Now, I've completeply knew the feeling regreting things. Wishing you could turn back time. You can recall all the memories. ALL THE THINGS LEFT UNSAID. I've completely realized that I am so stupid before and why.. why I failed you a lot of times. Though you're coming back. I KNOW I CLOSED MY HEART BEFORE. I AM FREAKING SORRY FOR YOU AND A THOUSAND TIMES SORRY FOR MYSELF.



I JUST WANT TO LET YOU KNOW, tangina. SOBRANG NAGSISISI AKO NGAYON. Gusto kong isigaw sa mukha mo na Bakit umayaw ka na nung panahon na gusto na kita? Gusto kong kausapin ka ngayon at sabihin na bakit ka lumayo nung palapit na ako? We're almost there tapos, nawala lahat. ANG DAMI KONG GUSTONG SABIHIN, DAMING GUSTONG GAWIN, DAMING GUSTONG IPARAMDAM, DAMING GUSTONG IPAKITA, DAMING GUSTONG AMININ. Pero, HULI NA ANG LAHAT.

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So, gumising ako ng maaga. Hmm. Went to Mapua today, actually. Halos hinatid lang naman namin bro ko e. May psychological exam siya ngayon dun sa Mapua. Ayun, nakakainis lang naman kasi ang init init.

Habang nasa isang room ako sa Mapua, Ciarra sent me this quote:
"How would you ever know if you are already in love with someone? How would you distinguish a strong attraction from love? Sometimes, it gets so confusing that you get to intertwine the two. That's the reason why we are afraid to risk. Fearful to make a mistake. Scared to regret in the end. But the moment that person walks out of your life, you'll realize that indeed, there's a difference." :(


After ng Mapua, kain sa mcdo. Yeah. Mcdo sa Intamuros. Tas Quiapo trip. Naghahanap kasi ng mom ko ng papalitan ng go bingo cards? tama ba? o yun, commute lang ah! isipin mo yung init na nanalaytay sa katawan ko. haha. Tas pagdating namin dun, lakad lang ng lakad hanggang sa may Claro Recto. Eh, nanlalagkit na ako nun. Swear. Di na nga lang ako nagrereklamo e! Pero nasa isip ko na noon na gusto ko na umuwi! :p

Ayun, success naman. MoA after, halo halo sa Razon's. First time kong mag halo-halo sa Razon's. Oo na! Loser much. Tas, tamang gala lang. Window shopping. All Flip Flops. Wala pa rin akong size. Thanks a. :| Haha. Tas, yun. Medyo natagalan bago ako nakapagdecide. Ayun, dumating si kuya. Ang bilis nya magexam! Grabe, parang speed of light. Hahaha.

At kumain siya sa foodcourt.


Tas after nun, humawalay na siya e. Bonding with my mom lang naman. Nag-ikot ikot kami. Department store. Sayang, kahit dun wala talaga yung crush kong school shoes e! Tas, ayun. Nagikot ikot pa. Watsons. National Bookstore. Yes, excited much. May School supplies na ako! Sorry na, pero hindi na ako magba-binder ngayon. Katamad. =)

Mang Inasal take out tas uwi na. Sarap ng Mang Inasal! =)

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A surprise was made by you today, Thank you for making my day but still, you got me broken.

and this definitely made me happy. =)



Goodnight!