well, they say. your day depends on you. on how you are going to handle it.

first, im happy.

I think everything has back to the way it was before. Saying that it was normal again. There's something unusual this day. I can barely complete the details. But yun. There are times, I get used to it already. sometimes, you can't help but to wish happiness will be back again. Well, for sure, I'll miss those times. All my life. But still, I swear that until God will still not gave me the one I deserve. He will always be here inside my heart. He was the captain of my soul. The chairman of my heart. The only one, that I know, the one I can love, all my life. =')

Mali e!

Back to normal. Uhh. I think I need to focus more. Give more. Bring more.

This morning, Honor Students are posted. Gia and I went to the bulletin board the time I arrived at school. Sad but appreciative to say, I placed 12th in rank out of 14 students. So, yun. the first placer retains his place. And others are added. Not to mention their names butwhy people always under estimate? as if, alam nila lahat. judgemental they are. as if, alam nila lahat ng hirap mo. as if, parang ang tamad tamad mo to the point na tangina mababa ka na sa honor's list. oo, alam ko, marami rin akong mali. pero, sana lang maintindihan. feel empathy. akala niyo naman masiyahan ako dun? hinde e.

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So, we started making our Chem prject kanina. Wait! there's more. haha. Teacher's are starting to making our lives miserable. haha! Eto na ang pagulan ng projects, book reports. sana lang, may force agad ako para magawa agad. ayoko na magcram. katulad last yr. haha. well sana lang.

well, anyway. edi kanina. hands on ang boys. ayun, I was called by paulo. nagulat ako e. we went to Ms. Del. May thing na sinabi. =))

Well, PE. expect me to subside then collide. Since, born. I was not raised to be an athletic person. I love watching sports but I do not know how the hell play them. haha! so, yun. di ako marunong magvolleyball. lalong di magaling, asa pa. so, nakakamangha how some can do those people got their strength in service and spiking the ball. next week, may practical dapat kami sa PE. kaso, dahil nagalit si maam marne. wala na. zero. bigatin!

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well. ayun. sige, aalis na ako! =)



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