megatron
Saturday, June 30, 2007
went to SM Bacor to watch transformers with some batcmates. =)
random boys and girls. nakakatamad magtype kung sinu-sino eh. haha.
so, 1 ang usapan. 3 PM na kami nakanood. sobrang dami ng tao sa sinehan. haha. okay naman yung movie. pwede na rin. ang ingay manood nung iba e. medyo nainis lang ako. natapunan kasi ako ng iced tea. (awww.) kaya nanglalagkit ako throughoyut the movie. kainis.
then umikot saglit. nauna na kami ni yeye umuwi. 8, nasa bahay na ako. =)
nakakatmad na magkwento. basta, ayun.
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there's something that i have to decide.
on July 15. there will be two upcoming gigs here in cavite.
SM Bacoor- Danita
Rob Dasma- Callalily
so where shoulld I go?
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anyway. congrats to the big winner of PBB Beatriz. =)
random boys and girls. nakakatamad magtype kung sinu-sino eh. haha.
so, 1 ang usapan. 3 PM na kami nakanood. sobrang dami ng tao sa sinehan. haha. okay naman yung movie. pwede na rin. ang ingay manood nung iba e. medyo nainis lang ako. natapunan kasi ako ng iced tea. (awww.) kaya nanglalagkit ako throughoyut the movie. kainis.
then umikot saglit. nauna na kami ni yeye umuwi. 8, nasa bahay na ako. =)
nakakatmad na magkwento. basta, ayun.
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there's something that i have to decide.
on July 15. there will be two upcoming gigs here in cavite.
SM Bacoor- Danita
Rob Dasma- Callalily
so where shoulld I go?
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anyway. congrats to the big winner of PBB Beatriz. =)
Labels: steady
i have to smile. :)
I entered military room.
bad news muna. :)
*the night of June 28, i just cried.*
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June 29
i woke up when my mom told me that she found my globe simcard on our garbage can. worse, yupi-yupi siya. naiinis ako sa kuya ko. oo, sobra. bakit niya kailangan sirain ang sim card ko? di ba iiyak ka rin siguro nun? :(
so I went to school with swollen eyes. my batchmates and friends asked me bat raw ganun ang mata ko. hehe. galing noh. singkit na ako. instant. hahaha. :))
Thank God! nakaperfect naman ako sa quiz sa math. hahaha.
may mga kailangan pa rin akong gawing this week end. uhm. pero, kahapon. enjoy naman ako sa school. syempre, ayoko ng umiyak, hahaha. basta, okay na rin ako. :))
according to some of my teachers, wag siya saka bakit siya. haha. pero, ewan. maybe, someday. kung di nga siya. happy na rin ako. kasi naman ano, every night. I am praying for him. the better of him. hahaha.
then, nag-mcdo kami. masaya. haha. tawanan. =)
tapos, biglaang nagkayayaan sa bahay nina ariane.
takot ako sa heights! hindi naman sa lahat pero, yung sabihin mong, maglalakad ako sa heights? wag! eh, kailangan pa pala dumaansa hanging bridge bago makapunta sa bahay nila. kung alam niyo lang, tili ako ng tili. hahaha. =)
ganda dun sa place nina ariane! paradise. :>
tapos,kagabi sa sobrang bored ko, eubrey and i talked for 2 hours. :))
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hindi pa rin kami bati.
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manonood kami mamaya ng tansformers. super dami namin. combination of all sophies. haha. ayun. :))
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i still cannot use my laptop. so, im using the PC of my cousin now.
thats all. :))
bad news muna. :)
*the night of June 28, i just cried.*
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June 29
i woke up when my mom told me that she found my globe simcard on our garbage can. worse, yupi-yupi siya. naiinis ako sa kuya ko. oo, sobra. bakit niya kailangan sirain ang sim card ko? di ba iiyak ka rin siguro nun? :(
so I went to school with swollen eyes. my batchmates and friends asked me bat raw ganun ang mata ko. hehe. galing noh. singkit na ako. instant. hahaha. :))
Thank God! nakaperfect naman ako sa quiz sa math. hahaha.
may mga kailangan pa rin akong gawing this week end. uhm. pero, kahapon. enjoy naman ako sa school. syempre, ayoko ng umiyak, hahaha. basta, okay na rin ako. :))
according to some of my teachers, wag siya saka bakit siya. haha. pero, ewan. maybe, someday. kung di nga siya. happy na rin ako. kasi naman ano, every night. I am praying for him. the better of him. hahaha.
then, nag-mcdo kami. masaya. haha. tawanan. =)
tapos, biglaang nagkayayaan sa bahay nina ariane.
takot ako sa heights! hindi naman sa lahat pero, yung sabihin mong, maglalakad ako sa heights? wag! eh, kailangan pa pala dumaansa hanging bridge bago makapunta sa bahay nila. kung alam niyo lang, tili ako ng tili. hahaha. =)
ganda dun sa place nina ariane! paradise. :>
tapos,kagabi sa sobrang bored ko, eubrey and i talked for 2 hours. :))
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hindi pa rin kami bati.
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manonood kami mamaya ng tansformers. super dami namin. combination of all sophies. haha. ayun. :))
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i still cannot use my laptop. so, im using the PC of my cousin now.
thats all. :))
Labels: sad day, stories for the day
password hint
Thursday, June 28, 2007
masaya naman talaga ako ngayong araw eh. =)
basta, masaya ako. yun na yun.
nakakatamad magkwento eh. but basically. I enjoyed my day at School today.
eto na lang: a teacher asked me bakit raw gustong-gusto kong nauutusan ako para lumabas. pumunta sa faculty or something. kung may sinisilip raw ba ako sa ibang year, tsk tsk. haha.
2nd: english time, recitation. use stay in a sentence. my sentence:
"Will you stay there until I return?"
ayun. binigyan malisya nila. :p
then, im happy. :)
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but I am not at home.
basically, being the younger child, sucks. you have to follow whatever the older one tells you to do. My brother and I was not talking for already four days. And a while ago, I found out he made a password at my laptop. It is so damn. I cannot use it. If he's ypour brother be patient to have a mean brother. badtrip. he was older and yet he was so immature. gawain ba iyon ng isang kuyang nakakatanda? tae talaga. if ever you don't know who the hell he was, dont be to excited to know him if you dont want to enter a military room. parang sa isang oras kai, sasabog na siya at pwede ka niyang patayin. (I am not the hell joking.) I fear my brother a lot and the way I feared him the way I am so mad at him.
ayun. nakakainis. :))
basta, masaya ako. yun na yun.
nakakatamad magkwento eh. but basically. I enjoyed my day at School today.
eto na lang: a teacher asked me bakit raw gustong-gusto kong nauutusan ako para lumabas. pumunta sa faculty or something. kung may sinisilip raw ba ako sa ibang year, tsk tsk. haha.
2nd: english time, recitation. use stay in a sentence. my sentence:
"Will you stay there until I return?"
ayun. binigyan malisya nila. :p
then, im happy. :)
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but I am not at home.
basically, being the younger child, sucks. you have to follow whatever the older one tells you to do. My brother and I was not talking for already four days. And a while ago, I found out he made a password at my laptop. It is so damn. I cannot use it. If he's ypour brother be patient to have a mean brother. badtrip. he was older and yet he was so immature. gawain ba iyon ng isang kuyang nakakatanda? tae talaga. if ever you don't know who the hell he was, dont be to excited to know him if you dont want to enter a military room. parang sa isang oras kai, sasabog na siya at pwede ka niyang patayin. (I am not the hell joking.) I fear my brother a lot and the way I feared him the way I am so mad at him.
ayun. nakakainis. :))
Labels: badtrip, happy memories
one look then i mesmerized..
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
maaliw ka. =)
kagabi, naiinis sa akin si kuya. nawala ko raw kais yung installer ng Adobe photoshop. eh, kamalayan ko ba, nasaan yun. ayun. eh, nagaaral ako. nag-away kami. nakatulog ako habang nagaaral. cool.
tapos, galit sa akin si kuya. hanggang kaninang umaga. di ko nga siya kasabay pumasok eh (ayos yun) tapos, maaga ako sa school. :)
masaya naman agad. may mga umutang sa akin ng notebooks. hahaha. wala kasi silang extra eh. hehe. so ayun. hehe. naiwan ko yung pamaypay ko sa bahay and worse, I do not have a comb. tsss.
tapos, ang aga-aga. ang init-init na. hay nako. anyway. Thank God medyo okay na ako sa Math. haha. may quiz kami dun bukas! tatapusin ko lang blogpost ko. wait. :p
then, nung Biology time. medyo inasar ako. reporting raw kasi. (loko lang naman) nakinig lang rin ako. kaso, bukas 30 mins namin sa Bio time. Quiz sa CL. uhh. tapos, nung filipino. okay naman ako sa quiz. haha. during our chemistry time. uhm. ayun. basta. hahaha. walang pagbabago ang Chem Lab. nakakainis. hahaha.
*fact: napaiyak ako ni Ms. Jean noon because of reporting. after that, for her whole life as a teacher, hindi na siya nagpareport.
then, nung lunch. badtrip ako. hindi dahil sa late ang lunch namin. ganito kasi yun. tapos na ako kumuha ng gamit. eh yung nagpasama sa akin *not to mention the name na lang* sabi, wait lang raw. intayin ko lang raw siya. hindi ko alam, si ___ nasa likod ko pala. naglalakad. edi, nilagay na nung friend ko di ba, eh nakakainis lang. tapos, nadaldal pa ng kung ano ano. eh baka kung ano isipin nung isa. tsss. yun pa. :|
tapos, medyo okay na rin. hindi ako masyadong na-b0red nung hapon. Okay nga english time eh. hahaha. Love conquers all raw. tapos, sabi nila. love guru raw ako. haha. kamusta naman yun? hahaha.
ayun. Okay PE. hahaha. :))
then. ayun. masaya naman ako. :p
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Natutuwa ako with this person. wala. salamat sa pagtitinginan namin habang may klase. hahaha. nakakatuwa. ilang times nga ba? :)) :">
kinikilig ako. :p
kagabi, naiinis sa akin si kuya. nawala ko raw kais yung installer ng Adobe photoshop. eh, kamalayan ko ba, nasaan yun. ayun. eh, nagaaral ako. nag-away kami. nakatulog ako habang nagaaral. cool.
tapos, galit sa akin si kuya. hanggang kaninang umaga. di ko nga siya kasabay pumasok eh (ayos yun) tapos, maaga ako sa school. :)
masaya naman agad. may mga umutang sa akin ng notebooks. hahaha. wala kasi silang extra eh. hehe. so ayun. hehe. naiwan ko yung pamaypay ko sa bahay and worse, I do not have a comb. tsss.
tapos, ang aga-aga. ang init-init na. hay nako. anyway. Thank God medyo okay na ako sa Math. haha. may quiz kami dun bukas! tatapusin ko lang blogpost ko. wait. :p
then, nung Biology time. medyo inasar ako. reporting raw kasi. (loko lang naman) nakinig lang rin ako. kaso, bukas 30 mins namin sa Bio time. Quiz sa CL. uhh. tapos, nung filipino. okay naman ako sa quiz. haha. during our chemistry time. uhm. ayun. basta. hahaha. walang pagbabago ang Chem Lab. nakakainis. hahaha.
*fact: napaiyak ako ni Ms. Jean noon because of reporting. after that, for her whole life as a teacher, hindi na siya nagpareport.
then, nung lunch. badtrip ako. hindi dahil sa late ang lunch namin. ganito kasi yun. tapos na ako kumuha ng gamit. eh yung nagpasama sa akin *not to mention the name na lang* sabi, wait lang raw. intayin ko lang raw siya. hindi ko alam, si ___ nasa likod ko pala. naglalakad. edi, nilagay na nung friend ko di ba, eh nakakainis lang. tapos, nadaldal pa ng kung ano ano. eh baka kung ano isipin nung isa. tsss. yun pa. :|
tapos, medyo okay na rin. hindi ako masyadong na-b0red nung hapon. Okay nga english time eh. hahaha. Love conquers all raw. tapos, sabi nila. love guru raw ako. haha. kamusta naman yun? hahaha.
ayun. Okay PE. hahaha. :))
then. ayun. masaya naman ako. :p
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Natutuwa ako with this person. wala. salamat sa pagtitinginan namin habang may klase. hahaha. nakakatuwa. ilang times nga ba? :)) :">
kinikilig ako. :p
Labels: kilig moments, random
14. :|
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
mood swings. :|
let started when I arrived school. Pagadating ko pa lang sa school. medyo uneasy na pakiramdam ko. I really do not know why. pero, iba na agad yung feeling ko. parang sa isang iglap ayoko na. naiinis ako sa sarili ko. parang ang papansin ko na ewan. uhh. basta, starting tomorrow. I'll try to change. oo, bukas na. hayy.
Naiiyak ako nung math time. kasi, binigyan pa kami ng time para icheck yung seatwork namin last Monday. so ayun. chineck ko. yung solution ko sa lahat ng yun nasa scratch lang. ugh. tapos, nung magchecheck na. minalian ako. kasi lahat ng Y-form ko nasa scratch. hay. 4 pts each yun. 1 pt lang ako sa lahat. bagsak. :(
dahil pala nagsolve ako sa board, napuno ng chalk dust kamay ko. I asked my Math teacher kung pwede maghugas ng kamay. ayun. pwede. I went to the comfort room with micha. tapos, sa tapat ng room ng Argon at Diamond. as in sa may pintuan nung dalwang room na yun. natapakan ko yung isang shoe ni micha. ..outcome? tapilok. eww. in front of my crush. itawa na lang. haha. pagpasok ko sa room, tawa lahat sila ng tawa. haha. muntik na kasi akong madapa eh. haha. nakakahiya yun noh. haha. tapos, pinagsisigawan nila na.. "joy nakita ka kamo, tawa kamo ng tawa sa iyo." tsss. mga tao nga naman o. hehe. pero, nagsorry sa akin si Micha. di niya naman kasalanan eh. ayos lang yun. :p
naiinis ako. bakit ang hina ko mag catch-up sa lessons namin. nakakaasar. THE/ Computer is two units and yet binary codes pa lang, bagsak na ako. the same with Math. ewan ko ba, parang yung lessons, hirap na agad ako. I am not saying its others fault. oo, may pagkukulang ako. nakakainis lang talaga. ang hina ko mag cope-up.
tapos, umulan. =)
si Alyssa nga pala. Diyos ko. takot pala yun sa kidlat at kulog. natrauma doon. namputek na bata. katabi ko pa naman. eh, hindi ko alam. nung kumidlat eh, napayakap skin. awww. :))
alam mo yung Laboratory gown? mahal ba yun? :p hahaha. kailangan namin sa Chemistry eh. haha. ngayon ko lang napagtanto. magastos ang Chemistry. tsss.
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Hyper sila nung lunch. ako hindi. una, naisip ko. patang useless halos lahat ng effort na ginagawa ko. eh, nakakainis lang rin talaga. have you ever heard of the word tired?
pangalawa, napansin ko kasi, may nang-tri-trip sa akin sa locker. tsss.
pangatlo, undecided. but 75% I cannot go to Eastwood on July 7.
Tapos nung hapon. uhm. wala. medyo kinakabahan ako. una sa lahat, nagsisimula na akong matakot sa mga third year ngayon. (okay lang kung may makabasa, haha.) feeling ko. maraming naiinis sa akin sa batch nila eh. kaya ayun. nakakatakot. hayy. tapos, maingay na raw section namin. so ayun. nakakafrustrate lang. saka isa pa, naiinis ako. bakit yung ibang tao, parang pinapalabas nila na papansin ka. yung iinisin ka pa sa harap ng ibang tao tapos dun sa taong yun parang naiinis namna siya. eh, wala. nakakainis sila.
may iniisip ako ngayon. seryoso. isa itong desisyon. eh, naiinis na naman ako. bakit ba ganun sila? and yes, most of them are my batchmates. bakit? :|
i dont know what's wrong with me. kung meron, i'll try to change myself for the better. pero, parang ewan.. nakakaasar. hayy.
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tomorrow's Wednesday. tell me, where will i get a freakin Atheneum PE shorts? damn.
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na-LSS ako. though it is a tagalog song. love ko ito. super. haha. ako kasi sa isang kanta, i litsen to the lyrics. =)
Happy Birthday Arielle Reyes. :)
let started when I arrived school. Pagadating ko pa lang sa school. medyo uneasy na pakiramdam ko. I really do not know why. pero, iba na agad yung feeling ko. parang sa isang iglap ayoko na. naiinis ako sa sarili ko. parang ang papansin ko na ewan. uhh. basta, starting tomorrow. I'll try to change. oo, bukas na. hayy.
Naiiyak ako nung math time. kasi, binigyan pa kami ng time para icheck yung seatwork namin last Monday. so ayun. chineck ko. yung solution ko sa lahat ng yun nasa scratch lang. ugh. tapos, nung magchecheck na. minalian ako. kasi lahat ng Y-form ko nasa scratch. hay. 4 pts each yun. 1 pt lang ako sa lahat. bagsak. :(
dahil pala nagsolve ako sa board, napuno ng chalk dust kamay ko. I asked my Math teacher kung pwede maghugas ng kamay. ayun. pwede. I went to the comfort room with micha. tapos, sa tapat ng room ng Argon at Diamond. as in sa may pintuan nung dalwang room na yun. natapakan ko yung isang shoe ni micha. ..outcome? tapilok. eww. in front of my crush. itawa na lang. haha. pagpasok ko sa room, tawa lahat sila ng tawa. haha. muntik na kasi akong madapa eh. haha. nakakahiya yun noh. haha. tapos, pinagsisigawan nila na.. "joy nakita ka kamo, tawa kamo ng tawa sa iyo." tsss. mga tao nga naman o. hehe. pero, nagsorry sa akin si Micha. di niya naman kasalanan eh. ayos lang yun. :p
naiinis ako. bakit ang hina ko mag catch-up sa lessons namin. nakakaasar. THE/ Computer is two units and yet binary codes pa lang, bagsak na ako. the same with Math. ewan ko ba, parang yung lessons, hirap na agad ako. I am not saying its others fault. oo, may pagkukulang ako. nakakainis lang talaga. ang hina ko mag cope-up.
tapos, umulan. =)
si Alyssa nga pala. Diyos ko. takot pala yun sa kidlat at kulog. natrauma doon. namputek na bata. katabi ko pa naman. eh, hindi ko alam. nung kumidlat eh, napayakap skin. awww. :))
alam mo yung Laboratory gown? mahal ba yun? :p hahaha. kailangan namin sa Chemistry eh. haha. ngayon ko lang napagtanto. magastos ang Chemistry. tsss.
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Hyper sila nung lunch. ako hindi. una, naisip ko. patang useless halos lahat ng effort na ginagawa ko. eh, nakakainis lang rin talaga. have you ever heard of the word tired?
pangalawa, napansin ko kasi, may nang-tri-trip sa akin sa locker. tsss.
pangatlo, undecided. but 75% I cannot go to Eastwood on July 7.
Tapos nung hapon. uhm. wala. medyo kinakabahan ako. una sa lahat, nagsisimula na akong matakot sa mga third year ngayon. (okay lang kung may makabasa, haha.) feeling ko. maraming naiinis sa akin sa batch nila eh. kaya ayun. nakakatakot. hayy. tapos, maingay na raw section namin. so ayun. nakakafrustrate lang. saka isa pa, naiinis ako. bakit yung ibang tao, parang pinapalabas nila na papansin ka. yung iinisin ka pa sa harap ng ibang tao tapos dun sa taong yun parang naiinis namna siya. eh, wala. nakakainis sila.
may iniisip ako ngayon. seryoso. isa itong desisyon. eh, naiinis na naman ako. bakit ba ganun sila? and yes, most of them are my batchmates. bakit? :|
i dont know what's wrong with me. kung meron, i'll try to change myself for the better. pero, parang ewan.. nakakaasar. hayy.
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tomorrow's Wednesday. tell me, where will i get a freakin Atheneum PE shorts? damn.
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na-LSS ako. though it is a tagalog song. love ko ito. super. haha. ako kasi sa isang kanta, i litsen to the lyrics. =)
14- Silent Sanctuary
Inaayos ko ang iyong isipan
Ngunit di ka naman nakikinig
Lahat na ng bagay ay aking ginawa ngunit
Wala parin
Ilang beses ko bang sasabihin na
Wala nang kwenta ang nakaraan
Pero ngayo'y pinipilit
Ikaw lang ang nais kong makasama
Wala na kong gusto pang balikan
Kahit ako'y papiliin ikaw ay umasa
Gusto kong makapiling
Lagi na lang tayo nag-aaway
Kahit di dapat pag-awayan
Tuwing ika'y lumuluha ako'y nasasaktan
Pag nakikita kang ganyan
Sige na, tahan na, dahil mahal na mahal kita
Ikaw lang kasi, maniwala ka
Ikaw lang ang nais kong makasama
Wala na kong gusto pang balikan
Kahit ako'y papiliin ikaw ay umasa
Gusto kang makapiling
Pero bakit ganyan
Tayo ay napaglalaruan
Siguro nga'y sadyang ganyan
Ibibigay ko ang lahat
Pati na rin ang 'yong pangarap
Sasamahan kita kahit saan
Kahit saan
Ikaw lang ang nais kong makasama
Wala na kong gusto pang balikan
Kahit ako'y papiliin ikaw ay umasa
Gusto kong makapiling
Happy Birthday Arielle Reyes. :)
Labels: mood swings, random
palihim
Monday, June 25, 2007
muntik na naman akong ma-late. tssssk. =)
nung math time, inaasar ako. may nag-excuse kasi tapos ayun. hahay. tapos, nung Biology time. umiikot ang oras sa lectures. wala akong thrill na maramdaman ngayon araw. parang wala man lang excitement. nakakainis. nagsasagot ako pero, naiinis ako kasi napakatamlay ng mundo. hahaha.
hanggang hapon, nainis pa rin ako. sabayan pa ng init. maiinis ka naman talaga oo. kaya ayun. wala akong sigla. haha. loko lang si jacklyn eh. may nagpa-sulat kasi sa akin sa slumbook. eh nugn ang tanong na who is your crush. wala akong sagot. gulity raw yun. haha.
CL time. dito ako pinakabadtrip. kasi, isipin mo. may dalwang taong sobang magkalapit yung mukha. yung isa, nagtatakip ng bibig using handkerchief. yung isa naman, nakatakip rin gamit yung pamaypay. eh, napatingin ako sa kanila. nung 1st time, napangiti lang sila at napatingin sa isat-isa. tapos, nung 2nd instance. tumawa na sila tapos, parang nagbulungan. nung 3rd instance. naiinis na talaga ako. pati kasi seatmate ko saka yung isa kong classmate napansin na. kaya ayun. nakakainis.
tapos, nung bago ako umuwi. dahil nagkita-kita pa kami sa may labas ng school. lahat pinansin nung dalawang taong yun maliban sa akin. nakakainis lang. kung papagusapan kasi ako, tas negative pa or funny. sabihin na lang sana.
ayun. ngayon lang ulit ako nainis sa kanya ng ganito. :|
nung math time, inaasar ako. may nag-excuse kasi tapos ayun. hahay. tapos, nung Biology time. umiikot ang oras sa lectures. wala akong thrill na maramdaman ngayon araw. parang wala man lang excitement. nakakainis. nagsasagot ako pero, naiinis ako kasi napakatamlay ng mundo. hahaha.
hanggang hapon, nainis pa rin ako. sabayan pa ng init. maiinis ka naman talaga oo. kaya ayun. wala akong sigla. haha. loko lang si jacklyn eh. may nagpa-sulat kasi sa akin sa slumbook. eh nugn ang tanong na who is your crush. wala akong sagot. gulity raw yun. haha.
CL time. dito ako pinakabadtrip. kasi, isipin mo. may dalwang taong sobang magkalapit yung mukha. yung isa, nagtatakip ng bibig using handkerchief. yung isa naman, nakatakip rin gamit yung pamaypay. eh, napatingin ako sa kanila. nung 1st time, napangiti lang sila at napatingin sa isat-isa. tapos, nung 2nd instance. tumawa na sila tapos, parang nagbulungan. nung 3rd instance. naiinis na talaga ako. pati kasi seatmate ko saka yung isa kong classmate napansin na. kaya ayun. nakakainis.
tapos, nung bago ako umuwi. dahil nagkita-kita pa kami sa may labas ng school. lahat pinansin nung dalawang taong yun maliban sa akin. nakakainis lang. kung papagusapan kasi ako, tas negative pa or funny. sabihin na lang sana.
ayun. ngayon lang ulit ako nainis sa kanya ng ganito. :|
Labels: mood swings
RKBG
Sunday, June 24, 2007
June 24. so it means feast of St. John. REGADA. basaan. =)
it was a rainy day for me. boring too. :)
wala akong makwento, iba na lang.
it's been year.
this time last year. June 24, 2006. around 7 PM. something happened. which I consider only history of my love life. haha. dati, pinagtatanggol ko siya sa lahat. binigay ko lahat. pinaubaya ko sa lahat. inintindi ko siya sa lahat. when he asked me if I can be his bestfriend, I told him I can. I trusted him so much that every single of me, he knew about it.
but then, he proved me wrong. we were like cats and dogs na laging nagaaway. away-bati. hindi nagwork-out. sobrang trust yung binigay ko pero hindi niya sinabi sa akin na ayaw na niya. naglihim lang siya. matatanggap ko sana kung sinabi niya agad. hindi yung he was pretending he love me all along. It hurts to know na sineryoso mo yung isang tao tapos, siya. laro lang sa kanya lahat. and worse, he has a girlfriend that time. hindi ko alam! too late. ganoon na lang. pero, sa lahat ng tao kahit ayaw sa kanya pinagtanggol ko siya. pero, ganoon talaga siya. I thought I can change him but I was wrong. ganoon talaga siya eh.
August 11. it was the end of everything. I talked to him the night before pero di niya ako sinagot ng ayos. So, i let him go. I lost a loved one and the only guy best friend I had for the 14 years of my life. Yes, I admit. he was sweet. he was caring. but 50% of them was pretentions. Hindi kasi nag-work yung ganun. na ako wala akong nililihim tapos siya meron. hindi sana ako magtatanim dati ng sama ng loob sa kanya kung di siya naglihim sa akin. akala ko pa naman, may trust siya. pero wala e.
6 months kami hindi nagusap. He greeted me on my birthday just because he was told of my friend. We only talked again last Feb 07. that time, medyo naiinis pa rin ako sa kanya. And to know na marami pa rin siyang pinaiiyak na babae dahil sabi niya sa akin di pa niya nakikita yung para sa kanya. pero, para sa akin. bahala na siya. he's mature enough to know if he's right or wrong.
as of now, i forgave him already. kaso, hindi na rin ganoon yung trust ko kaya minsan I can't talk to him the way it was before. pero, minsan. nagtetext siya but not anymore phone calls. haha. nakakamiss rin siya minsan as a friend. pero, wala. medyo naiilang ako kasi iba na ngayon sa dati. pero, he can approach me pa rin. sabi ko nga sa kanya dati pa.
but then, he proved me wrong. we were like cats and dogs na laging nagaaway. away-bati. hindi nagwork-out. sobrang trust yung binigay ko pero hindi niya sinabi sa akin na ayaw na niya. naglihim lang siya. matatanggap ko sana kung sinabi niya agad. hindi yung he was pretending he love me all along. It hurts to know na sineryoso mo yung isang tao tapos, siya. laro lang sa kanya lahat. and worse, he has a girlfriend that time. hindi ko alam! too late. ganoon na lang. pero, sa lahat ng tao kahit ayaw sa kanya pinagtanggol ko siya. pero, ganoon talaga siya. I thought I can change him but I was wrong. ganoon talaga siya eh.
August 11. it was the end of everything. I talked to him the night before pero di niya ako sinagot ng ayos. So, i let him go. I lost a loved one and the only guy best friend I had for the 14 years of my life. Yes, I admit. he was sweet. he was caring. but 50% of them was pretentions. Hindi kasi nag-work yung ganun. na ako wala akong nililihim tapos siya meron. hindi sana ako magtatanim dati ng sama ng loob sa kanya kung di siya naglihim sa akin. akala ko pa naman, may trust siya. pero wala e.
6 months kami hindi nagusap. He greeted me on my birthday just because he was told of my friend. We only talked again last Feb 07. that time, medyo naiinis pa rin ako sa kanya. And to know na marami pa rin siyang pinaiiyak na babae dahil sabi niya sa akin di pa niya nakikita yung para sa kanya. pero, para sa akin. bahala na siya. he's mature enough to know if he's right or wrong.
as of now, i forgave him already. kaso, hindi na rin ganoon yung trust ko kaya minsan I can't talk to him the way it was before. pero, minsan. nagtetext siya but not anymore phone calls. haha. nakakamiss rin siya minsan as a friend. pero, wala. medyo naiilang ako kasi iba na ngayon sa dati. pero, he can approach me pa rin. sabi ko nga sa kanya dati pa.
hope he can change for the better. :)
Labels: boring, realizations, rkbg
23rd. :)
Saturday, June 23, 2007
June 23. :)
3YEARS. =)
yes, it was one of the most memorable day. june 23, 2004 to be exact. haha. ayoko na ielaborate. basta, masaya naman ako. umabot ako sa ganito. no regrets. :)
late ako nagising. mga 8:45 na yata. breakfast ko are pineapples. yum yum. :)
may pimples ako sa batok. ewww. :))
ang kulit ni Rocky kanina. hahaha. kasi, yung stat ko kasi. edi ayun. inaasar niya ako. may boyfriend na raw ako tas anniversary daw namin june 23. napakaloko. hahaha. tapos, yun. inasar ko din siya. eh, nagtampo yata sa akin. edi, yun. sorry na Rocky. :(
tapos, andito mga kaklase ni kuya. kumain silang lahat dito.
then. it was a rainy day and also the first CAT day.
tapos, umiyak ako. hahaha. naiinis kasi ako. ewan ko ba, hahaha. wala kasi akong kasama. then, nawala pero ko for no reason na naman. ayun. napaiyak ako. hahaha. ganun talaga pag naiirita na ako ng sobra. iiyak lang.
sabay kami ni dominic pumunta ng SM kaso, dinaanan niya pa si paolo eh.
tapos, ako lang magisa. nakita ko pa sina doc at pao bago sila manood ng sine. gumala lang ako ng gumala sa mall. hahaha. may mga kakilala rin ako na andoon. :)
1 hour and 30 mins ako nagintay sa Sponge Cola. but unfortunately, nadaganan ako. and worse, one song lang ang kinanta sa dami ng taong nagtutulakan at nagkakasakitan.
3YEARS. =)
yes, it was one of the most memorable day. june 23, 2004 to be exact. haha. ayoko na ielaborate. basta, masaya naman ako. umabot ako sa ganito. no regrets. :)
late ako nagising. mga 8:45 na yata. breakfast ko are pineapples. yum yum. :)
may pimples ako sa batok. ewww. :))
ang kulit ni Rocky kanina. hahaha. kasi, yung stat ko kasi. edi ayun. inaasar niya ako. may boyfriend na raw ako tas anniversary daw namin june 23. napakaloko. hahaha. tapos, yun. inasar ko din siya. eh, nagtampo yata sa akin. edi, yun. sorry na Rocky. :(
tapos, andito mga kaklase ni kuya. kumain silang lahat dito.
then. it was a rainy day and also the first CAT day.
tapos, umiyak ako. hahaha. naiinis kasi ako. ewan ko ba, hahaha. wala kasi akong kasama. then, nawala pero ko for no reason na naman. ayun. napaiyak ako. hahaha. ganun talaga pag naiirita na ako ng sobra. iiyak lang.
sabay kami ni dominic pumunta ng SM kaso, dinaanan niya pa si paolo eh.
tapos, ako lang magisa. nakita ko pa sina doc at pao bago sila manood ng sine. gumala lang ako ng gumala sa mall. hahaha. may mga kakilala rin ako na andoon. :)
1 hour and 30 mins ako nagintay sa Sponge Cola. but unfortunately, nadaganan ako. and worse, one song lang ang kinanta sa dami ng taong nagtutulakan at nagkakasakitan.
nung autograph signing
@ human.tapos, kumain ako sa mcdo magisa saglit. haha. tapos, nakita ko na sina doc. libot saglit tapos, umuwi na rin.umuwi na rin. Buti may kasabay na ako. yehey. haha. first time ko lahat sila kasama sa mall. sina paolo, ate dorcas at ate kristel. :) (syempre si doc lagi ko nang kasama yun eh. hahaha.)
habang nasa bus, usap lang sila ng usap sa ___ nila. hahaha. ayun. papahirapan raw ako. Lord, wag sana. wag. :))
there's something weird pala about me, na hanggang ngayon, alam kong ganun ako and at the same time, inaamin ko naman. so it goes this way. except to my older brother, i seldom say "kuya". Kadalasan ito sa mga 1-3 years lang ang old sa akin. ewan ko ba, sa barch ng third year ngayon, di ako nagku-kuya sa mga kilala ko sa kanila. the same with my brother's friends. haha. pero, nagsasabi ako ng "po at opo" pero, ewan ko ba. haha. ganoon rin ako kayna Rocky, Keno, Kean, Lem, Nico, basta. sila. pero, yung iba. nagku-kuya na ako pag mga more than 3 years na yung tanda. haha. weird noh. hahaha. pero, pag ate. basta older. may ate ako. :) ayun. :)
Regada na bukas. =)
night. :)
habang nasa bus, usap lang sila ng usap sa ___ nila. hahaha. ayun. papahirapan raw ako. Lord, wag sana. wag. :))
there's something weird pala about me, na hanggang ngayon, alam kong ganun ako and at the same time, inaamin ko naman. so it goes this way. except to my older brother, i seldom say "kuya". Kadalasan ito sa mga 1-3 years lang ang old sa akin. ewan ko ba, sa barch ng third year ngayon, di ako nagku-kuya sa mga kilala ko sa kanila. the same with my brother's friends. haha. pero, nagsasabi ako ng "po at opo" pero, ewan ko ba. haha. ganoon rin ako kayna Rocky, Keno, Kean, Lem, Nico, basta. sila. pero, yung iba. nagku-kuya na ako pag mga more than 3 years na yung tanda. haha. weird noh. hahaha. pero, pag ate. basta older. may ate ako. :) ayun. :)
Regada na bukas. =)
night. :)
Labels: gig, jba, lovelife, rainy, stories for the day
tomorrow will be fine. :)
Friday, June 22, 2007
fact: inulit ko ang post na ito all over again.
*litsening to the song prinsesa*
1 night more to sleep and yes. its June 23. haha. 3 years. :)
this day was not that good for me, but thank you God. thank for the people who made me smile. Thanks to him. =)
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my day doesn't start that good.
first of all. my older brother woke up early. he told me, to wait for him. uhh. nakakainis. ang tagal niya kaya maligo. eh, almost seven na tapos, may ipriprint pa pala siya na super haba. tapos, yun. medyo nabadtrip na kasi ako kaya nauna na ako. haha. ba naman, dumating na ako sa school ng 7:40. badtrip. tapos, nakasalubong ko pa yung division head nun. nakataas kilay sa akin e. hahaha. so there, muntikan na ako ma-late. late nga pasa ko ng assignment ko e.
muntikan na akong umiyak nung TLE time namin. i failed our first seatwork. oo, hindi ko naintindihan yung lesson. pero, ang ikaiiyak ko sana yung asta na parang ang bobo ko na, porket bagsak ako. so yun. nakakaiyak lang kasi, parang minaliit lang ako for thw fact na hindi ko naintindihan ng ganun yung lesson. so ayun. nakakalungkot eh. hehehe. Big thanks to my two seatmates, I was able to control my sadness. (sa bahay na ako umiyak)
My Biology was full of wrong spellings. uhh. poor thing. :(
During our Filipino class, something happened to our teacher so, we just made her happy.
Chemistry time. Thanks God I understand the lesson better than the way it was explained before. haha. Hope, everything between us and our Chemitry techer will be fine. :)
My social studies quiz was pretty nice. :)
Math time was fun. It was almost free time. haha. though we made a little noise, wala kaming seatwork. Bonding times yun e. hahaha. labas at gala lang kami ng gala sa corridor. sila kasi eh. and so with Geometry, almost free time lang. hahaha. pero, mas maya ako nung geom. nung papuntang faculty. yihee. :))
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Before I took the exam in Angles. someone talked to me at our room. in front of Ms. Carla, and to be serious, oo. ang saya saya ko noon. oo, super saya. =)
The entrance exam of The Angles this year was a way easier that last year but still, i find it difficult. hahaha. Good luck to me.
"how can you make a difference?" -- essay question. nice. :)
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I went home with Ate Addah, Ate Clarisse, Anelom. Thanks. :)
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And now, it is so freaking. i mean, the internet connection or the DSL. napakabagal. blogger na nga lang, 5 minsan bago mabuksan ang isang page. tsss. naiinis na ako. hahaha.
I am craving for pineapples. Please. :))
Matuloy kaya ako sa SM bukas?
Sira digicam. sure na. at oo, nangungulila ako. =(
First CAT nila bukas. Good luck to them. :)
tomorrow was one of the best days of my life. sana okay ako. :)
*still litsening to prinsesa*
*litsening to the song prinsesa*
1 night more to sleep and yes. its June 23. haha. 3 years. :)
this day was not that good for me, but thank you God. thank for the people who made me smile. Thanks to him. =)
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my day doesn't start that good.
first of all. my older brother woke up early. he told me, to wait for him. uhh. nakakainis. ang tagal niya kaya maligo. eh, almost seven na tapos, may ipriprint pa pala siya na super haba. tapos, yun. medyo nabadtrip na kasi ako kaya nauna na ako. haha. ba naman, dumating na ako sa school ng 7:40. badtrip. tapos, nakasalubong ko pa yung division head nun. nakataas kilay sa akin e. hahaha. so there, muntikan na ako ma-late. late nga pasa ko ng assignment ko e.
muntikan na akong umiyak nung TLE time namin. i failed our first seatwork. oo, hindi ko naintindihan yung lesson. pero, ang ikaiiyak ko sana yung asta na parang ang bobo ko na, porket bagsak ako. so yun. nakakaiyak lang kasi, parang minaliit lang ako for thw fact na hindi ko naintindihan ng ganun yung lesson. so ayun. nakakalungkot eh. hehehe. Big thanks to my two seatmates, I was able to control my sadness. (sa bahay na ako umiyak)
My Biology was full of wrong spellings. uhh. poor thing. :(
During our Filipino class, something happened to our teacher so, we just made her happy.
Chemistry time. Thanks God I understand the lesson better than the way it was explained before. haha. Hope, everything between us and our Chemitry techer will be fine. :)
My social studies quiz was pretty nice. :)
Math time was fun. It was almost free time. haha. though we made a little noise, wala kaming seatwork. Bonding times yun e. hahaha. labas at gala lang kami ng gala sa corridor. sila kasi eh. and so with Geometry, almost free time lang. hahaha. pero, mas maya ako nung geom. nung papuntang faculty. yihee. :))
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Before I took the exam in Angles. someone talked to me at our room. in front of Ms. Carla, and to be serious, oo. ang saya saya ko noon. oo, super saya. =)
The entrance exam of The Angles this year was a way easier that last year but still, i find it difficult. hahaha. Good luck to me.
"how can you make a difference?" -- essay question. nice. :)
- - - -
I went home with Ate Addah, Ate Clarisse, Anelom. Thanks. :)
- - - -
And now, it is so freaking. i mean, the internet connection or the DSL. napakabagal. blogger na nga lang, 5 minsan bago mabuksan ang isang page. tsss. naiinis na ako. hahaha.
I am craving for pineapples. Please. :))
Matuloy kaya ako sa SM bukas?
Sira digicam. sure na. at oo, nangungulila ako. =(
First CAT nila bukas. Good luck to them. :)
tomorrow was one of the best days of my life. sana okay ako. :)
*still litsening to prinsesa*
Labels: dsl failure, kilig moments, mood swings, random
expecttheunexpected
Thursday, June 21, 2007
then let me say, im busy again. but i'll still post.
first, ngayon ko lang naisip. dati pa ako nahilig sa blogging. my first blog was a friendster blog. super dami ng posts ko dun actually, it reached about 200 i think. but because of a certain reason and because of a certain person, gumawa ako ng blogspot. haha. ayun. :)
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you may wonder why expect the unexpected instead of do not expect the expected.
Irritated yet Smiling.
Have you ever experienced you’re expecting something but still you’re not sure of what is going to happen? Or have you felt that you want or need something badly yet you cannot have it? Or that you waited for something to happen yet it was not for you.
Me? I did. And that made me clueless for this day. My day was freaking okay. Yes, it was okay but it was so freaking. I am so irritated. And I do not know why. It seems that I cant really cope up with our lessons (I am not saying all subjects) but some, I find them hard to understand. I find them hard to study.
Kanina, gusto ko na umiyak. Ewan ko ba, feeling ko ang bobo ko na. (sorry for the term) pero, yun yung nafifeel ko. Bakit parang hindi ko maintindihan lahat ng lessons? Yung kahit anong gawin ko? Naiintindihan ko naman, nakikinig naman ako. Kaya lang may factor sa akin na naiirita ako. Bakit parang sila nadadalian pa sa lessons, tapos ako parang hirap na hirap na.
Kanina, medyo nagtampo ako sa isang classmate ko. Tampo lang naman, nayabagan ako by the way he talked to me, parang ang galling na niya tapos ako, bumagsak na ganoon. Minsan naman kasi talaga may weakness ang tao dib a, so kung yun yung weakness ko, ano magagawa ko? K
But anyway, okay na rin ako. But I am still asking myself why do I always dream and thinking of something will happen when in reality, I am not sure if it will be real. Hay. Buhay nga naman. Nagiging loner na naman ako. Realizations. =(
Anyway, busy ako. Aral mode. I will take the entrance exam tomorrow. hahaha. okay lang kung bagsak ulit. atleats, nagtry ulit ako. haha.
bigla kong naalala yung poem na ginawa ko noon. (january 9, 2007)
First Road
I found a road simple but full of mystery.
I have been there once. I have been there to stare and wait.
There were so many cars that passed by so I can’t pass through it.
But I find nothing but a devastated road.
I try to move away my car and find another road to cross.
I try to look and wait until I find a new road for me.
I try to find better bridge than what I first saw.
But all I find was my car going back to the still same road I left behind.
Happy Birthday Pamela Nicolas. :)
Belated Happy Birthday Christelle Laudato. :) (june 20)
--> 2 days before June 23. :)
Labels: realizations, stories for the day
3 days before 3 years. :)
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
i think thats the best title i can give. haha.
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the day revolves around arguements since last night.
i watched PBB last night. haha. and seriously speaking, i think Wendy shouldn't act that way. yun. basta yun. Kung ganoon man siguro talaga yung ugali niya, then let it be. pero, nakakasakit talaga siya ng ibang tao. i mean it.
then i woke up. Gaaaaahd. my stomach is aching. haha. nakakainis. tapos, yun. went to school and those stuffs.
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argumentation # 1: PE UNIFORM
today is our scheduled PE day. i wore my Atheneum shirt, but i worn my jersey shorts because my shorts last school year were already too short for me, and to small for the waistline and so with the hips. and mind you, since summer were asking the school office if they have shorts. Yes, they do have but.. the hell! who would care to wear PE shorts that sizes were for prep children? and those freaking jogging pants that the sizes ranges to XL-3L. oh my God. haha.
so there, as what i've said. i was not wearing the proper shorts. then, our division head came into our classroom. I honestly told her I wasn't wearing the correct attire of shorts. haha. then our division head said, "joy, go down stairs. now! get a jogging pant if there were no shorts. now!"
7:30 AM yun. kasama ko si Alyssa. so as expected. wala naman talaga, tiningnan pa namin. and heck wala dun. haha.
then yun. haha. medyo badtrip na rin ako. naiirita. hahaha. pero, okay na. sabi ni Ms Vidal last week na raw namin yun. (maliban sa players i think) but hell. have i told you I AM a frustrated athlete?
argumentation # 2
Biology class. our teacher in Biology was not my adviser, hence, she was the adviser of the other section in Second year. naiinis raw siya sa section namin kasi yung mga not in proper unform raw sa kabilang section eh nagkarecord sa division head. tapos, sa amin raw wala man lang pumunta. (di kami pinapunta adviser eh. :p)
wala. nakaka-down lang ng feeling. bakit raw honor student tapos, walang uniform. hayy. pero, ok na rin. i know its rules. hahaha.
argumentation # 3
chemistry. so yun. metric system. i really never like any field of Science. haha. except Science of Grade School. hahaha. But in high school? Chemistry, Bio I and Bio II kills me. hahaha.
argumentation # 4
mainit di ba? so anong gagawin mo? magdadala ka ng pamaypay di ba? ( i mean, yung kahoy. or what.) so di ba? obviously, lahat tayo naiinitan. so question is, nagpapahiram ako if im not using it. i do not need it, or i am already finshed using it. at bakit kailangan hablutin ang pamaypay na gamit ang isang tao? i mean, nagpapaypay ako di ba. so why do have to get it immediately and take note, hindi siya nagpaalam! aba naman. hahaha. hindi tama yun ah. nainis ako dun. haha.
argumentation # 5
tonight is my last night to think about if i would takeagain for the second time, the Angles entrance exam. seriously talaga. since I was in Grade 6. gusto ko na sumali sa Angles. kaso, nung grade 6 ako. sa mismong araw ng exam. di ako nakakuha, a emergency happened. nung first year ako, obviously, bumagsak ako. haha. frustrated writer ako. sayang. but seriuosly, yun yung gusto ko. sa sobrang daldal ko kasi, ganun ako. gusto ko yung nagkwekwento and stuffs. or it goes this way. it was my form of speaking about my thoughts. problems. or basta, haha. ano? mageexam ba ako? :(
argumentation # 6
the last one. pakielamera na to call me, but its fine with me, haha. pero, nagbasa kasi ako sa Msg Archive ng cousin ko. dont worry, conversations lang nila nung isang tao. hehe. at dito ako nagulat. June 9 yun. aroung 1 PM. haha. "c joy??" nagulat ako dun eh. hahaha. nakakakilig. :">
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anyway. events events.
Our first PE. were not able to finish because we ran out of time. saka may sermon eh. haha. tyhe next thing, i got low at our quiz in Computer. but luckily, i scored nice in our Filipino Quiz. then, I was really inspired during our SS class. (afternoon. hulaan mo. :p) then. ayun. magaaral na ulti ako ngayon. :)
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3 days before 3 years. yeah. if i really do not love him that much. he was not my crush for these long. haha. love can wait! :) June 23 is fast approaching! woooo. <3
--> 3 days before June 23. :)
- - - -
the day revolves around arguements since last night.
i watched PBB last night. haha. and seriously speaking, i think Wendy shouldn't act that way. yun. basta yun. Kung ganoon man siguro talaga yung ugali niya, then let it be. pero, nakakasakit talaga siya ng ibang tao. i mean it.
then i woke up. Gaaaaahd. my stomach is aching. haha. nakakainis. tapos, yun. went to school and those stuffs.
- - - -
argumentation # 1: PE UNIFORM
today is our scheduled PE day. i wore my Atheneum shirt, but i worn my jersey shorts because my shorts last school year were already too short for me, and to small for the waistline and so with the hips. and mind you, since summer were asking the school office if they have shorts. Yes, they do have but.. the hell! who would care to wear PE shorts that sizes were for prep children? and those freaking jogging pants that the sizes ranges to XL-3L. oh my God. haha.
so there, as what i've said. i was not wearing the proper shorts. then, our division head came into our classroom. I honestly told her I wasn't wearing the correct attire of shorts. haha. then our division head said, "joy, go down stairs. now! get a jogging pant if there were no shorts. now!"
7:30 AM yun. kasama ko si Alyssa. so as expected. wala naman talaga, tiningnan pa namin. and heck wala dun. haha.
then yun. haha. medyo badtrip na rin ako. naiirita. hahaha. pero, okay na. sabi ni Ms Vidal last week na raw namin yun. (maliban sa players i think) but hell. have i told you I AM a frustrated athlete?
argumentation # 2
Biology class. our teacher in Biology was not my adviser, hence, she was the adviser of the other section in Second year. naiinis raw siya sa section namin kasi yung mga not in proper unform raw sa kabilang section eh nagkarecord sa division head. tapos, sa amin raw wala man lang pumunta. (di kami pinapunta adviser eh. :p)
wala. nakaka-down lang ng feeling. bakit raw honor student tapos, walang uniform. hayy. pero, ok na rin. i know its rules. hahaha.
argumentation # 3
chemistry. so yun. metric system. i really never like any field of Science. haha. except Science of Grade School. hahaha. But in high school? Chemistry, Bio I and Bio II kills me. hahaha.
argumentation # 4
mainit di ba? so anong gagawin mo? magdadala ka ng pamaypay di ba? ( i mean, yung kahoy. or what.) so di ba? obviously, lahat tayo naiinitan. so question is, nagpapahiram ako if im not using it. i do not need it, or i am already finshed using it. at bakit kailangan hablutin ang pamaypay na gamit ang isang tao? i mean, nagpapaypay ako di ba. so why do have to get it immediately and take note, hindi siya nagpaalam! aba naman. hahaha. hindi tama yun ah. nainis ako dun. haha.
argumentation # 5
tonight is my last night to think about if i would take
argumentation # 6
the last one. pakielamera na to call me, but its fine with me, haha. pero, nagbasa kasi ako sa Msg Archive ng cousin ko. dont worry, conversations lang nila nung isang tao. hehe. at dito ako nagulat. June 9 yun. aroung 1 PM. haha. "c joy??" nagulat ako dun eh. hahaha. nakakakilig. :">
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anyway. events events.
Our first PE. were not able to finish because we ran out of time. saka may sermon eh. haha. tyhe next thing, i got low at our quiz in Computer. but luckily, i scored nice in our Filipino Quiz. then, I was really inspired during our SS class. (afternoon. hulaan mo. :p) then. ayun. magaaral na ulti ako ngayon. :)
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3 days before 3 years. yeah. if i really do not love him that much. he was not my crush for these long. haha. love can wait! :) June 23 is fast approaching! woooo. <3
--> 3 days before June 23. :)
Labels: decisions, random, stories for the day
inspired?
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
so tell me, am i inspired or not? =)
seriously, yes. everyone have their own inspiration. God, Family, Friends, Idols, special someones, or any people you look up to, you can call them inspirations. :)
my story goes this way..
8:15 AM. Math Class.
Gio: Bio nga pala next subject no.
Joy: ayy. oo nga no. patay, hindi ko nakuha sa locker. haha.
*went to the teacher*
Joy: pwede po laumabas?
Teacher: Sige, nagchecheck naman ako.
*because of my fright to be seen by the division head, i walked fast. hahaha. and when i returned at our classroom.*
Gio: *tawa ng tawa* joy, alam mo ba, nung lumabas ka. may tumingin sayo. haha.
Joy: o? talaga? sino naman?
Gio: *sinabi yung name.*
Joy: wehhh. ___. ewan ko nga sayo. hahaha.
Gio: Jacklyn, ayaw maniwala o. sabihin mo nga.
Jacklyn: *serious* Oo nga joy. lumingon sayo. yihee.
Joy: malamang, kung ikaw rin naman may makikita kang dadaan lilingunin mo rin di ba. hahaha.
tapos, basta yun. haha. seriously, kinikilig ako nun. =)
then, Filipino-SS time. (mga around 10 AM)
eh, basta masaya eh. bakit ba? hahaha. :">
Chemistry. hayy. medyo nalabuan ako dito. basta, im not saying anything against the teacher, pero as in talaga, since naturo samin yung conversion ng metric system were following the same rules, i think since i was in grade 5? tapos, ayun. kanina medyo iba naturo.
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fast forward natin. lunch. =)
its a lot of fun. :)) ngayon lang ulit kami nag-ingay ng ganun. siguro, di na kami nahiya na ipakita namin ang aming tunay na kaingayan. hahaha. joke lang. so ayun, ang saya. same lunch time
with the other section. ngayon lang ulit ako ganun kaingay. tawa nga kami ng tawa eh. kahit ako, hahaha. nakakatawa. hahaha. =))
"psst. ssst. stt." --sino kaya sinabihan nun? :p
tapos, may 10 mins break. :p
kwininentuhan ko si Alyssa about my lovelife. haha. (ako ay nagpapaypay). Sabi naman ni Alyssa kung nakatingin ako sa room ng _____. Sabi ko hindi, bakit? sabi niya. para raw may nakatingin samin. pero, ginagamit yung pamaypay niya para di namin mahalatang tinitingnan kami. ayy tama ba yun? :p
tapos, ayun. hahaha. :))
yiheee joy. :>
- - - -
2 Quizzes tomorrow. 2 Assignments. and some stuffs. haha. magbabasa ulit ako mamaya. :)
--> 4 days before June 23. :)
seriously, yes. everyone have their own inspiration. God, Family, Friends, Idols, special someones, or any people you look up to, you can call them inspirations. :)
my story goes this way..
8:15 AM. Math Class.
Gio: Bio nga pala next subject no.
Joy: ayy. oo nga no. patay, hindi ko nakuha sa locker. haha.
*went to the teacher*
Joy: pwede po laumabas?
Teacher: Sige, nagchecheck naman ako.
*because of my fright to be seen by the division head, i walked fast. hahaha. and when i returned at our classroom.*
Gio: *tawa ng tawa* joy, alam mo ba, nung lumabas ka. may tumingin sayo. haha.
Joy: o? talaga? sino naman?
Gio: *sinabi yung name.*
Joy: wehhh. ___. ewan ko nga sayo. hahaha.
Gio: Jacklyn, ayaw maniwala o. sabihin mo nga.
Jacklyn: *serious* Oo nga joy. lumingon sayo. yihee.
Joy: malamang, kung ikaw rin naman may makikita kang dadaan lilingunin mo rin di ba. hahaha.
tapos, basta yun. haha. seriously, kinikilig ako nun. =)
then, Filipino-SS time. (mga around 10 AM)
eh, basta masaya eh. bakit ba? hahaha. :">
Chemistry. hayy. medyo nalabuan ako dito. basta, im not saying anything against the teacher, pero as in talaga, since naturo samin yung conversion ng metric system were following the same rules, i think since i was in grade 5? tapos, ayun. kanina medyo iba naturo.
- - - - -
fast forward natin. lunch. =)
its a lot of fun. :)) ngayon lang ulit kami nag-ingay ng ganun. siguro, di na kami nahiya na ipakita namin ang aming tunay na kaingayan. hahaha. joke lang. so ayun, ang saya. same lunch time
with the other section. ngayon lang ulit ako ganun kaingay. tawa nga kami ng tawa eh. kahit ako, hahaha. nakakatawa. hahaha. =))
"psst. ssst. stt." --sino kaya sinabihan nun? :p
tapos, may 10 mins break. :p
kwininentuhan ko si Alyssa about my lovelife. haha. (ako ay nagpapaypay). Sabi naman ni Alyssa kung nakatingin ako sa room ng _____. Sabi ko hindi, bakit? sabi niya. para raw may nakatingin samin. pero, ginagamit yung pamaypay niya para di namin mahalatang tinitingnan kami. ayy tama ba yun? :p
tapos, ayun. hahaha. :))
yiheee joy. :>
- - - -
2 Quizzes tomorrow. 2 Assignments. and some stuffs. haha. magbabasa ulit ako mamaya. :)
--> 4 days before June 23. :)
Labels: inspired, kilig moments, stories for the day
kaya ayun. :p
Monday, June 18, 2007
again, cant think of a title.
last night, i was not able to blog, kasi, nagtopak router namin. hahaha. pero, medyo okay na rin siya kahit papaano. :)
june 17
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY! =)
yeah. my parents are separated. but i still greeted my dad through YM. thats the only way i know. hahaha. but he did not reply until now, dont know if he already read it.
anyway, i just stayed home yesterday. i did studied my lessons. haha. and i did research for our homework in Computer. haha. atleast, di ba. ;p
yestearday, there were some classmates of my brother sa house, tapos. umalis sila. haha. ang saya eh. haha. just kidding. :))
then, there where so many people who reacted about my status yesterday. hahaha. ayun. :)
then i just go photoshopping out of boredom. watched tv. slept 11 PM. :)
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june 18.
first monday at school. :)
all i can say, happy. haha. pero, unfortunately. medyo mababa nakuha ko kanina sa SW namin sa Math. uhh, wrong method to solve ang ginamit ko. haha. i though kasi, pwede siya. so yun. medyo mababa ako. hayy. next time. =)
tapos, nung lunch. nagulat ako. i saw my mom at the canteen. haha. eh kung ano ano pa naman ang pinaggagawa ko nun on the way to the canteen. hahaha. nakakagulat e. haha. unexpected. =)
tapos, ayun. para akong mama's girl kasi hanggang 3rd floor, im with my mom. hahaha. :))
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may kamukha raw ako na transferee sa 1st year sa unang tingin? seryoso? :)
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simula na ng batian ng 3rd year sa 4th year kanina. ayun. =)
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i dont really got bored. nakakairita lang kasi, mainit sa room. hayy. :(
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CL time. haha. lagot ako. classmates ko kasi eh, ang da-daldal. hahaha. yan tuloy. :))
joooooooy raw. pati nung english time. nilagyan pa ng malice yung brother-in-law, eh compund noun naman talaga yun di ba? =)
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tas nagreserch pa rin ako ngayon, tapos, magbabasa na ulit ng Biology mamaya. :)
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may year book na nga pala ako nung batch namin. (actually last thursday pa, nakalimutan ko na) hahaha. so ayun. :) eto cover. :)
to be honest, mas nagustuhan ko yung sa batch nina kuya. :p pero okay na rin siya. =)
sige. ayun. :))last night, i was not able to blog, kasi, nagtopak router namin. hahaha. pero, medyo okay na rin siya kahit papaano. :)
june 17
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY! =)
yeah. my parents are separated. but i still greeted my dad through YM. thats the only way i know. hahaha. but he did not reply until now, dont know if he already read it.
anyway, i just stayed home yesterday. i did studied my lessons. haha. and i did research for our homework in Computer. haha. atleast, di ba. ;p
yestearday, there were some classmates of my brother sa house, tapos. umalis sila. haha. ang saya eh. haha. just kidding. :))
then, there where so many people who reacted about my status yesterday. hahaha. ayun. :)
then i just go photoshopping out of boredom. watched tv. slept 11 PM. :)
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june 18.
first monday at school. :)
all i can say, happy. haha. pero, unfortunately. medyo mababa nakuha ko kanina sa SW namin sa Math. uhh, wrong method to solve ang ginamit ko. haha. i though kasi, pwede siya. so yun. medyo mababa ako. hayy. next time. =)
tapos, nung lunch. nagulat ako. i saw my mom at the canteen. haha. eh kung ano ano pa naman ang pinaggagawa ko nun on the way to the canteen. hahaha. nakakagulat e. haha. unexpected. =)
tapos, ayun. para akong mama's girl kasi hanggang 3rd floor, im with my mom. hahaha. :))
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may kamukha raw ako na transferee sa 1st year sa unang tingin? seryoso? :)
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simula na ng batian ng 3rd year sa 4th year kanina. ayun. =)
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i dont really got bored. nakakairita lang kasi, mainit sa room. hayy. :(
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CL time. haha. lagot ako. classmates ko kasi eh, ang da-daldal. hahaha. yan tuloy. :))
joooooooy raw. pati nung english time. nilagyan pa ng malice yung brother-in-law, eh compund noun naman talaga yun di ba? =)
- - - -
tas nagreserch pa rin ako ngayon, tapos, magbabasa na ulit ng Biology mamaya. :)
- - - -
may year book na nga pala ako nung batch namin. (actually last thursday pa, nakalimutan ko na) hahaha. so ayun. :) eto cover. :)
to be honest, mas nagustuhan ko yung sa batch nina kuya. :p pero okay na rin siya. =)
Labels: boring, dsl failure, random, stories for the day
. . . .
Saturday, June 16, 2007
kinakabahan ako ngayon. 7:09 PM.
nasira ko yata Laptop ni kuya. mali yata pagrestart ko.
naginternet lang ako maghapon. nagresearch.
what a gloomy day it was.
nasira ko yata Laptop ni kuya. mali yata pagrestart ko.
naginternet lang ako maghapon. nagresearch.
what a gloomy day it was.
Labels: kabado, stories for the day
selfishness strikes you
Friday, June 15, 2007
mood swings. but definitely. i can keep things all my self.
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my morning startedbad not as good as what i expected. early in the morning. i was eating breakfast, and yes. i was crying. crying. i am crying.
so there. it was one of my irritated mornings before going to school.
but because, i am in school. i need to change my mood. i find things that are good to see. i find things that can make me laugh.
i dont know but why is that happening to me. i dont know what the heck is wrong with him. haha. pero, ayun. haha. :)
i am starting to be scared. Subject: Comptuer. hahaha. :))
anyway, nabadtrip na ako nung lunch namin. haha. it is so irritating, embarassing and sad. being scolded in front of a crowd. i mean, crowd in school. pota.
then. mas lalo pa akong nabatrip. at lalong nabadtrip. thank God i know how to control my feelings, hindi ako napaiyak. kasi, kung nasa nahay ko nun. baka iyak na ako ng isa. i really really hate the way he was. he really pisses me off.
but still. find something taht will make you smile.
7 times since Wednesday, 7 persons have already told me, na chain reaction nga yung nangyayari. nakatingin ako, iiwas tingin siya. nakatingin siya, iiwas tingin ako. at ganoon lang ng ganoon. hahaha. cool :)
tapos, bored ako nung hapon. pero, masaya. :))
ang saya pala ng section namin. ang saya. haha. ayy muntik na ako matisod kanina sa corridor. haha. i mean, masubsob. hahaha. :))
then, after dismissal. mcdonald's noveleta. daming tao! ang init! bonding =)
tapos, umuwi ako mga 5:45.
tapos, eto. nagiinternet pa rin. kakain na :)
- - - -
my morning started
so there. it was one of my irritated mornings before going to school.
but because, i am in school. i need to change my mood. i find things that are good to see. i find things that can make me laugh.
i dont know but why is that happening to me. i dont know what the heck is wrong with him. haha. pero, ayun. haha. :)
i am starting to be scared. Subject: Comptuer. hahaha. :))
anyway, nabadtrip na ako nung lunch namin. haha. it is so irritating, embarassing and sad. being scolded in front of a crowd. i mean, crowd in school. pota.
then. mas lalo pa akong nabatrip. at lalong nabadtrip. thank God i know how to control my feelings, hindi ako napaiyak. kasi, kung nasa nahay ko nun. baka iyak na ako ng isa. i really really hate the way he was. he really pisses me off.
but still. find something taht will make you smile.
7 times since Wednesday, 7 persons have already told me, na chain reaction nga yung nangyayari. nakatingin ako, iiwas tingin siya. nakatingin siya, iiwas tingin ako. at ganoon lang ng ganoon. hahaha. cool :)
tapos, bored ako nung hapon. pero, masaya. :))
ang saya pala ng section namin. ang saya. haha. ayy muntik na ako matisod kanina sa corridor. haha. i mean, masubsob. hahaha. :))
then, after dismissal. mcdonald's noveleta. daming tao! ang init! bonding =)
tapos, umuwi ako mga 5:45.
tapos, eto. nagiinternet pa rin. kakain na :)
Labels: bad mood, mood swings, stories for the day
...
Thursday, June 14, 2007
i cant think of a title.
but i was still clueless.
i arrived school 6:40. then someone approached me before i enetered my room. sorry raw kung hindi siya nagrereply sa mga text messages ko. hehe. ayos lang naman yun. haha. pero, iba na rin talaga tingin namin sa isa't-isa. nagabgo na lahat. he wasn't my guy best friend anymore. pero, okay na sa akin yung nagka-ayos kami kahit bago man lang maghiwalay landas namin. haha.
so much for that. haha. i find my day boring but okay lang rin. still, im still not comfortable with my seat. nakakailang kasi. haha. okay naman seatmate ko e. problem is the person i am encountering with my seat. haha. basta, ilang beses na rin talaga. ewan ko ba kung sadya niya. haha.
i feel okay kanina. not being proud and mayabang. pero, kanina. wala. natutuwa ako. haha. basta. hahaha. =)
Our teacher in Chemistry corrected that there is no such 1 whole index card. haha. =)
then, second day. lagot na agad kami sa adviser namin. Our section already had a bad feeling that when our section made a mistake nung hapon. kay Miss Carla lahat ng sisi. :(
- - -
anyway. my cousin had a visitors. oo, classmates niya. grabe. :"> hahaha.
yun. my mind wasn't working too much at this moment.
but i was still clueless.
i arrived school 6:40. then someone approached me before i enetered my room. sorry raw kung hindi siya nagrereply sa mga text messages ko. hehe. ayos lang naman yun. haha. pero, iba na rin talaga tingin namin sa isa't-isa. nagabgo na lahat. he wasn't my guy best friend anymore. pero, okay na sa akin yung nagka-ayos kami kahit bago man lang maghiwalay landas namin. haha.
so much for that. haha. i find my day boring but okay lang rin. still, im still not comfortable with my seat. nakakailang kasi. haha. okay naman seatmate ko e. problem is the person i am encountering with my seat. haha. basta, ilang beses na rin talaga. ewan ko ba kung sadya niya. haha.
i feel okay kanina. not being proud and mayabang. pero, kanina. wala. natutuwa ako. haha. basta. hahaha. =)
Our teacher in Chemistry corrected that there is no such 1 whole index card. haha. =)
then, second day. lagot na agad kami sa adviser namin. Our section already had a bad feeling that when our section made a mistake nung hapon. kay Miss Carla lahat ng sisi. :(
- - -
anyway. my cousin had a visitors. oo, classmates niya. grabe. :"> hahaha.
yun. my mind wasn't working too much at this moment.
Labels: random, stories for the day
first day. last cry?
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
my daw left me CLUELESS. to make it one word.
three words? bored. nanghihinayang. naguguluhan.
nahirapan rin pala ako matulog kagabi. hay. hay. 11:30 PM nakatulog. nagising ng1 AM. nakatulog ulit ng 2:30 AM. haha. anyway. =)
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4:56 AM ako nagising. kakatext lang ng isa sa mga close friends ko nun from other school. tapos, naginternet ako saglit. kumain ng spag. naligo. nag-ayos muli ng gamit. uhh. nag-ayos ng sarili. nanood sandali ng tv at mga 6:15? umalis na kami nga bahay. pucha. ano aga ano? =)
pagdating ng school, as expected. makalat doon sa may ginagawang court at stage. tapos, akalain mo, sa buong second year. ako unang dumating. :) astig talaga. :)
tapos, yun. nagingay na rin ako. nag-ayos ng locker. nagkipagkwnetuhan, tawanan. naiintan. nagtutuksuhan. nagchichismisan. nagpapaalam sa mga hindi kaklase. kaya ayun =)
tapos. Platinum nga pala ako. adviser: Ms. Carla Cuevas. G 13 ako. =)
tapos, ayun. alam mo yun. yung mga ginagawa pag first day. school rules. classroom rules. pakilala ng transferees. copying of requirements. etc. etc. :)) kakatamad kaya. :))
ano pa ba, ayun. break time tapos ganun ulit. yung mga normal na ginagawa pag first day with your adviser . hahaha. :))
tapos, chemistry teacher. she's fine. kaso, weird. yung 1 whole index card. meron daw. di ko pa nakikita eh. =)
tapos, filipino, okay lang rin. same with Biology teacher kaso, inasar nila ako eh. iiyak raw ako ulit pag nagka-reporting. hahaha. then, THE teacher, medyo kinabahan ako sa subject niya. hahaha. English teaher was nice. and so, with Social studies and PEHM. haha. =))
basta bored ako. wala ako sa sarili ko. inaantok. =)
- - -
maiba tayo.
clueless. nanghihinayang.
pag ba mahal mo ang isang tao, kahit minsan, sabihin mo na wala ka ng mararamdaman sa kanya. kahit buong puso mo, wala ka ng makikita pa na hihigit sa kanya? yung tipong, kahit minsan may nakikita ka ng iba, hindi pa rin nila mapantyan yung pagmamahal mo sa isang taong, tatlong taon na? masakit nga ba kung itatry mo ulit masaktan?
napaisip ka? ako rin po eh. :)
explain ko, may nakapgsabi sa akin kanina, iba raw ang move on sa let go(over it). paano?
pag sinabi mo raw move on ka na, ibig sabihin. nilubyan mo lang siya. okay na sayo yung ganun. nabuhay ka rin ng wala siya. pero alam mo sa sarili mo na wala na ring makakahigit sa kanya kahit anong mangyari. hihintayin mo pa rin siya.
pag sinabi raw let go or over it. tanggap mo na. okay na sayo lahat. wala ka nang pakialam kung meron na siyang iba o wala. as in over na. okay lang rin sayo kahit magbreak sila. di ka na masasaktan. parang ganun. basta, wala na talaga yung feelings. open ka pa sa iba.
pero guess what kung ano sinabi ko noon.
"naka-move on na ako eh."
its been 3 months. 3 months composed of 90 days. within that 90 days i've learned many things. oo, lovelife ito. ang dami kong nakaya sa 90 days na yun. until now, fresh pa rin sa memory ko ang araw na yun. how did it molded me to be strong.
but still, even how strong you are. if you really love them. it will take time. and until now, ang masasabi ko lang. oo, bakit ikaw pa rin? :(
- - -
naguguluhan
friends and familiy matters. family matters? gulo nila. friends? i dont know kung ako ba yung nagbago or what. so ayun.
di ako masyadong napagod physically. utak ko nagana. kakaisip. haha.
anyway,
yun lang =)
three words? bored. nanghihinayang. naguguluhan.
nahirapan rin pala ako matulog kagabi. hay. hay. 11:30 PM nakatulog. nagising ng1 AM. nakatulog ulit ng 2:30 AM. haha. anyway. =)
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4:56 AM ako nagising. kakatext lang ng isa sa mga close friends ko nun from other school. tapos, naginternet ako saglit. kumain ng spag. naligo. nag-ayos muli ng gamit. uhh. nag-ayos ng sarili. nanood sandali ng tv at mga 6:15? umalis na kami nga bahay. pucha. ano aga ano? =)
pagdating ng school, as expected. makalat doon sa may ginagawang court at stage. tapos, akalain mo, sa buong second year. ako unang dumating. :) astig talaga. :)
tapos, yun. nagingay na rin ako. nag-ayos ng locker. nagkipagkwnetuhan, tawanan. naiintan. nagtutuksuhan. nagchichismisan. nagpapaalam sa mga hindi kaklase. kaya ayun =)
tapos. Platinum nga pala ako. adviser: Ms. Carla Cuevas. G 13 ako. =)
tapos, ayun. alam mo yun. yung mga ginagawa pag first day. school rules. classroom rules. pakilala ng transferees. copying of requirements. etc. etc. :)) kakatamad kaya. :))
ano pa ba, ayun. break time tapos ganun ulit. yung mga normal na ginagawa pag first day with your adviser . hahaha. :))
tapos, chemistry teacher. she's fine. kaso, weird. yung 1 whole index card. meron daw. di ko pa nakikita eh. =)
tapos, filipino, okay lang rin. same with Biology teacher kaso, inasar nila ako eh. iiyak raw ako ulit pag nagka-reporting. hahaha. then, THE teacher, medyo kinabahan ako sa subject niya. hahaha. English teaher was nice. and so, with Social studies and PEHM. haha. =))
basta bored ako. wala ako sa sarili ko. inaantok. =)
- - -
maiba tayo.
clueless. nanghihinayang.
napaisip ka? ako rin po eh. :)
explain ko, may nakapgsabi sa akin kanina, iba raw ang move on sa let go(over it). paano?
pag sinabi mo raw move on ka na, ibig sabihin. nilubyan mo lang siya. okay na sayo yung ganun. nabuhay ka rin ng wala siya. pero alam mo sa sarili mo na wala na ring makakahigit sa kanya kahit anong mangyari. hihintayin mo pa rin siya.
pag sinabi raw let go or over it. tanggap mo na. okay na sayo lahat. wala ka nang pakialam kung meron na siyang iba o wala. as in over na. okay lang rin sayo kahit magbreak sila. di ka na masasaktan. parang ganun. basta, wala na talaga yung feelings. open ka pa sa iba.
pero guess what kung ano sinabi ko noon.
"naka-move on na ako eh."
its been 3 months. 3 months composed of 90 days. within that 90 days i've learned many things. oo, lovelife ito. ang dami kong nakaya sa 90 days na yun. until now, fresh pa rin sa memory ko ang araw na yun. how did it molded me to be strong.
but still, even how strong you are. if you really love them. it will take time. and until now, ang masasabi ko lang. oo, bakit ikaw pa rin? :(
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naguguluhan
friends and familiy matters. family matters? gulo nila. friends? i dont know kung ako ba yung nagbago or what. so ayun.
di ako masyadong napagod physically. utak ko nagana. kakaisip. haha.
anyway,
yun lang =)
Labels: boring, realizations, stories for the day
tomorrow will be
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
bored. excited. =)
happy 109th independence day Philippines.
all the things i can feel whenever, classes will start again.
i just do whatever things i want to. this is my last day of summer. farewell summer. till next year:)
anyway. im excited. yeah. i am. =)
goodnight.
happy 109th independence day Philippines.
all the things i can feel whenever, classes will start again.
i just do whatever things i want to. this is my last day of summer. farewell summer. till next year:)
anyway. im excited. yeah. i am. =)
goodnight.
Labels: excited, stories for the day
forever
Monday, June 11, 2007
nakakapagod. =)
pagod ako ngayon. haha. anyway, since kagabi. medyo naliwanagan na ako kung ano talaga ang isang hinahanap ko sa isang friend. yung tipong, konting time na hindi lang kayo nagkakausap, namimiss mo na siya. yung parang kahit hindi muna kayo magusap meanwhile, andoon pa rin sa lahat yung pinagsamahan. but i guess, there is no such sadness than being left by abest true friend.
if you really knew me by heart, when you will ask me, who is my best friend. i don't have an answer. sabi nila weird raw ako. oo, no man is an island pero, ewan ko. pag tinatanung ako. wala akong sagot. pero i know in myself na meron akong bestfriend. as of now, meron. pero, i dont know. may mga factors ngayon na pinagiisipan ko pa talaga.
anyway, so much for that. pasan (callalily's single) jump up to number three today. though, hindi siya nag-one. happy kaming lahat. effort namin yun eh. i am sure happy rin si kean. 20 na siya. grabe. haha. im really happy for him. =)
kanina, kachat ko si clarisse. bakasyon na sila sa States so ngayon ko lang ulit siya nakausap. sabi niya sa akin, kausap niya raw isang batrch mate namin and it seems raw nung una, hindi siya nakilala nung batch mate namin, malabo naman na makalimutan mo ang isang tao within two years, lalo na rin kung friend mo siya di ba. so ayun. naisip ko lang. ;p
tapos, nagmall kami ng mom ko. haha. 3-8 PM kami andoon. ginawa namin? una, window shopping lang muna. tapos, habang natagal. nakakakita kami ng magagandang damit. haha. kumain sa mcdonald's at nagisip. tapos, umikot muli. gumala ng gumala. at ayun na nga. nakabili ako ng blouse. color gray siya. haha. ang dami ko nga palang nakita kanina. sa dami ba naman ng tao. ahaha. nakita ko sina laine, maan, Ms. Vidal, Ate Hazel, Tita Jolly, Tita Marissa. yun, basta, ang dami eh. haha.
badtrip pala. =)
two sleeps more, pasukan na. badtrip talaga! shet. may pimple ako sa cheeks. nakakainis eh! haha.
tapos, eto na naman ako. nagpapakasawa sa internet. last na puyat ko na ito men. mamimiss kong gawain ito. =) no more, puyat. lessen ym conferences. no more non stop usage of internet. no more gala! ( i mean, yung mahabaan.) then yun basta. nakakamiss. =))
its been 3 months.
anyway, good night. =))
HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEAN CIPRIANO
pagod ako ngayon. haha. anyway, since kagabi. medyo naliwanagan na ako kung ano talaga ang isang hinahanap ko sa isang friend. yung tipong, konting time na hindi lang kayo nagkakausap, namimiss mo na siya. yung parang kahit hindi muna kayo magusap meanwhile, andoon pa rin sa lahat yung pinagsamahan. but i guess, there is no such sadness than being left by a
if you really knew me by heart, when you will ask me, who is my best friend. i don't have an answer. sabi nila weird raw ako. oo, no man is an island pero, ewan ko. pag tinatanung ako. wala akong sagot. pero i know in myself na meron akong bestfriend. as of now, meron. pero, i dont know. may mga factors ngayon na pinagiisipan ko pa talaga.
anyway, so much for that. pasan (callalily's single) jump up to number three today. though, hindi siya nag-one. happy kaming lahat. effort namin yun eh. i am sure happy rin si kean. 20 na siya. grabe. haha. im really happy for him. =)
kanina, kachat ko si clarisse. bakasyon na sila sa States so ngayon ko lang ulit siya nakausap. sabi niya sa akin, kausap niya raw isang batrch mate namin and it seems raw nung una, hindi siya nakilala nung batch mate namin, malabo naman na makalimutan mo ang isang tao within two years, lalo na rin kung friend mo siya di ba. so ayun. naisip ko lang. ;p
tapos, nagmall kami ng mom ko. haha. 3-8 PM kami andoon. ginawa namin? una, window shopping lang muna. tapos, habang natagal. nakakakita kami ng magagandang damit. haha. kumain sa mcdonald's at nagisip. tapos, umikot muli. gumala ng gumala. at ayun na nga. nakabili ako ng blouse. color gray siya. haha. ang dami ko nga palang nakita kanina. sa dami ba naman ng tao. ahaha. nakita ko sina laine, maan, Ms. Vidal, Ate Hazel, Tita Jolly, Tita Marissa. yun, basta, ang dami eh. haha.
badtrip pala. =)
two sleeps more, pasukan na. badtrip talaga! shet. may pimple ako sa cheeks. nakakainis eh! haha.
tapos, eto na naman ako. nagpapakasawa sa internet. last na puyat ko na ito men. mamimiss kong gawain ito. =) no more, puyat. lessen ym conferences. no more non stop usage of internet. no more gala! ( i mean, yung mahabaan.) then yun basta. nakakamiss. =))
its been 3 months.
anyway, good night. =))
HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEAN CIPRIANO
Labels: excited, happy memories, stories for the day
party. =)
Sunday, June 10, 2007
masaya ang araw. :)
umpisahan ko pala muna kagabi, tinatamad ako mag-edit eh. so, may kapitbahay kasi kaming namatayan. so, inaanak yun ng lola ko sa kasal. eh may misunderstanding yung asawa nung namatay sa biyenan niya, hindi alam nung babae kung saan patutulugin yung mga kamag-anak niya, (imagine yung kamag-anak from Laguna 4 na jeep sila) so ang dami nila. yung iba sa amin natulog. haha. okay naman. mabait naman yung mga nag sleep over sa amin. 5 lang yata sila. i dont know. nahiya yata yung iba, so ayun. :)
then, kaninang umaga, pag gising ko, sabi ng mom ko, bumaba na raw ako kasi maraming tao sa terrace, tingnman ko raw. gulat na gulat ako eh. ang dami nga! about 25 yata sila dun sa terrace at sa may gate namin. haha. para kami yung bahay na may patay eh. haha. so ayun, madami. :)
pero, hindi dapat namantala.
nabadtrip ako. kasi yung laptop ko nun, andoon lang sa tabi ni kuya, eh naglalaro si kuya ng ragna. nabadtrip ba naman ako. nakita ko dun sa may computer table may 2 bata at isang matandang lalaki. eh yung matandang lalaki parang nanonood lang so, okay, kaso amputek. pag tingin ko, yung dalawang bata ginagalawa yung gamit ko, mind you yung parent nila or companion or whatsoever andoon lang ah. tas hindi sila sinasaway. haha. tae. so ayun, buti hindi ako sumaway dun sa bata kundi, nako. haha. mhahalata na nabadtrip ako. =)
tapos, may mga tao pa rin. eh, wala medyo naiinis pa rin ako dun sa iba na makiki-CR na nga lang eh. hindi amn lang nagte-thank you or gagamit na nga lang ng CR yung pasok na lang bigla. dere-deretso. pota. nakakairita kaya. ahaha. hindi yata porket binuksan mo yung bahay mo for them ganun na lang. hay nako. anyway, yun. ayos naman raw ang libing. :)
anyway, sa mga naka-receive ng group message ko kanina, sorry. todo promote kasi ako kanina. kean cipriano's birthday will be tomorrow. eh may deal ako sa kanya. so ayun. pag number 1 ang pasan tomorrow. i'll sure he'll be very happy. i love kean so much. not what i mean is that yung patay na patay naman. i just love him the way he was, oo, may times na mayabang siya but i learned from him a lot of things. yung mga nagsasabi na malaki na ulo niya, i disagrre though i respect their opinion. pero para sa akin si kean ay si kean pa rin na nakilala ko. =)
speaking of them, isa pang masayang araw. GOLD na ang album ng Callalily. furthermore, gold na ang Destination XYZ. haha. i am so happy. haha. salamat sa SOP. salamat talaga sa kanila. haha. im so happy for them. sana tuloy tuloy na talaga ang saya.
anyway, may grand eyeball raw ng Callalistas sa eastwood. and of this month. sana payagan ako. =)
so, holiday na nga raw bukas. haha. pasukan na namin. so near. haha. :))
anyway, nagbago ako ng layout kanina sa multiply. hay. salamat maganda naman raw ang kinalabasan. i'll try to make a better banner headline next time. =)
so basta, ang saya ko. wala yata akong masabing iba but the word masaya. :)
that's all folks!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ATE JOAN CONSTATINO
ADVANCE HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEAN CIPRIANO
umpisahan ko pala muna kagabi, tinatamad ako mag-edit eh. so, may kapitbahay kasi kaming namatayan. so, inaanak yun ng lola ko sa kasal. eh may misunderstanding yung asawa nung namatay sa biyenan niya, hindi alam nung babae kung saan patutulugin yung mga kamag-anak niya, (imagine yung kamag-anak from Laguna 4 na jeep sila) so ang dami nila. yung iba sa amin natulog. haha. okay naman. mabait naman yung mga nag sleep over sa amin. 5 lang yata sila. i dont know. nahiya yata yung iba, so ayun. :)
then, kaninang umaga, pag gising ko, sabi ng mom ko, bumaba na raw ako kasi maraming tao sa terrace, tingnman ko raw. gulat na gulat ako eh. ang dami nga! about 25 yata sila dun sa terrace at sa may gate namin. haha. para kami yung bahay na may patay eh. haha. so ayun, madami. :)
pero, hindi dapat namantala.
nabadtrip ako. kasi yung laptop ko nun, andoon lang sa tabi ni kuya, eh naglalaro si kuya ng ragna. nabadtrip ba naman ako. nakita ko dun sa may computer table may 2 bata at isang matandang lalaki. eh yung matandang lalaki parang nanonood lang so, okay, kaso amputek. pag tingin ko, yung dalawang bata ginagalawa yung gamit ko, mind you yung parent nila or companion or whatsoever andoon lang ah. tas hindi sila sinasaway. haha. tae. so ayun, buti hindi ako sumaway dun sa bata kundi, nako. haha. mhahalata na nabadtrip ako. =)
tapos, may mga tao pa rin. eh, wala medyo naiinis pa rin ako dun sa iba na makiki-CR na nga lang eh. hindi amn lang nagte-thank you or gagamit na nga lang ng CR yung pasok na lang bigla. dere-deretso. pota. nakakairita kaya. ahaha. hindi yata porket binuksan mo yung bahay mo for them ganun na lang. hay nako. anyway, yun. ayos naman raw ang libing. :)
anyway, sa mga naka-receive ng group message ko kanina, sorry. todo promote kasi ako kanina. kean cipriano's birthday will be tomorrow. eh may deal ako sa kanya. so ayun. pag number 1 ang pasan tomorrow. i'll sure he'll be very happy. i love kean so much. not what i mean is that yung patay na patay naman. i just love him the way he was, oo, may times na mayabang siya but i learned from him a lot of things. yung mga nagsasabi na malaki na ulo niya, i disagrre though i respect their opinion. pero para sa akin si kean ay si kean pa rin na nakilala ko. =)
speaking of them, isa pang masayang araw. GOLD na ang album ng Callalily. furthermore, gold na ang Destination XYZ. haha. i am so happy. haha. salamat sa SOP. salamat talaga sa kanila. haha. im so happy for them. sana tuloy tuloy na talaga ang saya.
anyway, may grand eyeball raw ng Callalistas sa eastwood. and of this month. sana payagan ako. =)
so, holiday na nga raw bukas. haha. pasukan na namin. so near. haha. :))
anyway, nagbago ako ng layout kanina sa multiply. hay. salamat maganda naman raw ang kinalabasan. i'll try to make a better banner headline next time. =)
so basta, ang saya ko. wala yata akong masabing iba but the word masaya. :)
that's all folks!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ATE JOAN CONSTATINO
ADVANCE HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEAN CIPRIANO
Labels: excited, happy memories, stories for the day
a boring saturday
Saturday, June 09, 2007
una sa lahat. tanghali na ako nagising. around 10. late pa rin para sa akin. pasukan na eh. =)
so, after i ate my lunch. nakapag-internet na rin ako. so medyo masaya. haha. kwentuhan. chat. multiply. and may napansin ako e. parang multiply is way better nice na than friendster. haha. napansin ko lang. =)
then, naadict ako. guess what. marie biscuits. o yeah, yung pambata ah. sarap eh. hehe. :))
ano ba yung dapat kong ikwekwento. ahh. yun. naalala ko na, about love life ito pero its not mine. so kanina, magkausap kami ng pinsan ko, naalala ko lang, kung mahal mo naman kasi ang isang tao. kahit paulit-ulit lang yung sinasabi niya sayo araw-araw. kahit minsan boring siya katext, di ba hindi yun yung reason para break up? kasi, para sa akin (opinion) kung mahal mo siya, iintindihin mo naman lahat ng shortcomings niya. pero, kung ganun lang. bakit mo siya sinagot in the first place? kung magsasawa ka rin agad?
yun, naisip ko lang. =)
na-excite ako pumasok. tumawag ulit ako sa Atheneum kanina kasi sabi nung classmate ko, kung sure talaga yung 13. kasi di ba, nilipat nga naman yung holiday this monday, so nasa isip niya, baka nga naman 12 na. pero, tumawag ako. 13 pa rin. yey. :)
ayun, and cavite. cavite. cavite.=)
nakalimutan ko na yung ikwekwento kong isa. haha. ayun. :))
pahabol. tama bang pagkamatay ng isang tao unahin agad parthin yung mga titolo kaysa yung lungkot na namatayan ka? wala, naisip ko. tae.
ayun lamang. :)
so, after i ate my lunch. nakapag-internet na rin ako. so medyo masaya. haha. kwentuhan. chat. multiply. and may napansin ako e. parang multiply is way better nice na than friendster. haha. napansin ko lang. =)
then, naadict ako. guess what. marie biscuits. o yeah, yung pambata ah. sarap eh. hehe. :))
ano ba yung dapat kong ikwekwento. ahh. yun. naalala ko na, about love life ito pero its not mine. so kanina, magkausap kami ng pinsan ko, naalala ko lang, kung mahal mo naman kasi ang isang tao. kahit paulit-ulit lang yung sinasabi niya sayo araw-araw. kahit minsan boring siya katext, di ba hindi yun yung reason para break up? kasi, para sa akin (opinion) kung mahal mo siya, iintindihin mo naman lahat ng shortcomings niya. pero, kung ganun lang. bakit mo siya sinagot in the first place? kung magsasawa ka rin agad?
yun, naisip ko lang. =)
na-excite ako pumasok. tumawag ulit ako sa Atheneum kanina kasi sabi nung classmate ko, kung sure talaga yung 13. kasi di ba, nilipat nga naman yung holiday this monday, so nasa isip niya, baka nga naman 12 na. pero, tumawag ako. 13 pa rin. yey. :)
ayun, and cavite. cavite. cavite.=)
nakalimutan ko na yung ikwekwento kong isa. haha. ayun. :))
pahabol. tama bang pagkamatay ng isang tao unahin agad parthin yung mga titolo kaysa yung lungkot na namatayan ka? wala, naisip ko. tae.
ayun lamang. :)
goodbye
Friday, June 08, 2007
2 days no post. haha.
june 07
i start with a spoof. when iwoke up yesterday my mom told me that there was a bananacue at the table, she told me to eat it the moment i got hungry. i ate it. haha. then around quarter to twelve, my brother called me and said.
"joy, kinain mo yung bananacue?" *bananacue rin naman ang rinig ko* so i said,
"oo. bakit?" sabi ng kuya ko, "tae ka naman eh. bakit mo kinain eh kakainin ko yun." sabi ko, "eh bakit hindi mo kinain agad? kamalayan ko ba."
sabi ni kuya, "nakakainis ka naman e. ibili mo ako." sabi ko, "tanghaling tapat? wala na kayang mabibili noon ngayon."
umalis ako. baka lalong magalit si kuya eh. kaso, pagkalabas ko ng pintuan, narinig ko sabi niya, "badtrip naman eh. ano uulamin ko ngayon."
pumasok ulit ako sa room niya. sabi ko. "uulamin mo? bananacue kaya yun." hindi na nagsalita si kuya, napahiya eh. hahaha. :p
so ayun, nakwento ko lamang. =)
before we went to Las Pinas, i got irritated with my brother and my cousin. they really got me irritated with the things they say about my love life. buti sana kung nice way yung pagsabi eh, kaso hindi rin. ayon, nabadtrip ako. kaming tatlo pa naman sa bahay. haay.
it was the huling lamay of the death of nanay dely.
therefore, dominic ang i commuted to Las Pinas. eto pa pala isang spoof. haha. kasi, sumakay na lang ako basta sa bus. so ayun, not knowing hanggang sm bacoor lang pala yun and not zapote. so ayun, haha. umulit pa ulit kami ni dom ng sakay. haha. sayang pamasahe eh. haha. :p
kwentuhan. senti. pakikiramay. the usual things that we do there. haha. syempre kasama rin doon yung kainan. hehe. pero, naintriga talaga ako sa buhay ko, pucha talaga eh. nakakainis.
may second cousin ako, kausap namin ni dominic. not knowing, na taga kawit pala siya. putol to be more specific. so ako, tinanong ko kung kilala ko yung taong gusto kong malaman. sabi nung second cousin ko, ano raw ang surname. edi ako, sinabi ko, sabi niya idescribe ko raw kasi hindi raw siya sure kung ano yun. so i describe. tinulungan pa ako ni dom. lahat naman nung description corresponding dun sa tao.
tapos, tinanung ako nung second cousin ko, kung bat ko raw tinatanung. so sinabi ko naman. pucha talaga eh. nung nalaman niya yung dahilan. sinabi niya rin sa akin kung paano niya nakilala. namputek talaga e. niligawan niya pinsan ko! haha. wala lang. nabadtrip ako dun eh. pinsan ko niligawan niya, oh small world. haha. =))
tapos, ayun na nga. uhm. dumami tao. haha. tawanan sa ibang pinsan. mga tiyahin. haha. ayun, basta. alam niyo na yung ginagawa pag huling lamay. :(
may video pala na pinalabas. gumamit sila ng prjector. so yung video, puro random pictures, nakakaiyak yung lyrics nung music. "i love you though sometimes it doesn't show." hahanapin ko talaga yung song na yun. hehe. :)
then, by 1 umalis na kami don. hehe. ayos. bonding na rin. =)
tapos, mga 2. natulog na rin ako. tulog na rin mga katext ko. haha. kidding. :))
june 08
sa sobrang pagod. di na ako nag online. saglit lang rin kasi at aalis na. so ayun, nanood lang ako ng conan tapos, nag ayos na rin. sabi kasi 12 noon raw aalis. kaso, filipino time nga naman. what time we left noveleta? freaking quarter to one. gaaaah.
so ayun, at teka. pumayat raw ako? tss. ang taba ko pa. pucha. haha. so ayun. kwentuhan lang rin sila. haha. then, nung dumating kami sa Las Pinas, i mean, sa bahay. medyo nagiiyakan na sila. pero, ang init eh!
kaso, nung ilalabas na talaga umambon. hay. so ayun, medyo nahirapan tuloy. so, hindi na rin ako naglakad. sa car lang. nagtetext. haha. bumagsak phone ko kanina! 5th time. ahaha.
pero, lets be serious. umiyak ako ah. oo, umiyak. pero not that hard. nasa isip ko kasi yung paano kung nasa place ako ng taong yun. so ayun, umiyak nga ako. nakakaawa kasi yung family members.
then, ayun. me and my mom went to sm bacoor to but some stuffs. haha.
then, ngayong gabi. eto na ako muli. nagpapakasawa sa internet. hahaha. =))
june 07
i start with a spoof. when iwoke up yesterday my mom told me that there was a bananacue at the table, she told me to eat it the moment i got hungry. i ate it. haha. then around quarter to twelve, my brother called me and said.
"joy, kinain mo yung bananacue?" *bananacue rin naman ang rinig ko* so i said,
"oo. bakit?" sabi ng kuya ko, "tae ka naman eh. bakit mo kinain eh kakainin ko yun." sabi ko, "eh bakit hindi mo kinain agad? kamalayan ko ba."
sabi ni kuya, "nakakainis ka naman e. ibili mo ako." sabi ko, "tanghaling tapat? wala na kayang mabibili noon ngayon."
umalis ako. baka lalong magalit si kuya eh. kaso, pagkalabas ko ng pintuan, narinig ko sabi niya, "badtrip naman eh. ano uulamin ko ngayon."
pumasok ulit ako sa room niya. sabi ko. "uulamin mo? bananacue kaya yun." hindi na nagsalita si kuya, napahiya eh. hahaha. :p
so ayun, nakwento ko lamang. =)
before we went to Las Pinas, i got irritated with my brother and my cousin. they really got me irritated with the things they say about my love life. buti sana kung nice way yung pagsabi eh, kaso hindi rin. ayon, nabadtrip ako. kaming tatlo pa naman sa bahay. haay.
it was the huling lamay of the death of nanay dely.
therefore, dominic ang i commuted to Las Pinas. eto pa pala isang spoof. haha. kasi, sumakay na lang ako basta sa bus. so ayun, not knowing hanggang sm bacoor lang pala yun and not zapote. so ayun, haha. umulit pa ulit kami ni dom ng sakay. haha. sayang pamasahe eh. haha. :p
kwentuhan. senti. pakikiramay. the usual things that we do there. haha. syempre kasama rin doon yung kainan. hehe. pero, naintriga talaga ako sa buhay ko, pucha talaga eh. nakakainis.
may second cousin ako, kausap namin ni dominic. not knowing, na taga kawit pala siya. putol to be more specific. so ako, tinanong ko kung kilala ko yung taong gusto kong malaman. sabi nung second cousin ko, ano raw ang surname. edi ako, sinabi ko, sabi niya idescribe ko raw kasi hindi raw siya sure kung ano yun. so i describe. tinulungan pa ako ni dom. lahat naman nung description corresponding dun sa tao.
tapos, tinanung ako nung second cousin ko, kung bat ko raw tinatanung. so sinabi ko naman. pucha talaga eh. nung nalaman niya yung dahilan. sinabi niya rin sa akin kung paano niya nakilala. namputek talaga e. niligawan niya pinsan ko! haha. wala lang. nabadtrip ako dun eh. pinsan ko niligawan niya, oh small world. haha. =))
tapos, ayun na nga. uhm. dumami tao. haha. tawanan sa ibang pinsan. mga tiyahin. haha. ayun, basta. alam niyo na yung ginagawa pag huling lamay. :(
may video pala na pinalabas. gumamit sila ng prjector. so yung video, puro random pictures, nakakaiyak yung lyrics nung music. "i love you though sometimes it doesn't show." hahanapin ko talaga yung song na yun. hehe. :)
then, by 1 umalis na kami don. hehe. ayos. bonding na rin. =)
tapos, mga 2. natulog na rin ako. tulog na rin mga katext ko. haha. kidding. :))
june 08
sa sobrang pagod. di na ako nag online. saglit lang rin kasi at aalis na. so ayun, nanood lang ako ng conan tapos, nag ayos na rin. sabi kasi 12 noon raw aalis. kaso, filipino time nga naman. what time we left noveleta? freaking quarter to one. gaaaah.
so ayun, at teka. pumayat raw ako? tss. ang taba ko pa. pucha. haha. so ayun. kwentuhan lang rin sila. haha. then, nung dumating kami sa Las Pinas, i mean, sa bahay. medyo nagiiyakan na sila. pero, ang init eh!
kaso, nung ilalabas na talaga umambon. hay. so ayun, medyo nahirapan tuloy. so, hindi na rin ako naglakad. sa car lang. nagtetext. haha. bumagsak phone ko kanina! 5th time. ahaha.
pero, lets be serious. umiyak ako ah. oo, umiyak. pero not that hard. nasa isip ko kasi yung paano kung nasa place ako ng taong yun. so ayun, umiyak nga ako. nakakaawa kasi yung family members.
then, ayun. me and my mom went to sm bacoor to but some stuffs. haha.
then, ngayong gabi. eto na ako muli. nagpapakasawa sa internet. hahaha. =))
Labels: death, farewell, stories for the day
my summer 07
Wednesday, June 06, 2007
badtrip ako ngayong araw. kaya sige, ikweikwento ko na lang ang summer ko. :>
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6 sleeps more and again, my summer isover. it is now time to get a flashback of what my summer came out to be.
first of all, the first day of my summer is my brother's birthday. he treated his classmates a group swimming at Mt. Sea so defintely, kasama ako. hahaha. so ayun, mind you. that's my only swimming this summer.
next is, my first week of summer is the holy week, definitely i spend the whole week with some church activities.
this summer is the summer wherein i really met lot of people. mostly callalistas to be more specific. hahaha. im so glad i met them not to mention all kasi ang dami eh. haha. basta i am happy i met some new founded friends. basta, if you get some time to read these, nice meeting you. :)) as in, ang dami ko talagang nakilala. boys, girls, ate, kuya, crush. [haha.joke] basta, just want to say i am always here lang rin. i love you guys. >:D<
the next thing is, before summer i told myself to take my whole time to move on, meaning, because my summer takes two months so i thought of having myself forgetting a person. but now, it is already june and yet im still jailed by a memory. maybe, hindi rin talaga. ganun kabilis mawawala yung feelings.
this was also my summer i met up a lots of frustrations, seldom gigs i went to because my mom wont allow me. no out of town blasts. no swimmins except for my brother's party. no beaches. no one whole day shopping. another fact is this summer is the first summer i do not text a lot, obviously, i do not have load. hahaha. so ayun, bihira ako magtext ng summer na ito. first time talaga. as in. hahaha.
another frustration was unfinished plans. the plans i was planning before summer but i was not able to suceed in doing such things. haha. and of course, there still a sad feeling about the things i was not able to do. hay.
this was also the most boring fiesta (i guess) i have ever had as of now. haha. why? may 2-3 i suffered from sinat. hay. so ayun, i did not enjoy. hahaha.
what was the everyday scenario of being a taong bahay? commonly i woke up around 9-11 AM in the morning. i will watch tv (or text if i have load). if i don't like the program, i'll get online. eat lunch. haha. then, surft the internet for hours, download songs, watch videos at youtube, friendster, multiply, blogspot, (photoshop if i have time), then i'll do first some household chores. get back in front of the laptop again, (went to mcdo or mall if someone invited me, haha.) eat dinner. conference. watch tv. take a BRb to wash the dishes. haha. basta ganun.*siyempre kasama diyan yung taking a bath and brushing my teeth. haha.*
so that's how my summer came to be. i can say, i still enjoy. but the whole summer, i miss my friends! all my batchmates! my ates, my kuyas, and someone. haha. just kidding. :))
my summer for this year is quite boring. but i am still happy, cause i have new friends. haha. :))
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6 sleeps more and again, my summer is
first of all, the first day of my summer is my brother's birthday. he treated his classmates a group swimming at Mt. Sea so defintely, kasama ako. hahaha. so ayun, mind you. that's my only swimming this summer.
next is, my first week of summer is the holy week, definitely i spend the whole week with some church activities.
this summer is the summer wherein i really met lot of people. mostly callalistas to be more specific. hahaha. im so glad i met them not to mention all kasi ang dami eh. haha. basta i am happy i met some new founded friends. basta, if you get some time to read these, nice meeting you. :)) as in, ang dami ko talagang nakilala. boys, girls, ate, kuya, crush. [haha.joke] basta, just want to say i am always here lang rin. i love you guys. >:D<
the next thing is, before summer i told myself to take my whole time to move on, meaning, because my summer takes two months so i thought of having myself forgetting a person. but now, it is already june and yet im still jailed by a memory. maybe, hindi rin talaga. ganun kabilis mawawala yung feelings.
this was also my summer i met up a lots of frustrations, seldom gigs i went to because my mom wont allow me. no out of town blasts. no swimmins except for my brother's party. no beaches. no one whole day shopping. another fact is this summer is the first summer i do not text a lot, obviously, i do not have load. hahaha. so ayun, bihira ako magtext ng summer na ito. first time talaga. as in. hahaha.
another frustration was unfinished plans. the plans i was planning before summer but i was not able to suceed in doing such things. haha. and of course, there still a sad feeling about the things i was not able to do. hay.
this was also the most boring fiesta (i guess) i have ever had as of now. haha. why? may 2-3 i suffered from sinat. hay. so ayun, i did not enjoy. hahaha.
what was the everyday scenario of being a taong bahay? commonly i woke up around 9-11 AM in the morning. i will watch tv (or text if i have load). if i don't like the program, i'll get online. eat lunch. haha. then, surft the internet for hours, download songs, watch videos at youtube, friendster, multiply, blogspot, (photoshop if i have time), then i'll do first some household chores. get back in front of the laptop again, (went to mcdo or mall if someone invited me, haha.) eat dinner. conference. watch tv. take a BRb to wash the dishes. haha. basta ganun.*siyempre kasama diyan yung taking a bath and brushing my teeth. haha.*
so that's how my summer came to be. i can say, i still enjoy. but the whole summer, i miss my friends! all my batchmates! my ates, my kuyas, and someone. haha. just kidding. :))
my summer for this year is quite boring. but i am still happy, cause i have new friends. haha. :))
Labels: badtrip, stories for the day
newton's third law of motion
Tuesday, June 05, 2007
bored. hay.
sabi nila, pag may umalis, may nabalik. or kung may naalis, may kapalit. naniniwala ba kayo dun? ako, medyo. malapit na talaga.
and i guess, for every action there is an opposite reaction. wala lang. isipin niyo na rin. bakit parang lahat ng bagay may kapalit sa mundo. i guess, yung iba hindi mo agad napapansin. pero, sooner and later naisip mo, nagbago na rin pala. hay, teka. nagets niyo kaya kungbakit ko sinasabi ito?
badnews kasi kagabi. lilipat raw si ate precious sa nehemiah. katulad nung sinabi ko last saturday, sumaya naman ako dahil umuwi na si ate kmaye. pero, bat ganito. isa na namang ate ko, mawawala.eh, pantay naman ang tingin ko sa kanila. nakakalungkot lang. biglaan rin kasi, walang hint man lang na ganun yung mangyayari. tapos, hindi rin nasabi agad. hay. so ang lungkot. bakit parang okay na rin sana mawawalan pa. nakakainis lang.
so medyo frustrated ako ng lagay na ito. hay. :(
minsan, may time na hindi lahat ng ka-batch ko kasi, kasundo ko. ewan ko ba, kahit 10 yrs na ako dyan sa atheneum pag sophie na ako.parang naiilang pa rin ako sa iba. yung tipong ang hirap makipag-fit in sa kanila. haha. yung tipong arang hindi mo pa rin kasi sila kilala or may something na hindi ko maexplain bat nahihirapan ako. basta, not all naman. random and few people lang. hehe. =)
so ayun. bored na naman ako. hindi rin kami pumunta ngayon ng Las Pinas because of some reasons. hehe. kaya ayun.
kanina, nakuha ko na yung blouse ko for school. ayos naman. okay yung gawa. medyo malaki sakin ng konti. mind you, wala pang modista ang nakakaperfect blouse sa akin, i mean, kung hindi masikip, maluwag namana and vice versa. o kaya naman, kung hindi bitin, sobrang haba. hay. nakakaewan. haha. but yung necktie? mas better yung sa last year ko. haha. =)
naiinis na naman ako kay kuya, di ako makagamit ng laptop ng ayos. 10-12 PM mamaya siya gagamit. nakakairita naman, meron naman siya eh. hay.
so ayun, tinamad na ako eh. haha. :)
sabi nila, pag may umalis, may nabalik. or kung may naalis, may kapalit. naniniwala ba kayo dun? ako, medyo. malapit na talaga.
and i guess, for every action there is an opposite reaction. wala lang. isipin niyo na rin. bakit parang lahat ng bagay may kapalit sa mundo. i guess, yung iba hindi mo agad napapansin. pero, sooner and later naisip mo, nagbago na rin pala. hay, teka. nagets niyo kaya kungbakit ko sinasabi ito?
badnews kasi kagabi. lilipat raw si ate precious sa nehemiah. katulad nung sinabi ko last saturday, sumaya naman ako dahil umuwi na si ate kmaye. pero, bat ganito. isa na namang ate ko, mawawala.eh, pantay naman ang tingin ko sa kanila. nakakalungkot lang. biglaan rin kasi, walang hint man lang na ganun yung mangyayari. tapos, hindi rin nasabi agad. hay. so ang lungkot. bakit parang okay na rin sana mawawalan pa. nakakainis lang.
so medyo frustrated ako ng lagay na ito. hay. :(
minsan, may time na hindi lahat ng ka-batch ko kasi, kasundo ko. ewan ko ba, kahit 10 yrs na ako dyan sa atheneum pag sophie na ako.parang naiilang pa rin ako sa iba. yung tipong ang hirap makipag-fit in sa kanila. haha. yung tipong arang hindi mo pa rin kasi sila kilala or may something na hindi ko maexplain bat nahihirapan ako. basta, not all naman. random and few people lang. hehe. =)
so ayun. bored na naman ako. hindi rin kami pumunta ngayon ng Las Pinas because of some reasons. hehe. kaya ayun.
kanina, nakuha ko na yung blouse ko for school. ayos naman. okay yung gawa. medyo malaki sakin ng konti. mind you, wala pang modista ang nakakaperfect blouse sa akin, i mean, kung hindi masikip, maluwag namana and vice versa. o kaya naman, kung hindi bitin, sobrang haba. hay. nakakaewan. haha. but yung necktie? mas better yung sa last year ko. haha. =)
naiinis na naman ako kay kuya, di ako makagamit ng laptop ng ayos. 10-12 PM mamaya siya gagamit. nakakairita naman, meron naman siya eh. hay.
so ayun, tinamad na ako eh. haha. :)
Labels: farewell, stories for the day
and its you. :)
Monday, June 04, 2007
last night, i was so happy. i mean, the last minutes before i went to bed. haha. thanks :)
monday. haha.
i woke up. uhm. quarter to seven. i don't know why. 2AM na ako natulog eh. tapos, nakakamangha nagising ako maaga. which fate leads me to have a chance to watch callalily at unang hirit. oh my God. cool ng performance! hands down na talaga ako. haha.
so, obviously, some of the people already have their opening of classes today. wow. enjoy naman sana sila. =)
so again, i went to las pinas to visit my relatives. hay. so ayun, same scenario lang rin. hehe. medyo na-bored ako kasi konti tao and at the same time puro oldies eh. hehe.
i was not able to watch pop myx today. tooooo bad. :(
but have i already told you all day, kinikilig ako? hahaha. kasi naman eh. ewan ko ba. kinikilig na talaga. hahaha.
this link is for kuya paul:
http://joiorio.multiply.com/photos/photo/44/12
sorry po kung malabo. maliit at malayo. that's the pic na pwede po magdescribe sa pagkawala nung stage. hehe. =)
sige na, pagod ako. haha. :)
monday. haha.
i woke up. uhm. quarter to seven. i don't know why. 2AM na ako natulog eh. tapos, nakakamangha nagising ako maaga. which fate leads me to have a chance to watch callalily at unang hirit. oh my God. cool ng performance! hands down na talaga ako. haha.
so, obviously, some of the people already have their opening of classes today. wow. enjoy naman sana sila. =)
so again, i went to las pinas to visit my relatives. hay. so ayun, same scenario lang rin. hehe. medyo na-bored ako kasi konti tao and at the same time puro oldies eh. hehe.
i was not able to watch pop myx today. tooooo bad. :(
but have i already told you all day, kinikilig ako? hahaha. kasi naman eh. ewan ko ba. kinikilig na talaga. hahaha.
this link is for kuya paul:
http://joiorio.multiply.com/photos/photo/44/12
sorry po kung malabo. maliit at malayo. that's the pic na pwede po magdescribe sa pagkawala nung stage. hehe. =)
sige na, pagod ako. haha. :)
Labels: kilig moments, steady, stories for the day
left behind
Sunday, June 03, 2007
2 days no blog post.
june 2. it was been 5 times a row that commonly something bad happen for me for evry second of the month and it did. that made me so sad yesterday. outcome? swollen eyes. confusion. it is so sad tio be in that position. hay.
thank God ate kmay went home yesterday. she will study here na. hindi na Dubai. hay. thanks God. so yun, yesterday was a not so good day for me. :(
june 3
i woke up when my mom woke me up to tell that nanay dely passed away 3 am in the morning. so there. parang lola ko yun eh. kasi yung kapatid ng lolo ko, asawa siya. so ayun. by 11, we left and went to las pinas. so ayun, sobra. ang lungkot.
but i am still not crying. i dont know why. pero, nafifeel ko yung feeling na dapat mafeel ng isang nakakairamay na tao. grabe. nakakawa eh. she passed away with the age of 77. sabi nila. the day before, masaya raw silang lahat but unexpected pa rin talaga na nung gabi, hindi na makahinga and yun na nga. haay. so sad. :(
maybe yung iba, may pasok na bukas. woo. good luck po. =)
and maybe, mapapakaunti ang time na online ako. should i say busy?
happy birthday sarah espiritu :)
june 2. it was been 5 times a row that commonly something bad happen for me for evry second of the month and it did. that made me so sad yesterday. outcome? swollen eyes. confusion. it is so sad tio be in that position. hay.
thank God ate kmay went home yesterday. she will study here na. hindi na Dubai. hay. thanks God. so yun, yesterday was a not so good day for me. :(
june 3
i woke up when my mom woke me up to tell that nanay dely passed away 3 am in the morning. so there. parang lola ko yun eh. kasi yung kapatid ng lolo ko, asawa siya. so ayun. by 11, we left and went to las pinas. so ayun, sobra. ang lungkot.
but i am still not crying. i dont know why. pero, nafifeel ko yung feeling na dapat mafeel ng isang nakakairamay na tao. grabe. nakakawa eh. she passed away with the age of 77. sabi nila. the day before, masaya raw silang lahat but unexpected pa rin talaga na nung gabi, hindi na makahinga and yun na nga. haay. so sad. :(
maybe yung iba, may pasok na bukas. woo. good luck po. =)
and maybe, mapapakaunti ang time na online ako. should i say busy?
happy birthday sarah espiritu :)
Labels: sad day, stories for the day
12 days
Friday, June 01, 2007
may is over. definitely its already june. gaah. :)
last night, i really waited for myx premiere of pasan vid. all i can say, astig nung video. astig lahat. ayos ang theme. ok na ok. so ayun. ayos. maganda. i love it. =)
last night, medyo nagalit sakin kuya ko, kaya ngayon gabi lang ako nakapag-internet ng ayos. haha. so anung ginawa ko maghapon? soundtrip sa cellphone though 9 lang yung songs dun. ok lang, favorite ko naman yung mga yun eh. haha.
final na pala. june 13 ang pasukan namin. may tamad part pa rin sa akin pero naeexcite na rin ako. haha. ganito naman palagi eh. pero, at the same time. miss ko na talaga batchmates ko. may mga transferee pa. so, i want to meet them na. pero, ang nakakainis lang. tadtad na naman ng school works. hahaha. :)
sira pa rin ang tv namin sa living room. so, sa kwarto ako nanonood. haha. at uhm. supposed to ba, nasa galaan ako kanina. kaso, hindi ako pinayagan eh. sayang. =)
i really want a digicam. haha. ayos nga eh. basta, digicam. syempre yung kahit papaano. maganda at all around. woo. ayos. =)
ngayong gabi, i heard some news from a friend. medyo nalungkot ako kasi baka within four months umalis siya. eh, nakakalungkot yun di ba? yung aalis yung friend mo, tapos, sa ibang country pa. tsss. pero, buti na lang. hindi pa sure yun. woohoo.
so eto ako ngayon. eenjoyin ko na yung left na 12 days. hehe. though hindi pa ako ganung ready for school. quite excited na rin. school works lang talaga. :))
last night, i really waited for myx premiere of pasan vid. all i can say, astig nung video. astig lahat. ayos ang theme. ok na ok. so ayun. ayos. maganda. i love it. =)
last night, medyo nagalit sakin kuya ko, kaya ngayon gabi lang ako nakapag-internet ng ayos. haha. so anung ginawa ko maghapon? soundtrip sa cellphone though 9 lang yung songs dun. ok lang, favorite ko naman yung mga yun eh. haha.
final na pala. june 13 ang pasukan namin. may tamad part pa rin sa akin pero naeexcite na rin ako. haha. ganito naman palagi eh. pero, at the same time. miss ko na talaga batchmates ko. may mga transferee pa. so, i want to meet them na. pero, ang nakakainis lang. tadtad na naman ng school works. hahaha. :)
sira pa rin ang tv namin sa living room. so, sa kwarto ako nanonood. haha. at uhm. supposed to ba, nasa galaan ako kanina. kaso, hindi ako pinayagan eh. sayang. =)
i really want a digicam. haha. ayos nga eh. basta, digicam. syempre yung kahit papaano. maganda at all around. woo. ayos. =)
ngayong gabi, i heard some news from a friend. medyo nalungkot ako kasi baka within four months umalis siya. eh, nakakalungkot yun di ba? yung aalis yung friend mo, tapos, sa ibang country pa. tsss. pero, buti na lang. hindi pa sure yun. woohoo.
so eto ako ngayon. eenjoyin ko na yung left na 12 days. hehe. though hindi pa ako ganung ready for school. quite excited na rin. school works lang talaga. :))
Labels: excited, stories for the day
