halatang hindi laging gamit. Hahaha. Congrats na rin sa lahat ng kasali sa debate. =)

Tamang tambay lang kanina..





Nanood lang kami halos ng mga nagprapraktis magsayaw. Ang cool kasi e, naglolokohan pa kami ni Noemi. Kami naman ni Jacklyn, kung anu anong steps ang ginagawa namin. Nanood lang kami sa mga nagprapraktis para sa kanilang FS night. Haha. Ayun, masaya naman. Puro laughtrip. Kasali raw ako sa sasayaw sa 4? Rawr.

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Went to Jacklyn's crib. Hahaha! Taong Countryside na ako ngayon. Haha. Tamang vanity lang, dun ako nagaral para sa quiz bukas. (Maganda yun). Ayun, kwentuhan sa bahay nina Coi. Haha. Kung ano ano lang na out of this world ang napagusapan. Dumating rin si Ate Kamille kaya mas enjoy na. Ayun, umuwi ako around 8. Hahaha. Tas basta, yun na yon e. Kumidlat kasi e. Gago si Ann. :)) Hahaha.

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Hindi ko na rin maiwasan.

Ayoko na isipin. Pero dahil sayo, iba na lahat. =)

--> Happy Birthday Ate Aiea Paniligan

According to my horoscope:

One of the newer people on the scene is going to be feeling extra sensitive today, so be aware that what you think is a silly joke could come off as offensive to them. And if they are doing something wrong, do your best not to be too critical about it -- let them figure things out on their own. It won't take long. The extra effort you put into being sensitive to their needs will be worth it when they relax, open up and show you what a cool person they actually are. Others seem to go out of their way to reach out to you, but you cannot be sure about their motives. It's not that anyone is purposefully misrepresenting anything or trying to mislead you, but you can tell that they are not playing all their cards. Don't struggle; you cannot force the issue before it is time. Let the rest of the story unfold on its own and then you will know whom to trust.

Simply reflects on my day.

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Morning Assembly, still the cleanest classroom. I love you, III-Argon. =)

The highlight of this day.. is the fact that, yes. I was called by the division head, I thought It was regarding about our teacher, ___. But it goes the other way around. It was about our problems regarding the teacher ___. Yes, I admit. I really liked her that much since last year. Seriously, I admit I may be noisy at her class. Yes, I admit. I seldom like teachers. This is one of my worst habits. I always end up hating them so much. So much that they really pissed me until my nervesSo yeah, there you go. My mom was called by my adviser. I know right, it really sucks. But anyway, it's my fault. What really pissed me was just..

Anyway, hahaha.

"Joy, masy gusto ka ba kay __?"

Naka-stuck talaga sya sa utak ko hanggang ngayon, ewan ko bakit. Ang babaw ko. Hindi ko alam bakit hindi ko siya nasagot. Weird. Haha. Anyway, naguguluhan lang ako. Hindi ko rin alam kung bakit naka-stuck sya sa utak ko ngayon. Hindi ko alam. Hahaha.

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Went to Jacklyn's crib. Dun ako gumawa ng homework sa Filipino. Haha! Something happened. Ayun, freaky. Nakakagulat kasi, ang weird. Nagkaroon ng itim something sa pic nya, tas nung binura na namin, wala sa recycle bin! Ang nakakatakot pa dun, kasi parang may something na katabi sya sa pic kaya namin binura, kaso. Yun, di na makita sa recycle bin, ang weird kamo talaga! Grabe yun, katakot.

Yes, it sucks. Me and my mom had a major fight again. Stabbed me to death. Cause I'm stranded here with you. Yes, you saved my day. Thank you. :) :">

Nothing much today.

Nagising ako, medyo namamanhid yung likod ko. Pero ramdam na ramdam ko na hindi ko na halos magalaw yung buong katawan ko sa sobrang sakit. Hindi ako makalakad ng maayos. Hindi ako makaakyat ng hagdan ng napakabilis, hindi ako makaupo ng ayos. My body is severely aching. Hahaha.

Hindi naman sa nagrereklamo ako, sabi nga nila, sanayan lang. Hindi pa ako used to sa ganito. Goodluck sakin bukas sa pagakyat ng 3rd floor. Goodluck, haha. Hindi ako natuloy magpatahi ngayon. Wala akong kasama, hindi ako natuloy pumunta kina Jacklyn.

Soundtrip at Internet lang maghapon. A memory was recalled in my mind.

"Ewan ko ba sa inyo ni __. Ang hilig hilig niyo sa mga ganyang tugtog. Hindi naman namin naiintindihan, napakaingay. Ganyan na ganyan yung mga pinapakinggan nyang kanta. arang paos lagi yung nakanta. Dyan kayo magkakausundo e."

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Yes, it's just a..

but it's very important. where the hell did I misplace it or who the hell borrowed it? :|

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AdU vs UE earlier, Congrats Adamson won. (Whoa)
UST vs FEU earlier, Congrats FEU won.

Ayun, CAT. Nakakamiss. Late ako ayon sa aking paniniwala kahit ako ang pinakaunang kadete na dumating. Masaya ako sa CAT ngayon. =)

Don't ask. Basta, masaya ako. Thank you Lord. =)

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Was at Mcdonald's Noveleta by 11. Ayun, dun ang meeting place e. So, medyo maaga naman ako. Late si John2x. Tsk. Hahaha. Tas nakakairita nung sasakay na kami sa bus, basta nakakairita yung part na yun. Hahaha. Ayun, katabi ko si Tomo. Nagkwentuhan lang naman kami. Nyaha.

Ayun, Mall of Asia, so gala muna saglit. Nung napadaan ako sa Human, yun di ko na nagilan. Napabili ako ng shorts. :p Haha. Pa-ikot ikot lang naman kami nun. Haha. Tuwang tuwa si Gen mamili. :p Ate at Kenny Roger's (Thanks Gwen!) May mga nakaaway na naman ako na mga crew at staffs. Haha. Ayun, tas tinamad na mag-ice skating. Tinamad na rin manood ng sine. Haha. Gumala lang kami. Starbucks. Tambay sa may rink.

Bought a shirt in Penshoppe. =)


May gusto akong hoodie ngayon sa PRP. My birthday is coming. Hoodie. Hoodie. Hoodie. Hoodie. Hoodie. Hoodie. Hoodie. 1200 siya. Gaaaah. Bakit ba ganito ang buhay. Hoodie. Hoodie. Hoodie. Damn. For all the people in the world. 8-| HAHAHA.

Ayun, tas tumambay lang kami sa may Blue Magic, tas parted ways. Nagtalo kami ni Jacke bago umuwi pero nagbati na rin kami right after. Di ako nagsasalita nung nasa van e! Haha. Was home around 7:30. Namamaos na ako. Di na ako makaakyat sa hagdan. Ayos! Masakit ang aking katawan. Kulang ako sa tulog kaya baka bagsak na ako mamaya. Sana hindi ako magkasakit.

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Today, I've realized na there are some things that If you really want them, do your best. Yun lang, wag na wag kang susuko agad sa isang bagay na gustong gusto mo. Try and try until you suceed. Tiisin mo lang lahat. At kung hindi ka talaga magsuceed sa gusto mo, let go. God has his own plans. Make a change by moving on. Never be afraid to do your best ako. Dream high, aim high. Minsan, darating talaga sa buhay ng tao yung point na everything seems wrong pero find the perfect time.

At narealize ko na kahit man siya na ang pinakamasamang tao na nakilala mo, there's something good about him/her. It's just for you to find out and appreaciate. Ayoko magassume. Ayoko magexpect. Ayoko pa. Pero, one thing's for sure, I want to make a change for myself. Gusto ko ang mga bagay na pinagtyatygaan ko ng sobra. Ang dami ko nang pinagsisihan at ayoko na. :)

UP vs ADMU earlier, Congrats Ateneo won.
DLSU vs Nu earlier, Congrats La salle won.

--> Happy Birthday Eubrey Busalanan
--> Happy Birthday Gwen Guererro
--> Happy Birthday Mecky Yenko

(late post, July 19 8pm)

"Bakit mo isusuko ang isang bagay na alam mong magpapasaya sayo?"

- - -

Steady lang ngayong araw. Wala naman masyadong nangyari. Ayun, so mababa ako sa quiz sa Filipino, nag-aral naman ako. Hay. Ayun, wala kaming teacher nung English. Bonding times. Haha. Eto ang simula ng.. anyway na nga. =)

And oh, sa covered court ginagawa ang Programs.


Ayun, 2pm na-cut ang klase. Sa court ginanap ang Recgnition, napakainit. Hahaha. Medyo wala ako sa mood nun, nung una. Ewan ko bakit. Di ko mafeel? Hahaha. Basta wala ako sa mood. Ayun, all throughout halos wala ako sa mood e. Expect the unexpected nga naman! Yun yon e. Ayy, favorite teacher ko ang tumawag sakin. Gaahd. :p

Biased? Basta, biased.

- - -

Tambay lang saglit pagkatapos. Vanity, tawanan. Ayun, kung anu-anong kalokohan lang ang ginagawa ko sa buhay ko. Sabog ko na nun e. :| Hahaha. And finally..




Bumisita na sya! Namiss nya (ako :p) kami! Hahaha. Ayun, so kasama namin si Gigi, bumuli lang kami saglit ni Annel at Gigi sa CMG tas naglakad na. Wala kaming barya lahat kaya naglakad kami hanggang Mcdo. Ayun, nakasabay namin maglakad hanggang sa dulo ng mundo ang Rugby. Haha. Tambay lang saglit sa Mcdo. Yun, nanlibre ako. Haha.

Umuwi na rin after.

- - -

Wala naman nung gabi. Steady lang, kulang sa tulog.

This was the first time I might do some things that will make a great change. Yes, I guess I was too blind before. Ewan ko lang a. Pero.. =)

Buti pa mga kuya ko, walang pasok.

Malamig pa rin. Nakakatamad pumasok. Ayun, di pa rin pala bago yung schedule na ginamit namin ngayong araw. Ayun, old sched. Hahaha. Nung umaga, I talked to Ms. Carla, ayun. Nakakamiss. Yun, buti na lang. Ayos na ang lahat. Yun. =)

PE Class, nakakapagod lang. Ayun, may mga kalokohan kaming ginagawa, ang bait talaga ni Sit Ben, hindi man lang nagagalit samin. Weird. Hahaha. Yun, so nung CL, tamang discussion lang. Pati nung Filipino at SS.

Lunch time, steady lang. Something happened. :">

Physicks. HAHA. Chem. (Thanks Anelom!) Mabilis talaga uminit ulo ng mga tao ngayon. Grabe. Hahaha. Trigo time, steady lang. Seatwork. Math, ayun. Seatwork lang naman ulit. Hahaha. Tas nung English, spelling game. Di ako natawag. Hahaha. Loser Joy.



Tambay lang saglit nung uwian. Diba? =)

Kwentuhan lang sa daanan, dami kong nakwento kay Ms. Carla, nakakamiss talaga e. Buti nakauwi ako bago umulan ulit ng sobrang lakas.


Lesson learned: Unity makes us one. Think before you act for all.

- - -

To think of it. Yes, everything has changed. Words are really deceiving. Iba na rin. Yes, you'll always be special. Pero siguro. Kahit papano, I had a change of heart. Yes, iba na. And to you, Ayoko naman magexpect. Ngayon lang ako nakakita na nagseryoso ka. It's good for you. Ayos na rin to. Atleast kahit papaano friends?

Yes, you. =)

- - -

Recognition bukas. Di tuloy ang mock debate ngayon. 8th honor ako last year, 4th Quarter. Ayun, 2pm cut ng classes. Badtrip. Hahaha.

FEU vs UE earlier, Congrats UE won.
UST vs DLSU earlier, Congrats DLSU won.

Goodnight.

Still rainy. Cold. :">

So yun, uhh. Ngayong araw? Iba na schedule namin pag Wednesday at Thursday, damn. Siya pa rin, oh well. Anyway, I was scolded by one of my teachers. So yeah, medyo nawala ako sa mood noon. Only one person was able to figure it out. Anyway, yun. Steady lang naman. Tamang discussion lang for every subject. Hahaha. Freaking cold.

Nung lunch, something happened. Okay, I'll not elaborate this further, nakakabastos lang yung actions. Ang malas ko naman. Hahaha. Yun, tama nga naman.

Nung hapon, yun. Wala lang rin. Boring, ang ingay ng ibang year levels. Ngayon ko lang naisip, ganun ba kami dati? Haha. Anyway, free time nung SS, wala naman kaming ginawa. Trigo is love talaga! Haha. Tas Filipino, tamang discussion lang.

Yun, saludo bago umuwi. Lalala. Maulan na hapon.

Ngayong gabi, ganun pa rin. Umulan ng malakas. Malamig pa rin. Gusto ko yung ganitong weather e. Ang ayoko lang yung baha, putik, sobrang lakas na hangin, for short, bagyo. Ayoko ng may signal number. Hahaha. Pero I love the cold temperature. =)

Inuwian ako ng kuya ko ng lanyard ng Mapua! =)

- - -

They say, nasa harap mo na, di mo pa nakikita.

Ayoko magexpect pero you're giving me reasons to.

Mock debate yata bukas?


Goodnight. =)

Rainy.

Steady lang nung umaga. Ayy, I've changed my mind. Ewan ko, I lost my orange scarf. Nakakaiyak, orange pa man din. Argh. Yung ang reason kung bakit ako naiirita nung umaga. All things went well. Steady lang naman, pinapakilig ako ni VG masyado ngayong araw. Nakakainis e. Hahaha. Pero ewan ko, haha. Ayy, tas medyo wala ako sa tamang sarili nung umaga. Lalala. :-"

Nung lunch, yeah. Rainy lunch. Nilalamig ako habang nakasaludo at naampyasana na kami. Haha. Cool, nilalamig ako habang kumakain. And yeah, after nun. Nawala na ako sa mood. Something happened. Wala lang, kasi almost all know na wala naman akong tropa na tinatawag. I'm a friend of everyone. Yun lang yon.

I wanted to talk to a teacher today but yeah, I wasn't able to.

Anyway, nung hapon. Ganun parin. Rainy. Steady lang nung Trigo. Haha. Nung TLE, medyo boring pero nakakasagot naman. Physics time woke me up, CHRIS TIU PALA AH! Haha. Funny ni Sir, nakikipag api na sakin. Soo uhh, close na kami? Hahaha. De, joke lang. Hmm. Pero exam score ko sa physics? SICKS. :|

Ayun, saludo bago umuwi. Patience=ALWAYS. :)

Wala naman nung gabi, lamig. Sarap matulog. :p

- - -

"Pag mahal mo siya, wala ka nang pakialam, ang mahalaga naman, nagmamahalan kayo eh. Walang masama dun... diba Joy?"

"Yes."

- - -

Virgo?

You've been waiting for the right time to take that risk. That time may come today!

You have been waiting for the right time to go out on a limb and take that risk, and that time could come today! When you see that the right people are finally opening up their minds and coming around to your way of thinking, today, you should take that as your green light to move full-steam ahead. It's going to feel a bit scary at first, but it is also going to feel very invigorating! Don't be surprised if a friend asks to come along on the adventure. The more the merrier!

- - -

Sick. AND YEAH, Seriously, the medicine I took was.. indeed. =)

Anyway, incomplete sleep. Slept almost 3am. Hahaha. Yown, medyo nilalagnat pa rin ako pag gising ko. Haha. Late ako, left house around 8. Umulan pa kasi ng malakas e! Hahaha. Di rin pala ako yung late. Hahaha. Everyone though I was going to be absent. Yihee. New seating arrangement, Hello Annel.

- - -

"Failure is not a failure unless you give up."

YES, If you said you did not do it. I TRUST YOU. Naniniwala ako basta sinabi mo na hindi mo ginawa. I believe you. You simply earn my whole trust. I'll pray that God will hear my prayers, sana maniwala rin sila sa inyo. I strongly wish. Pero ako? Naniniwala ako sayo. =)

At ikaw naman, haha.

- - -


Halos free time lang naman. Halos walang ginagawa. Steady lang. Boring rin, medyo. Medyo nakakafrustrate pa rin! Hahaha. Badtrip ako nung Physics, damn. Everyone can tell why. Di na nga ako nagsasalita e. Haha. Don't ask anymore. Ask him. Anyway, Siguro, the only thing that made my day is.. my exam in Trigo saka.. =)

"Hoy, sa iba naman kayo magtanong. Wag dyan. Wag niyo pagtripan yan. Kayo talaga."

Lalalala. :-"

- - -

Eraserheads united again, a concert on August 30. Makapunta kaya ako?

Dude, addiction is back. Since, today was all day rainy. Yes, it's back. I am back to one of my most addictions. Hoodies. Yes, I am looking forward for a new one. Yes, this is the addiction I can't control. Haha. :p

--> Happy Birthday John Monton

Wala naman.

Nagipon-ipon na talaga sila. May lagnat pa ako.

Umiyak ka na lang.

Best thing to do? Iinom mo na lang yan.

- - -

Di ako nakakanood ng UAAP ngayon. Loser much. Nakanood ako kanina, last quarter lang ng Ateneo vs UE. Gandang laban rin yun! Hahaha.


UP vs UST yesterday, Congrats UST won.
DLSU vs FEU yesterday, Congrats DLSU won. (ito yun e!)

NU vs ADU earlier, Congrats Adamson won.
UE vs ADMU earlier, Congrats Ateneo won.


--> Happy Birthday Ate Ashley Hernandez

Nagipon-ipon na sila.

Nagaccumulate na lahat.

Yes, masama akong tao. Iba ang nagagawa ng pride ko. Yes, I know, ang dami dami kong mali. Yes, I know, hindi ako magaling. Yes, I know, wala akong maipagmamalaki. Yes, I know, hindi dapat ako magmalaki. Yes, I know, wala naman akong nagagawang tamang pagbabago. Yes I know, makasarili ako.

Nagkumpulan na sila.

Tol, nakakaiyak.


--> Happy Birthday My mom.

So, slept around 12:30 am.

Day started not good, elders should know the right time to when they should accept they commit mistakes. Practice what you preach. Ako naman kasi, whenever I made mistakes, inaamin ko naman. It's really annoying for the fact na elders na sila tas parang palaking ng urong.

Okay, fast forward nalang natin. Hahaha. First exam, ayos naman. Filipino. Same idea, practice what you preach. Medyo nabastos lang ako sa adviser ko that time. Naiyak na ako nun actually. Hay, nung break time, okay na ako. I've found the missing letter. Tinago lang pala. Tae. Haha. Logic Exam? Okay naman, medyo mahirap kasi puro Essay, nakakasabaw sagutan. Di na nga nagana yung logical thinking ko nun e. Feeling ko, out of this world yung mga tanong. Ang hirap.

Yung Chem, madali naman yung computations. Yung essay part at multiple choice, ang hirap. Feeling ko, dun ako sasablay e. Delikado ako dun! Hahaha.

Saludo, di na ako kumain. Hahaha. Mga 1:30 na ako natapos e, kaya gutom na gutom na sina Cairra at Jacklyn, ate at Ciarra's house tas went to..



Kbye. Oo na, tinamad kami magpalit e. Nawala sa isip namin na hindi kami papasukin sa SM. Cool nga e, may mga bata na lumapit samin para magtanong kung pinapasok ba kami. :p Hahaha. Adevnture ng sobra, badtrip na kami nun e. Hahaha. Pero nakita nga pala ni Ciarra si Charles. Yihee! Magbalik. :p

Umuwi na si Ciarra.

Tumambay lang kami ni Jacklyn sa Mcdonald's Noveleta, kumain, kwentuhan, bonding, tawanan, kasi naman e. Mga kwinenkwento ni Jacklyn sakin. Hahaha. Dami ko ring inamin. Hahaha. Ang dami kong narealize. Hahaha.





Namimiss ko yung Mcdo Noveleta noon, pero almost all special memories, dito pa rin. Ang dami ko lang narealize kanina. Reminiscence kung baga talaga e. Ayun, todo vanity lang kami ni Jacklyn. Dumaan sya dito samin saglit tas umuwi na siya around 7. Haha.

- - -

I want a time machine. I'm really serious. I miss you and I mean it. I miss you, every single thing about you. Even the things I hate about you, I miss all of them. Time Machine please? And seriosuly, I'm dynf to know.. back into my life. I wish I could turn back time. I wish I have the courage and I swear, I'll never let again you to run out of my life.

- - -

Syempre, eto yung last part.

The words I've heard today are quite deceiving to my ears. Those are the exact words I am longing to hear a long time ago. And now, this special day, I've heard them. All from you. It's you that who'll always be special. Ngayon nga lang? Let's face it. Some things really change.

--> Happy Birthday Joseph Abundo :)

(Actually, 11:44 na ng gabi, at gising pa ako. Ngayon lang ako magpopost. Haha.)

Exam ngayong araw, English, TLE at Trigonometry. Ayos naman. Medyo nadali lang ako sa TLE, yung flowcharting. Parang may doubt ako sa lahat ng sagot ko. Pero mukhang ayos naman. I guess. Haha. Di naman ako nagkaproblema sa Trigo. Buti na lang, may trauma na ako sa numbers nung second year ako e! :p

So yun, wala naman. Tinatamad ako mag-aral nung hapon.

I've been this way for almost 3 weeks from now. Yes, I am reminiscing so much of the past. Sobrang desperate ko na talaga. Haha. And oh, it's the tenth of July today, 2 years ago. This was the exact date we fought to the point na.. first time ko nafeel kung ano yung term na "heartbroken" haha! Shit. I miss you. :(

- - -

Lalala. Magaaral na lang ulit ako. Gabi na rin. Maya-maya matutulog na rin ako.

Didn't able to watch UAAP.
UE vs NU earlier, Congrats UE won.
ADMU vs AdU earlier, Congrats ADMU won.

Osiya, goodnight. =)

This week, I am waving to exams. Mid-quarter exams. Err.

July 8

Review lang all day, lalala. Halos walang ginagawa. Hahaha. Masaya nung Filipino time. Boys vs Girls kasi yung game. I know right? Childish masyado pero nakakamiss nga naman yung ganun. Hahaha. Nung Chem class, something happened. Hahaha. Yun, basta. Review lang all day.

Alain and I fought. Napaiyak ko na naman sya. Haha. Medyo major fight to kasi nagtatalo talaga kami. Mood swings talaga ako kaagad e, ayun. Medyo nasigawan ko sya. Pero okay na rin. Benta lang na umiyak siya at sineryoso nya yung forever na magkaaway. :p

CL exams. This exams is really beyond my expectations. Gahd. Mahirap e. Okay, react if you want. Nahirapan ako. Especially the questions about social issues of the country. Sabaw. Wala akong masagot! Hahaha. Yun, expect the unexpected nga naman.



I want! I want! My birthday is coming. Hahaha. Tae, wala pa yata ng ganito sa Pinas. Gahd. US dollars. C'mon. Come to me. Nike air force one. :(

Lost CD: One of the things I hate the most is the fact that people fix my things, get my things withoue my persmission. Or simply, basta pinakialaman yung things ko na walang akong sinasabi. Naiinis ako. Since my mom cleaned my room last monday, nawawala yung backup CD ko ng pictures ko dito sa laptop ko a year ago. Sabaw. Binura ko na yun dito lahat e. Shit. Eto talaga yung kinaiinisan ko. I want to clean my room so I know where I put my things. Hindi yung nagkakada iyak na ako kagabi, hindi ko pa makita. It really gets into my nerves. So ngayon? Nasaan na sya? :(

- - -

July 9

Say hello to Social Studies(World History), Physics and Math.

Let's be frank. I find SS exam not that hard. Hindi ibig sabihin na sobrang dali naman, of course, some parts are hard but still, I can answer those kinds of stuffs. So yeah. And straight to the point, Physics exams is hard, difficult and all the words that means "mahirap". Shit. I hate the subject, hence, hate the teacher. Physickssssss. "Joy, are you really listening to my class?" Damn. For all the people in the world, you have the right nerves to ask me if I am listening to your class. What a worst attitude to scold a student, tingnan mo nga yung sarili mo. Please lang. I want to avoid saying negative things about you but you're giving me the reason to.

Math Exam? Ayos. Saya. Haha. Mahaba lang talaga sya pero kaya naman. Medyo nalito lang ako sa iba. Nakakatakot bumagsak. Math yun e. x_x

Lost Letter: Shit. The disappointment of this day, the letter I treasured the most seemed to be lost. Ewan ko, I don't want to blame anyone pero wala na.. Nakakasawa na rin. Ewan ko ba, naiirita lang ako. I hope no one got it and had the interest to read it and spill the things written there. Pagsisihan ko habang buhay kung bakit ba kasi. Pero tae, ayoko talaga magsalita. Gusto ko lang mahanap yung letter na yun kasi it's important? Why can't people understand that.. argh. Forget about it.

I'm just really pissed off and it's getting into my nerves. Ngayon lang ulit ako nabadtrip ng sobra sobra at sunod-sunod pa. I can't understand people. Shit. Innocent acts. x_x

- - -

Let's look on the positive side.

LSS for 4 days now. Listen! Swear. And oh, the lyrics. Sobrang tagos sakin. Hahaha.





There’s so many reasons I find to run to you
Coz there’s so little loving in my life, now I am away
And thinking about it, I want things back how they used to be.
coz There is no way round it, nothing good comes easily
So much between us and we both know that its wrong
So I keep on waiting till I’m back where I belong

So here I am all by myself, thinking of you nobody else
There’s a feeling inside and as hard as I try it just wont go away
Are you finding it hard all on your own?
Having to face each night alone
Knowing you are the one with the love that I need
And I miss you more each day.

School again. First monday assembly. Hahaha.

Steady lang, tamang morning rites. Haha. Benta nung mga nagperform. Haha. PDA much. Ayy, anong sabi ko? Haha. Anyway, as what I've said. Aliw nung mga nagperform na grade 6 students. And oh, climax? Nagjoke ako kina Eubs na kami ang cleanest classroom, tumawa lang sila. Nung sasabihin na yung results, akalain mo. Cleanest Classroom nga ang III-Argon! :p

Hahaha. So nothing much with this day, review lang dahil exams. Rawr. Oh, and one teacher scolded me behind my back. Di naman ako yung may kasalanan. Err. Haha. Anyway, and oh, one teacher of mine scolded me too, nasa ibang level pa sya. Lumabas pa sya ng room ng section na tinuturuan nya para pagalitan ako. Yun yon! Hahaha. That's what I like in you. :p

Nakakabastos lang, the fact na nagiinarte, maarte talaga, akala mo kung sino or parang, wala eh.. iba na talaga ang lahat. You can't deny the fact. Come to think of it. Kahit hindi naman ganito yung situation, wala na rin. Useless.

Rainy afternoon.

- - -

And a conversation striked my mind and leaves a question behind until tonight, I've been thinking about this. Drama. :p

"Flinirt ka ba nun?"

"Hindi."

"Nagkagusto sayo yun dba?"

- - -

1st MQ exams. This sucks. The fact that for a very short time, Gahd. It's here. We're having exams. Hahaha. Kailangan todo indulge ako this coming weekend para maenjoy ko naman ang buhay. Hahaha! :p

Goodnight.

Failed.

- - -

First, I am not happy with myself again. Especially here. I feel like, I am just going with the flow of life towards me without doing anything. Nakakasakal na. It feels like I have no space, kung kailan lang ako gumagawa ng mga bagay na gusto kong magpasaya sakin, ako na naman yung mali. I wonder why people oftentimes commit mistakes but they never accept they did a one. Nakakasawa na. All I need to do is understand, but come to think of it. It is always useless.

And to think na lagi na lang ganito, wala rin naman nangyayari e. Nakakasawa na talaga. Di ko malaman kung bakit ba kailangan gawin ang mga bagay na yun. Tama na, tigilan niyo na ako. Nakakainis lang. Nakakabastos.

Nag-aral.

- - -

UP vs NU earlier, Congrats UP won.

One big fight. Main event talaga siya for UAAP season 71 e. DLSU green archers meets Ateneo Blue eagles. And since, last year na raw ni Chris Tiu, kailangan na raw magchampion ngayon ang ADMU. Haha. So, there you go. I was just in front of our television when the clock strikes 4. Di na nga ako makausap sa sobrang concentration e.

The first quarter was for ADMU, with one point lead. Magaling yung isang rookie ng La salle ngayon. Forgot his name (badtrip na e! haha) Basta yung 12. Magaling. Maliksi ang katawan. Haha. Second quarter, akala ko massprain na ng todo si Rico Maierhofer e. Aww. But still, bumawi ang La salle with their lead. Third quarter ended with 2 point lead by ADMU. Fourth quarter? Sad. Hay. First, syempre umatake na ang bangis ni Eric Salamat. Hay, syempre puro fouls rin. Umatake rin ang galing ni Chris Tiu sa free throw line. Sayang, close fight.


Down ako ngayon. Badtrip.

DLSU and ADMU earlier, Congrats Ateneo won.


- - -

and oh, this movie was released last July 2? Coreect me if I'm wrong. Pero since Hancock yata ang hit sa Cinemas ngayon, di pa sya pinapalabas sa lahat ng Cinemas nationwide. Hopefully, ipalabas sya sa SM Bacoor or kahit sa MoA. I am dying to see this film as soon as possible. Also, hopefully wag na rin iremake ng Americans. Thai horrors films kasi are hard to beat. Haha. :p




Goodnight.

Pumasok ako, at dahil may CAT, may kaba sa aking dibdib. Pumasok ako ng 4am sa takot na maunahan ni Maam C__ at mabigyan ako ng 50 na pumpings. Sumakay ako ng trike, di ko namukhaan yung driver. Takot. Madilim nun sa may school gate habang ako ay nagaabang sa ibang cadets/officers na dumating upang may makasama na ako. Takot na takot ako nun. Baka kasi kung anong mangyari sakin. Sobrang aga e. May biglang dumating..

at dumilat na ang aking mga mata.

at yan ang aking panaginip, weird. :|

- - -

So, walang pasok ngayon. Exams na next week (Isang dahilan kung bakit di rin ganun kasaya pumasok, haha! :p) Wala lang, konti pa lang lessons namin e. Badtrip. Haha.

Ang highlight lang ng araw na ito ay ako ay nag-aral, natulog at syempre Opening na ng UAAP Season 71! Eto na naman ang excitement ko. Dahil La salle ang defending champions! Go DLSU! Hahaha. I've been a DLSU fan for 5 years now, pero loser ko talaga. Ateneo dream school ko. Yikes. :p

FEU vs AdU earlier, Congrats FEU won.
UE vs UST earlier, Congrats UE won.

One big fight tomorrow! ADMU vs DLSU! Ito yun e! Second day palang pero big bang naaaaaa! :p

Hello. (July 4, 7pm)


Thursday. Hangover. Isang napakasayang araw.


PE! Okay, walang mass. Anak ng. Rainy PE. Haha. Ayun, ayos. Masaya. Sakit ng katawan ko sa push-ups! Haha. Hanggang ngayon actually. Haha. Ayun. Tamang mga gawain lang sa kada subject. Syempre, yung isang teacher. Pinipilit sirain yung araw ko. Nung lunch, lalala. Ang saya e. Benta talaga. Andaleon! Hahaha. :p At syempre, ang pagbisita ng isang madre sa aming eskwelahan! =)

Nga pala, syempre. Dahil isa tong hangover. Pagbigyan mo ako sa aking topak. Hahaha. Eto ang unang araw sa linggong ito na hindi kami sumaludo. Yun e! Nakakamiss!


Sana kasi.. =)

Anyway, lalalala.

- - -

Ngayong araw?

Absent sana ako, may sinat akong matindi pag gising ko e. Tas masakit rin ang katawan. Haha. Eh kaso, I decided na pumasok na rin. Ms. Marnelli visited. Ayun, quiz in SS at Chem, yung SS quiz ko, perfect kaya nakahinga naman ako. Yung Chem medyo palpak e. Haha. Medyo nakakafrustrate lang ako sa feedback ng ibang tao.

Nung english, nabadtrip ako kay Alain. Ayun, mood swings.

Masakit rin pala ang arms ng iba. Akala ko ako lang. Anyway, haha. Review lang sa ibang subjects. Nung lunch, medyo nabastos ako. Kasi I know right? Parang kasalanan ng isa, kasalanan ng lahat. Kaso di ko makita yung point which is di man lang nila maappreciate yung ginagawa ng ibang tao. Naiiyak na rin ako nun. Kaso, yun na nga. No choice. Buti na lang andyan si vg. Haha. Kbye.

Nung hapon, okay na ako. Haha. Lalala. Siya kasi e! Hahaha. Nawawala tas babalik. Hahaha. May kwinento pa si Eubs sakin na nakakataas ng balahibo! Haha. Okay, so nung Physics? What do you expect? "Look into my hand!" HAHAHA.

Badtrip na uwian. Rawr.

- - -

2 linggo na rin ang nakalipas. At nalimutan kong July 2 nung isang araw! Sabi ko na e, ikaw kasi e. Napakaloko mo. Bakit ba kasi.. Ano ba. If you just realize what I just realized, then we’d be perfect for each other and will never find another. Just realized what I just realized, we’d never have to wonder if we missed out on each other now. =)

Lalalala.

Steady day. I'm already okay. In the mood. Hahaha. Hello quizzes. :-h

Okay, so pumasok ng maaga pero late ako sa aming first subject. Oh cm'on. First subject sucks. Tipong ayoko agad masira yung araw ko kaya better kung nasa baba muna kami. Haha. De joke lang, pero yun na nga. Muntik na kaming ma-late sa aming first subject. :p

Okay naman yung first quizzes ko ngayon. Hahaha. Especially Trigo. Yeay. Yun na nga lang, medyo down pa rin ako sa mga nangyayari. Haha. Pero I feel better. =) Now I know my worth and my importance as a person to others. Kailangan ko lang talagang iappreciate yung sarili ko ngayon. Wala ng ibang magmamahal sakin kundi sarili ko rin. Makes sense?

- - -


"Pagod ka na ba sakin? Babalikan na lang kita."

It's just that.. I can't control this feeling inside of me. My cheekbone really reaches my ears as a smile since I went home this afternoon. Lalalala. Sweetest confession. :-"

Hands down, this is the best day I can ever remember.
I'll always remember the sound of the stereo,
The dim of the soft lights, the scent of your hair,
That you twirled in your fingers.
And the time on the clock when we realized it's so late.
And this walk that we shared together.
The streets were wet and the gate was locked,
So I jumped it and I let you in,
And you stood at your door with your hands on my waist,
And you kissed me like you meant it,
And I knew that you meant it.

I'm sorry. I'm happy.

Second chances. Regrets. Memories. Comeback. Back into my life.

I MISS YOU BADLY.

After almost 2years, It's just now that I'm so desperate again.. I don't want to think about this because I know I'll always be the one hurt in the end. But I can't help myself but to expect things because I want and need them badly.

- - -

Who am I anyway?

I can't be proud of myself. For me, all the things I do, all the things I say, are wrong.

Kulang lahat, kulang. Kayang gawin ng iba. Mas magaling sila. Mas kaya nila kasi mahina ako. Mahina ako kaya sila lang yung may talent na ganun. Wala akong magawang tama. Lahat naman binibigay ko yung best ko pag gingawa ko. Kulang pa rin e. Di pa rin napapansin. Lahat na lang ng efforts ko, nasasayang. Ano nga ba yung maipagmamalaki ko sa sarili ko? Wala naman dba?

Gusto ko lang, sumaya.
Ice cream.


--> Happy Birthday Earl Poderoso