confusion 101
Thursday, November 29, 2007
no updates because wala akong blog sa explorer ko. damn the virus. :
okay. to start off. a week of swollen eyes everyday. Problems e. Alam mo yun, confusion kills me. I want to understand but I barely can. Feeling ko ba, I can't help my self to cry. Yun na nga lang yata. The more I try to understand, the more I can't. Parang wala na ring sense. Respect what they want. Maybe in time, maayos ko rin to. It as just an uneasy feeling na ganun yung nangyari.
And napaisip na ako last night. I won't ruined their life by following what I want for myself. Siguro, ako lang may sabi na its is the best or me pero hindi pala. Siguro, ako nga yung dahilan nung mga away nila pero.. sige na, wag na. I sacrifice. Kaya ko naman ito di ba? To think na rin na kahit anong mali, kung mali talaga, walang magagawa.
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Busy rin ako ngayong mga araw na ito. Maybe, konting updates na lang.
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Grabe yung lindol nung isang araw noh? (tuesday if I am not wrong) grabe yun. Hay. Buti safe naman rin lahat. At ngayon, may kudeta na naman. Omg. Sana wala na lang. Hay.Pray lahat ah? Keep safe.
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Nung monday nga pala, dahil sa sobrang lungkot ko, yun. nagSM ako with friends =)
--> Happy Birthday Tomo Micua
*25 days before Christmas.
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