if you gonna observe my title, it is an acronym of friend.


let's talk about friendship.

I was near of being late this morning, rushing to come up in my room. The moment, I entered. I took a deep breath, remembered, today is the day I'll give my letter of resignation. No one knows, up to know what I feel.

Until last night, I've been thinking if I would really want to join the zoo bus (excess bus) and this morning, I decided to volunteer to be there. Not only for my personal reasons but for also the sake of others who don't want to. Not all people may understand these decisions but I know, I'd think of it a lot of times. Bottomline, hindi ito labag sa kalooban ako.

But sad to say, I failed some people, some friends close to me, some teachers. I wonder, wala naman rin talagang mali e. Hindi rin ako. It was just a volunteer work. So, SORRY.. Dun ako pumunta. This is not about other levels na gusto ko rin makasama, pero I hope, you sophomores students understand what I feel. Ang hirap. Sobrang hirap. Parang, kami na yung nagbigay ng way pero, nainis. Siguro, oo. Mali rin ako. Pero, I'll leave this statement.

Friendship is not about material things. Friendship is not about how much their gift is. Friendship is not about having them as your photographer. Friendship is not about the food you can eat with them on the bus. Friendship is the way you respect their decision.

I may be wrong in some of my point of views, kung hindi ko man nasabi agad. Pero, all I know, hindi rin ninyo maiintindihan yung point ko. I was raised as a child who never answer back. Even, I am in my darkest times of my life, minsan, hindi pa rin ako nagaapproach. I love my friends a lot. They mean the world to me, kaso, sana. naintindihan nila. I don't know why this stupid field trip can mean so much. That it cause a long friendship to stop? :|

Gia, I'm Sorry. ='(
and for all Platinum students and Second year.

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nga pala, paningit lang. ang lungkot nung una kong post! haha. =)

this day, last year. November 19. While the country was rejoicing about Pacman's victory against Morales. I, myself, is also rejoicing. Hahaha! This was the exactly the day I spend my whole day with Joseph. Nakakamiss! =) Naalala ko pa, nanunuod yung ibang El ba ng Pokemon pero kami solid sa pimp my ride. favorite namin yun e. haha. Basta, ang saya ng araw na yun e. Hahaha. Memorable. =)